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I am going to go to the gym once my washing is done and hang that to dry before I leave i also want to go to the gym cause i feel gulity about playing video games if ive not been active 😐 (Also physical active helps digestive system and mine fucked from not eating super incredibly healthy)

I have this week off work thankfully but the funeral is on Thursday and I think thats why im feeling depressed

Morning Andy whats your plans for today? ☺️💕

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Thank you i know today is a new day and a new week that I just want to get through 😔

Omg thank you so much ily 🥹💖💖💖

That sounds like such an amazing day 🥹

🎃George👻 @edleechboy.bsky.social · 13h

I need to go to the gym today and it would be a good idea for me to go before everyone else finishes work but im struggling to leave the house or do anything I just don't want to be awake right now

I also kinda binged last night? I ate so much and I wasn't even hungry what the fuck is wrong with me

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I might possibly maybe feeling a little bit depressed today

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I woke up with 0 motivation and feeling very fat and ugly and I don't want to be perceived by anyone Unfortunately 5 mins after waking my electricity ran out and I had to go to the shops to put more money on the meter 💀

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Morning peeps 🎃👻💀🐈‍⬛️🖤

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Finished at the gym i only did 30 minutes and I didnt get any of the happy chemicals 😔 I feel irritated but I think thats cause im hungry and also anxious about driving back

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Im gonna have some breakfast and then go to the gym but have a chill workout and not put pressure on myself and then im gonna pick some more vape liquid and have a shower and possibly a short nap before some chores 🤔

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Good morning what are your plans today? ☺️

it was so hard to find a girl mode photo of myself omfg I've had my hair short for over 10 years brooooo 😵‍💫

Good morning 🥰 what are your weekend plans? 🤔

My mouth and internal organs feel disgusting

Anyway, I do still feel gulity cause my brother texted me asking me if i was okay

Apparently I was meant to be going over to my brother's today (who lives 2 hours away) but no one had said anything to me all week about it? And yes I could have messaged them but I wanted to feel wanted and I wanted them to have a plan rather then "you do you"

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I still ended up going to bed late despite saying u was going to try to have an early night i really need to fix that

When i said once a month a meant once a week 😭😭😭 oh my god

I am going to go to the gym in the morning and i do want to try going to the gym at least once a month i usually go 3/4 times a month but since losing my grandma everything is alot more difficult and im trying to manage my expectations 😵‍💫

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Oh no its okay I know you meant its just to word chunky in my head means fat 😅

Aw thank you so much 🥹 I found out I read alot of books about either fantasy or mental health related 🤔 which checks out

It took me 2 hours but I finally organised my book shelf

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Aaaahhh thank you so much 🥹🥹💘💘💘

Technically there is no rush but its 8:30pm :// but I can go to the gym tomorrow morning

I am in my gym clothes it just feels impossible to leave my flat right now 😔 and having absolutely 0 motivation to work out

I dont know weather to go to the gym, reorganise my bookshelf or start my art project 😭

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Ooooh okay that does make alot of sense 🤔

Oooh we have that at our universities !! (Which is your colleges I think)

Thank you that does help alot I do get very angry when men something misogynistic and will tell them to shut the fuck up

Ooooh that makes way more sense i can't believe its only a week off 😭😭

Yeah its cause i was watching the 2010 piranhas (Terrible film i felt disgusting and not in the normal horror gore kinda way) and i was like??? Is this even a thing??

Ooooh okay that makes alot of sense i didnt know it was just a week :O in the UK we have easter break which is in spring thats 2 weeks but I think you peeps get a longer summer then we do 🤔

Same here im gonna talk to my gender clinic at my next check up about it like NO PLEASE GIVE ME MORE TIME PLEASE