iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

Oh hi, I'm officially back from my health break! Let's spend some time catching up before diving into Dune: Awakening for the first time! 🔴 twitch.tv/ellibehr [ #funcomcreator | #duneawakening | #twitch ]

A selfie of Ellie. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

A selfie of Ellie with her chin resting on her right hand. She is wearing a black tank top and has a black heart rate monitor on her left arm. She has black browline glasses on and her hair is curled and down. Her hair color is pink at the root, with teal and purple blending down the rest of it. She has a burgundy eyeshadow with glitter and a black cateye liner. Her lips are a blend of burgundy and lilac.

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

Here's a lil update on how things have been going during my health hiatus 🫠 I'm currently prepping for my first stream back and I'm nervous and excited 🫣

A Discord announcement from Ellie's community discord. It reads as follows:

June 8, 2025
Ellibutt/BUTTllie Yesterday at 16:53

@everyone Hey y'all! I hope things have been going well for you so far this summer! ☀️ I want to update y'all on how things have been going for me during my time away from streams.

I had been hoping that by now I'd be feeling much more like myself. Unfortanately... that's not the case. Although my thyroid levels are finally where they should be, I still feel like hot garbage

I’m dealing with a lot of fatigue, pain, and my heart rate thinks it's super cool to act like I just ran a mile back in high school, except all I did was shower

After going over everything with my new doctor, he suspects that my body has decided to play Pokemon with autoimmune issues (no body, we don't have to catch them all). I now have an appointment with a rheumatologist in August (the soonest they can get me in), and am calling tomorrow to schedule a neurology appointment (as I recently learned that my Aunt has MS). Hopefully these doctors will be able to rule out scary things and get me moving towards figuring out what shenanigans my body is pulling.

In the meantime, I had been planning on returning to streams starting this week. After talking it over with my therapist, she encouraged me to gently try streaming again once or twice a week to see how my body handles it.

So I’m planning to dip my toes back in with a stream this coming Tuesday!

I've also commissioned a GIFtuber version of me for the days when my energy is super low, that way I can still stream without pushing myself too hard. I'm hoping to have that done by the end of July 🤞 Gotta make sure I focus on listening to my body, even when it's being utterly ridiculous

Thank you all for being so supportive and patient as I navigate all this. Your check-ins and kind words have meant so much to me. I appreciate the fuck out of y'all 🥹

See you soon xoxo

Ellie

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RoxAndStone 🪨 @roxandstone.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

Anyone want to go to the zoo? LIVE WITH MORE LIES OF P DLC! ✨🩵🪨🦋 twitch.tv/RoxAndStone

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xoPEACHI 🍑 retro vtuber @xopeachi.com · 08/06/2025

Excited for this week! twitch.tv/xopeachi 💚🤍🖤🤍💜

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Paralives @paralives.com · 08/06/2025

🗣📢 Paralives comes out in Early Access on December 8, 2025‼️ watch our release date trailer out now ✧₊⁺ youtu.be/uvGPV6qQuQM ➡️ read more about the Early Access release and Paralives’ new chapter in this public Patron post: www.patreon.com/posts/130995...

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 30/05/2025

Morning sibling snuggles 😻 🐾

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Hey y'all, it's been a while 💜 I've been dealing with some health stuffs, and finally have one answer as to what's been going on with me. While I adjust to my diagnosis and new meds, I'll be taking a break from streams until June 9, 2025. Here's hoping I'll be feeling like myself again soon 🤞

Image 1 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows:

"Hey y'all! I hope your weekend has been going well! :heart emote:

So, as some of you know, I've been dealing with some health issues for quite a while now. Between doctors not believing me/not running the tests I wanted, or me not having the spoons to push back/pursue things, it’s taken longer than I’d hoped to get some answers.

I’m not done figuring everything out, but I do finally have one solid answer for why I’ve been feeling so awful. And funny enough, it’s something I’ve talked about on stream before.

As it turns out, I have Hashimoto's Thyroiditis. This is a chronic auto-immune disease that essentially makes your immune system see your thyroid as the enemy and attack it. It causes some super fun symptoms like fatigue/lethargy, cold sensitivity, joint pain, depression, anxiety, and brain fog. You can also experience throat pain from your thyroid becoming enlarged (called a goiter), which is something I'm experiencing. :dead bear emote:

And because my white blood cells are apparently overachievers, I now officially have Hypothyroidism too! :this is fine bear emote: That’s when your thyroid gland isn’t producing enough hormones, leading to a lot of the same symptoms as Hashimoto’s, with a few bonus ones like weight gain.

So... what does this mean for me? Well...

The good news is there’s medication to replace the hormones my thyroid isn’t making, and I started it last week. My doctor said it could be 3 weeks of taking the medication before I start to notice a difference."

Image 2 of 2 of a Discord Announcement Ellie made on May 4, 2025 at 2:28pm PDT. It reads as follows:

"The bad news is that this is a chronic condition, which means I'll have to deal with it for the rest of my life. I'll be having more frequent blood work to monitor my thyroid levels so my medication can be adjusted as necessary. And since I have an autoimmune disease, this means I can have flare ups.

With all of that in mind, I’ve decided to take a short break from streaming to let my body rest and give the medication a chance to start working. I've got more bloodwork scheduled for the end of this month and a follow-up with my doctor in early June, so my current plan will be to return to streams on June 9, 2025.

I know that was a lot to read, but thank you for sticking with me through all of it. I hope y'all will bear with me while I adjust to my new normal, both physically and mentally. I'm hoping I'll come out the other side feeling like myself again :crossed fingers emote:

I'll still be around in the discord, posting memes and what not. And I may even hop into voice once my throat starts feeling better! And if I have the energy :sleeping bear emote:

While I’m reminding myself to rest and take care of my health, let this be your little nudge too. Please don’t forget to check in on yourself, get some extra rest if you need it, seek fluid intake, and maybe even go make that doctor’s appointment you’ve been putting off. We all deserve to feel healthy and happy again :hugging bear emote:

I love y'all so much, and I can’t wait to get back to streaming once I’m feeling up to it again :bear heart emote:"

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

Omg I love himbbbbb 😍😍😍🦎

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Jupie ༊*·˚ @jupieverse.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

New intro and May #promosky ✨ I’m Jupie 💜 (she/her) and I’m full time Twitch streamer and cozy game enjoyer! Things I love: ⟡ Palia ⟡ Pokémon ⟡ Indie Games ⟡ Anime ⟡ Cats ⟡ Reading ⟡ Outer Space ⟡ Witchy Vibes ⟡ Twitch Streaming Lmk if you’d like to be moots 🥹💜

Jupie taking a mirror selfie. She is wearing a grey sweater featuring Gengar.

Jupie’s OC artwork that she uses for her Twitch channel. Artwork by Sketchcee.

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JenIsOnline @jenisonline.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

WE ARE STARTING RESIDENT EVIL 7 TONIGHT 🔫🙌🏼 (First playthrough, dont miss it!) 💋 Catch my stream for comedy focused entertainment and conversation! 🤗 Sundays 2-9PM CST w/ Elden Ring DLC 🤗 Tuesdays 6PM-2:30AM w/ Oblvion Remaster 🤗 Wednesdays 6PM-2:30AM w/ Resident Evil 7

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

This is what 1 week's worth of meds for me currently looks like. This would have scared the fuck out of younger me, but now I know these are what I need at this point in my life, on my journey to feeling better. Meds are not the enemy, & you are perfectly valid if you need them to exist 💜

A clear glass bowl of different medicines that Ellie takes in 1 week. This is the bowl Ellie puts them all in before moving them to her daily medicine organizer.

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

I'm so excited to share that I'm now a member of the Twitch Women's Unity Guild!! Since I'm on a stream hiatus for my health, this was the last thing I expected to hear but I couldn't be happier! I'm so honored to be a part of this amazing group of people 😍

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feesh @feeshie.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

streamers, this is your lil reminder that the summertime is typically a little slower on twitch. your content and it's quality is not defined by your viewership. you're doing great and your community loves hanging out with you 💕

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analog_amber @analogamber.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

may is mental health awareness month 💚 be gentle. with yourself. with others. rest is productive. softness is strength. #MentalHealthAwareness

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

Good morning, loves! Today is feeling like a good day, which is a refreshing change 💜 I hope y'all have a wonderful day/time zone!! 😍

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

I decided bed is where I will be existing for the remainder of the day. Gonna break out my Stream Deck to try and relax 😓 Anyone have any game recs that are chill, cozy, or take your mind off irl really well? I've been playing a lot of Farm Together 2 and Hello Kitty Island Adventure lately.

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xoPEACHI 🍑 retro vtuber @xopeachi.com · 06/05/2025

We're playing more Lunar! I'm gonna be Nall when I grow up! twitch.tv/xopeachi

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soyaholic @soyaholic.ca · 07/05/2025

live and continuing my first ever metroid game! twitch.tv/soyaholic youtube.com/watch?v=S2rLagyUxSQ

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

I'm trying to listen to my body and rest when it needs it, but lately my naps haven't felt helpful. Some naps don't feel like I even fell asleep, but time has passed so I must have. And today I woke up with a headache. 🥲

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Pusheen @pusheen.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

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ash 🪻 @ashiirosee.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

Next week we kick off our fundraiser for TWLOHA by playing Wanderstop, talking about burnout and how to slow down, as well as participating in the Mental Health Awareness Month Raid Train which is a collab between The Dragon Clan and The Firekeepers stream teams! I'm excited to meet some new folks!

A graphic showcasing the mental health awareness month twitch raid train event. The background is green with light gray dotted swirls. On the left is an image of Ash - their shoulder length hair is smokey purple, and they're wearing a cream toned off the shoulder sweater with gold accessories. Underneath their image is a quote that reads “we are worth more than our productivity”. Ash will be going live May 16th at 9am PT, with their train slot starting at 11am PT.. You can find them on Twitch, YouTube, tiktok and bluesky as 'ashiirosee'.

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sweetwildthing 🌿 @sweetwildthing.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Still need more raid train sign-ups! ⭐ We are so grateful for the friends who have signed up so far! We still need more friends to join to fill out our hopeful schedule, so share the word and join the cause! Thank you for your support! 💜 discord.gg/tSks5M2gfv #chronicillness #ehlersdanlos #twitch

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Robo 🧁 @robodessert.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

It's back to back @crowdcontrol.live day! First I'm playing Rimworld for the first time with Crowd Control. (Nothing will go wrong) THEN later tonight I'm hopping into REPO w/ Crowd Control for Game On! to End Lupus ✨ ➡️➡️ Twitch.tv/RoboDessert #ad

promo graphic showing characters from REPO with creator names at the bottom and "GAME ON! TO END LUPS by Lupus Foundation of America" at the top

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celeste @celestestarr.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

LIVE NOW! playing more Expedition 33!! 🤍 ttv/celeste_starr

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tempy 🌷 @tempytulip.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

can fortnite be cozy?? let’s find out 🦋

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HAUNTonic 👻 @huntonic.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

#PromoSky for May! Hi! My name is Hunter! 👋 I love: Final Fantasy Zelda Sea of Stars Octopath Traveler Chrono Trigger RPGs/JRPGs Currently playing: Final Fantasy IX Final Fantasy XIV Dawntrail Persona 5 Royal Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 I also will be attending PAX East this weekend in Boston!

Selfie of myself wearing blue shirt with the letters SGDQ and doing a peace sign with my left hand

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

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celeste @celestestarr.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

LIVE NOW! starting with some Blue Prince and then R.E.P.O. later with @EarthToBreLive 🤍 ttv/celeste_starr

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ash 🪻 @ashiirosee.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

Last stream before I'm in Calgary for the week! 💕 www.twitch.tv/ashiirosee

A selfie of Ash with their hair half up half down, wearing white headphones and a cream toned sweater. She is resting the back of her hand on her cheek.

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selfcaregamer @selfcaregamer.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

don't go into someone's stream to announce someone died. it's rude. please don't make someone react to tragedy while live on camera with an audience

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Greenheart Games 💚 - Tavern Keeper OUT NOW! @greenheartgames.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

have you heard the news? 🚨WE BROUGHT BACK THE TAVERN KEEPER DEMO!!!🚨

screenshot of the game Tavern Keeper. It's a taproom of a tavern, with 3 patrons waiting to be served and an orc server getting a drink from a barrel

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Jess/Fawn (they/them) 🍉 @faunandgames.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

It should go without saying but let's say it anyways. TRANS RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

Going to my first ever protest today 💪

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

Did I stay up later than I intended? Yes. BUT I redid my panels on Twitch and feel, dare I say, accomplished? Considering the space my brain weasels were in earlier today, I'm calling this a win 💪 Now it's off to bed. Nighty night, bluesky 💙

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

˗ˏˋ STREAM SCHEDULE ´ˎ˗ mar 31 - apr 6 Brain weasels got the best of me, so I only got my schedule done during today's co-working stream. But here it be at any rate! We're playing more #TwoPointMuseum on Wednesday, and more #Aloft with @xopeachi.com on Thursday 💜 🔴 twitch.tv/ellibehr

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xoPEACHI 🍑 retro vtuber @xopeachi.com · 28/03/2025

BONUS STREAM. Officially debuting my GIFtuber and new stream setup! twitch.tv/xopeachi

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

We're ready to steal all the cute patootie lil animals in Aloft with @xopeachi.com! 🔴 twitch.tv/ellibehr 🔴 [ #twitch | #live | #aloft | @aloft-game.bsky.social ]

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xoPEACHI 🍑 retro vtuber @xopeachi.com · 27/03/2025

Fireflies in Aloft?! ‼️ We're live with @ellibehr.bsky.social twitch.tv/xopeachi

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HAUNTonic 👻 @huntonic.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

✨️ Special Stream Announcement! ✨️ Hunt_TrainDX 12 Hour 34th Birthday Celebration Stream! 🎂🥳 When: Friday April 4th 2025 @ 12:00 PM EST Where: twitch.tv/hunt_traindx Going to play community games, first Souls game (take a drink every time I die in game!), lawn mowing simulator! ✨️ see you then!! 🎈

You're Invited To
Hunt_TrainDX
12 Hour 34th Birthday Celebration Stream!

When: Friday April 4th @ 12:00 PM EST
Where: twitch.tv/hunt_traindx

Community Games!
First Souls Game Ever! Drink every time I die!
Lawn mowing simulator

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Jonathan Edward Durham @thisone0verhere.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

THERAPIST: and what do we do with those negative emotions when they get to be too much? ME: put them in my feelings wallet so l can buy books and cheese with them THERAPIST: what? ME: what?

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

I did a poll in discord and the community decided that instead of playing Infinity Nikki as scheduled, we'll be returning to Two Point Museum! I have a poll going to decide whether we work on Wailon Lodge or Passwater Cove, so swing by and cast your vote! 🔴 twitch.tv/ellibehr 🔴

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

I'm so bummed! The cards were printed wrong, so text literally got chopped off when they were cut 😭😭

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Needed this today as I'm trying to be productive but struggling with it 💜

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Dear Ellie's right thigh, I'd super appreciate it if you didn't get a charlie horse while I'm dealing with cables under my desk. Sincerely, Ellie's already broken body 🥲

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Does anyone else get screamed at by their cat for not letting them in the bathroom when you're pooping? I don't bother you when YOU'RE pooping, Alphie 😭

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RoxAndStone 🪨 @roxandstone.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Stream schedule this week! 🥳✨🪨 Additionally I’ll be joining @mummyandyttv.bsky.social on Sunday for the Femme Royale Chapter 2 event! (More on that to come!) 💜💜💜

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Ellie 🐻 @ellibehr.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

I've never done tarot myself, but have been interested in it for a while. I finally decided it was time and got myself a tarot deck (it's cat themed 😍), which gets here today. Can't wait to explore it! Feel free to share any tips for tarot n00bs 👀

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