Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026Some things I made recently. I need to actually read those art tips I downloaded à decade ago and i need to watch tutorials ans stuff and make friends and 120
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 27/09/2026Is it dinner time? *monkey noises* Is it dinner time? *monkey noises* 010
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Coming to terms with the fact I’m extremely jealous of trans girls with big boobs (or just boobs at all) so I’m gonna drop as much as I can without dying, then I’m going back up to fucking uhh 230? And if I don’t like what I see I’ll just go back to 180 maybe and get implants or whatever. Maybe. 000
Reposted by ValVioletta - Lesbian loser 🏳️⚧️💜⚢ @violettapa7.bsky.social · 13/09/2026#fearandhunger #fearandhorny #samarina 3235
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Fresh cigarette in a crisp 13c morning, trying to reconnect with people I havent spoken with in a long time (and hearing I’ve been missed?), took some Vyvanse and did good in class, and I might get signed for an art course in a few couple months. Still broke and in pain but it gets better, maybe? 111
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 10/09/2026Fucking finally back in therapy. Good god. Bad couple weeks Sadly the support group for bpd didn’t open out of a lack of participants (bruh) but hopefully I can keep up with therapy more often, have less breakdowns, and quit being a dickhead. 010
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 08/09/2026Would anyone be interested in buying a bunch of yume Nikki and or fear and hunger keychains and plushes and stuff? I can ship in Canada. 100
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 08/09/2026Every single day my regrets pile up higher and higher and I feel like I’m about to do something really stupid soon. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 07/09/2026It’s over. It’s been over for so long but I couldn’t accept it. I don’t know where to go now. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 07/09/2026I’m giving it a week before I just nuke everything. I’m done with that fandom, the community I helped build does not want me back. The pictures and art haunts me and everything reminds me of just how much better I couldve done. I’m a paranoid, obsessed, pathetic coward mess. I want to turn back time 001
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 07/09/2026Ive been crying for 12 hours now and I got no sleep at all in almost two days. I hate the life Ive created for myself. There’s an actual hollowness inside me that will continue to eat out until I’m nothing. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad. I hate my life and I want to die. I hate this so much. 000
Reposted by ValDominik 🌸COMMISSIONS OPEN (2/3) @cremezin.bsky.social · 06/09/2026#samarina #funger #cremezinart 0135
Reposted by Val(4/10 SLOTS) Hunter "Mediocre White Findomme" M @huntermsmut.bsky.social · 02/09/2026Study night with da girls! (piece for @haveachunkyday.bsky.social ) 238975
Reposted by ValTony @firefartace.bsky.social · 31/08/2026When I’m confessing about how much I don’t like my dad but the girl who’s stalking me is my priest = #fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina #samarina #marinadomek #samarie #fanart #digitalart 0124
Reposted by Val𒀭Charlotte✦ @dollblood.garden · 08/01/2026Whether you can accept it or not, this is the ideal 4335
Reposted by ValKuzdra @miraldnik.bsky.social · 03/12/2024Girls :) #FearAndHunger #Marina #Samarie #Samarina #wlw 03012
Reposted by Val文くん・Humikun @humikojin.bsky.social · 17/10/2024Radiating #samarie #fearandhunger #termina 0347
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I want to get over it. I don’t want my life to be dictated and be cut short by the sadness. I still want to change, I think. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026But that would be too easy. That’s still avoiding responsibility and accountability. Like I never did anything wrong in the first place. It wasnt me, it was the tumor. Or the alcohol. I still have a lot to work on myself. It’s not fun, but its necessary. And the worst part? I’ll be 30 when I’m done 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Part of me hopes it’s a tumor. That my decline, bad decisions, headaches, lack of motivation, and bad aspects of myself can all be blamed on a cancerous mass making itself at home inside me. Something material I can easily project all my hate and regrets into, rip out and crush. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Alzheimers runs in the family, I’m also hearing voices and music through the walls more and more often. I don’t know if my recent bouts of forgetfulness, confusion and brainfog are because of my depression, because of a lack of testosterone(apparently a thing?), or symptoms of something more. 010
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I’m also really concerned about memory loss issues because I keep forgetting or misremembering important details, names, voices, and faces. And the thought of forgetting aspects of someone in specific terrifies me. I can’t allow myself to do that. I need to remember in detail how I fucked up. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I’m really scared of some antispsychotics and antidepressants since they can cause weight gain and hair loss and those are exactly my biggest issues with my body dysmorphia and I don’t think I could do it, itd likely make me feel worse. I’m really eager to getting adhd meds, however. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I’m reaching new levels of mental illness and obsessive behaviour. On a good note, I’m on spiro and bica now. Mostly my roommate’s prescription she doesn’t need/can’t take after her srs. Still gonna take a while for me to get into the medical system proper… probably till next year. 000
Reposted by ValWorm Girl @cataclysmtlg.com · 27/08/2026surprised that doom says this in the new movie 91453307
Reposted by Valkanokoga.bsky.social @kanokoga.bsky.social · 27/08/2026(rkgk) Let’s go find the Titanic! 262726599
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 22/08/2026Grs staff is so nice. At least I know I’ll be in good hands for the couple days of recovery I’ll have here when I get my orchi. Eventually. God I can’t wait to get my medical insurance card, I need a mental health assessment so fucking bad. 010
Reposted by Valmgławica. @mglawica.bsky.social · 22/08/2026do you think samarie would fw ritualistic wax play 👁️👁️ #funger #samarina 162
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 22/08/2026Maybe I should quit social media again. It’s clearly not doing me any good. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 20/08/2026What ever man. Maybe it’s the two days of no sleep and the fact I just got woken up by cops a bit ago as I was starting to drift off. Thats right, I’ll just go back to sleep. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 20/08/2026What can I even do at this point. What other option do I have. Any amount of sympathy or good will for me dried up months ago. I deserve this and worse. I don’t believe I suffered enough, not nearly. This isn’t really the kind of thing one comes back from. Let’s forget I ever existed 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 20/08/2026I just don’t know what to do. I tried everything. I’m sick in the head and I can’t get the help I need. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I need to be strong for her because she will be relying on me now but I’m falling apart. I feel hollow every single day since. The joy in my life is gone forever 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 20/08/2026It literally does not get better. I cannot find happiness like this, I don’t deserve it. Not after what I did. Every night I have dreams I wish I could get lost in forever, because theyre better than the reality I made. I shouldn’t have done what I did, I hate myself so much because of it. 000
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 20/08/2026I feel like I’ve been manic the whole year. My attempt at a happy and enthusiastic facade this last week is crumbling. Im trying. I’m really trying to change but Im so alone. It’s hard to stay focused or motivated. Everything fucking sucks and all I do is cry. I hate it, I hate it so much. I’m sorry 000
Reposted by ValJotas @jotape-pra-vc.bsky.social · 19/08/2026I made a booru for Samarina fan art, and it's finally open! An archive just for Samarie and Marina art. We don't have ALL the Samarina art yet... which is exactly why we need you🫵! Anyone can sign up, upload and tag! So join ussss #samarina #funger #fearandhungertermina 141
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 18/08/2026Anyone who’s been through srs or has taken care of someone who’s been through srs, could I get some bits of advice? My roommate is getting her surgery tomorrow and we’re following the advice by the clinic to the letter, but I just wanna know if there’s some other bits of info I could get like uhh- 100
Reposted by Valmouse potato 🖥️🐁 @fiendshipbracelet.bsky.social · 17/08/2026#samarina + the 2002 film 'May'! 🫶 #fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina 092
Val @dysmorphiajr.bsky.social · 12/08/2026This year has just actually been completely atrocious and shit for me. Just kind of clinging to a few hopes and responsibilities now, most of what mattered to me is gone and it was my fault time and time again 120
