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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I beat Onimusha: Way of The Sword on Action Difficulty without ever using any items.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I feel like I have to die for people to care

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

can't even admit to myself I feel for fear of what it means. I don't fucking know. I lost everything so many times. I just did again, and as usual, nobody wants me to talk about it, nobody wants to listen, nobody wants to help or reach out. Cause fuck me right?

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

not falling apart. I am so sick of remembering everything ever done to me, everything bad said, perfectly, and having to relive it over and over. My brain is a mess, and yet I'm still here for some reason. Maybe some deep rooted false hope that things might get better that I

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Just have to take it cause apparently it doesn't matter how much I'm hurting? Yeah. That's what I thought. Don't tell me it gets better. Don't tell me you care if you're not even there. I'm tired. I am so fucking tired of losing everything and being expected to act like I'm

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Stress-Induced Cardiomyopathy, etc. And that's not even including ADHD and Severe Conduct Disorder, both of which I was born with. But why should I matter huh? Not like I'm a human being with emotions who actually feels things right? People can just treat me like shit and I

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I've suffered from depression for 12 years. That's nearly half my life, and it has never gotten better, it has only gotten worse and worse. First it was depression, then it was social anxiety, OCD, generalized anxiety, bipolar, seasonal affection disorder -

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I always feel like I'm singled out and treated like how I feel means nothing. I feel like the world wants me to pretend all that I feel doesn't exist and just function like a normal person despite the fact I can't.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I am fucking Livid. Since having to give away my dog, my EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL, I've been watching one of my all time favorite shows on Netflix, Superstore, cause it is a comfort show. It has been my only coping mechanism these few weeks. And now, Netflix removes it out of nowhere. Fuck you!

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

There's a part of me that is considering deleting this account.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I see. Well, I'm glad you're making it.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Having to give her to someone else feels like she died. I know I can still see her from time to time, but nevertheless I've lost her. She was my dog, she was so important to me. Now I feel so empty. Every day I think I see her, or hear her. I'll see her out of the corner of my eye but she's gone.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had no choice but to rehome her and give her with someone that can make her happier than me.. It's for her.. Because I never matter.. never have, never will.. This hurts so fucking bad..

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

She was a German Shepherd. Her hair was supposed to be long. I took care of her, loved her, walked her 4 times a day.. The woman from Animal Control closed my case as soon as she met my dog but.. The stress afterwards, the way the upstairs tenant watched us as if looking for something to report..

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I had to rehome my dog, my emotional support dog, because the upstairs tenant complained her hair was too long, I raise my voice (to teach her, cause I wouldn't hit her), and supposedly didn't walk her despite walking her 4 times a day. I'm all alone again.. I am broken.. This has destroyed me..

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I've had this book for years and just realized its an adaptation of the game..

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

Won't spoil anything but it's amazing. And maybe the best first episode of the 3 seasons. Hope you have fun with it. And no problem, we might not speak as much as we used to but I still consider you a very good friend and care about you.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

@p31mission.bsky.social hey, how are you feeling? I know you're probably dealing with a lot of stress, and I hope you find some time to relax and feel better if that's the case.

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JWH @p31mission.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Rest time! The cast is enjoying a well-deserved break, but the buzz never stops! Now is the perfect time to get your tickets before they sell out. #Clydes #Theatre #manoavalleytheatre #directorslife #Hawaii #Honolulu jeannewynneherring.blogspot.com/2026/07/week...

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Week One Down, Week Two to Go

Hawaii Theatre

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Smile side thing, could you take a moment to repost my pinned post by chance? Sorry to ask.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

It's sooooooo good. Especially the first episode.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I haven't started it yet either. Will be tonight though.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

@p31mission.bsky.social hey there. Just wanted to check in. And also mention, how cool is it we already have House of The Dragon Season 3 huh?

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I may just start posting my book lore again.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Platinum Trophy #101 The Adventures of Elliot: The Millennium Tales

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Only one person bothered to say happy father's day to me. One person in 3 fucking years. And only because they saw me point out that no one did. I do not matter. That is abundantly clear. Apparently how I feel, my pain, my suffering, my wants or needs, is all fucking irrelevant.

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Electrovator @electrovator.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

So Playstation fucked up today. Apparently people are seeing games they've never played show up on their profiles with absurd hours. For ME though, my profile is showing I have never played any games, and it's pissing me off.