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b.andherbooks @bandherbooks.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

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i'm holding your hands, gently april 7 is the start of national library week. get your library card. write your library board. check out 10 books. use your library. do it.

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bug 🪲 @earthworms.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

Just found out I did a whole assignment wrong and it’s due tomorrow ((grisping my fists))

the sound effects are killing me 😭😭😭

In order to sleep I must be snuggling with my love OR be completely flattened by my weighted blanket. There is no other way

Putting my weighted blanket on my bed and mumbling “I need to be crushed. I need to be crushed. I need to be crushed”

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I’m being so dramatic and black and white thinking but guys I just need to break down a little bit rn ☝️

I remember last year-ish talking with my therapist about how I’m sick of myself. I’m sick of living with myself and being this way. Yeah

I don’t wanna feel weird about myself or always be the quiet one. I want to participate and have fun. But it’s not fun. I struggle so much in groups. I get so overstimulated I can’t even think. It’s the fucking autism probably. I just feel so much shame about it. I wish I was a different person.

Sorry gang I just got really overstimulated and anxious at a murder mystery game night and I have to feel kinda bad about it for a while

I guess I worry that I’m not cut out for this. The way I exist around other people and my quietness, desire to isolate, social anxiety, it’s all too much. When I do get myself to be around other people, I have such high hopes, and then when it’s done I just end up feeling weird about myself.

I think about my mom who told me she still feels SO socially awkward even at her age, and I see that in my future too. It’s so bleak. I want to be comfortable with myself and talking with people and being in groups, being in a community. But I don’t know if I ever will. Sorry for being #depressing

bug 🪲 @earthworms.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

Admitting to myself that I really do struggle socially makes me feel so embarrassed and hopeless. I don’t want to admit it. I want to believe I can do better but I really don’t know if I can ever get to a place where it isn’t so so so hard.

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dancing with your eyes closed jane remover 😌

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bug 🪲 @earthworms.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

Idk how people can survive a day on like 4 hours of sleep. If I got 4 hours of sleep I would be crying and throwing up all day

bug 🪲 @earthworms.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

My cat Lucy is SEVENTEEN TODAY!!!

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Guilherme Nunes @guilhernunes.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

cockroach gossiping prints: www.inprnt.com/gallery/guil...

painting of a cockroach on a pink flip phone with a heart-shaped screen and another cockroach appearing on the screen

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bug 🪲 @earthworms.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

Listening to a song for the first time and just going 😧 because I know I’m gonna listen to it 500 times in a row

Ba ba badoobie doobie yum yum. Ba ba badoobie doobie yum yum. Ba ba badoobie doobie yum yum three times you can bite me

I downloaded a new game called number match and it’s literally all I want to do in my freetime. I was playing it in my DREAMS last night

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I fear not picking your face is actually really good for your skin 💔

I need to look myself in the eyes in the mirror every morning and say I AM A CHILL GUY. Like 100 times

tiredsleepy 𖧧₊˚⊹🦋 @tiredsleepyzzz.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

I think all my problems would be solved if I were just a little bit more of a chill guy

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i’m definitely going to be one of those old people relaxing on their porch at all hours

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Picking at = popping pimples, extracting stuff, making wounds on my face etc. I’m noticing every time I go into the bathroom I get the urge and I have to be like No 🫵 Do not do it 🫵 in the mirror. I know it’s a lot harder when I feel like shit, but I wonder if practicing will help me break the habit

I haven’t picked at my face since wednesday :) I’m trying to go a week or longer without doing it, which in my case is a big task because for years and years I’ve been doing it every day multiple times a day. It’s my go-to stim basically. But I want to see if I can replace it with other things.

Sometimes I get like. Idk if u could call it an intrusive thought but I can’t stop vividly imagining the feeling of chipping/scraping my teeth and it actually is HORRIBLE

I think breaking/chipping your teeth might be the worst feeling in the world. There was a little ROCK in my dinner tonight and I chipped 2 of my teeth biting it 0_O