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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 6h

found some awesome chalk work literally in front of my house a week and a half ago.. had a feeling. 😄

chalk on a sidewalk: "this november, rank: #1- Mitch Green #2- Jamey Evenstar"

chalk on a sidewalk: "rank mitch green #1"

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 04/10/2026

*sigh* portland peeps, we got white supremacists visiting. be on your guard.

text, and then pictures of their flyer.

Portland friends — heads up. A white-nationalist gathering calling itself the "2026 Oregon Event" is happening in Portland this weekend, Oct. 3-4. The program lists speakers including Jared Taylor and Peter Brimelow, along with talks promoting "racial consciousness" and a whites-only community project.
They were reportedly kicked out of a downtown establishment last night, and their own event program says the group plans to have brunch tomorrow at Clarklewis, 1001 SE Water Ave.
Clarklewis folks, you may want to know who is apparently planning to show up at your restaurant.
Sharing so Portland businesses and community members are aware.
Feel free to share.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 22/09/2026

like, i started making a list of things i want/need. a lot of them center on me, because i realize i de-center myself often, wanting to hold on to even a fraction of this. which isn't fair to me or them. i don't think i'm asking for too much, am I? i don't need it all at once. but to work towards.

i want someone who can comfort me when i'm down someone who makes time for me
someone who actively desires to spend time with me, doesn't make me ask when i can see them next someone who doesn't make me feel like i'm being too much, or who would honestly talk with me if I was i want to be claimed - to have someone say "this is my girlfriend"
i want to feel like i matter
i want someone to curl up with, to cuddle and be intimate skin to skin
i want someone i can be unreservedly open about my feeling for them with without fear of driving them away
i want someone to whom i can bring joy to their lives i want someone who checks in on me when i go quiet i want someone emotionally available i want someone who accepts me someone who sees me for who i am i want intimacy of the mind and body i want someone to kiss and cuddle i want someone to tease and play with i want someone open to exploring kinks with someone who can help me regulate my nervous system on hard days

i want someone who makes me feel desired to be able to go out and have fun with to stay up nights and talk with someone who values me
someone who i can be cheesy and laugh with i want someone i can sleep next to someone i can create and make cool things with someone who inspires me to be better, do better someone who listens to, respects my boundaries someone that communicates well
someone who is safe for me to be soft around, let my guard down, trust to not intentionally hurt me someone whose words match their behavior someone who doesn't make me wonder where i stand with them
someone willing to define what things are someone who can be a haven in the storm, who doesn't walk away when things get hard someone i can be real with
someone around whom i can unmask without fear i want an equal exchange of energy
i want someone i don't have to hold myself back with someone i can not be afraid of making mistakes with

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 19/09/2026

onward solenopsis marching as to war with the pher'mone weapons going on before!

kate mckinnon standing tall and proud, hand on hip and other hand making the two-fingered lesbian salute

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 15/09/2026

"What would you do if you were stuck in one place, and every day was exactly the same, and nothing that you did mattered?"

Bill Murray holding a microphone, screenshot from Groundhog Day movie where he's damned to repeat the same shit again and again and again.

Only in the movie he actually makes progress, not like today's feckless fucking democrat.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 07/09/2026

just gonna leave this here as a suggested accessory

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 23/08/2026

what they don't tell you about transition and (girl) hormones #3,499: you realize youre a badass bitch who can do anything. i needed a good light for my maker workstation and I wanted it angled downwards. 3d-printed an angled wall mount and just put this up today. ugly af, but hidden behind my tv.🤘

a long fluorescent shop light that's been installed on my wall on two black 3d-printed angle mounts.

one of ny maker spaces, with my light on and illuminating all the cool shit on ny desk. you can see a magnifying headpiece, a pile of electronics parts and microprocessor boards, a soldering mat atop a cutting mat, my multimeter/oscilloscope, a bundle of scrap LED lights on a strip, and a copy of MAKE magazine.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 21/08/2026

someone broke into my car last night, doesn't look like they took anything. im cool if someone needs to sit or rest or some shit, but… they crossed a line. they left me a bible. a BIBLE. fucks sake. they really ransacked my center console and was like "this bitch needs jesus more than I do." 😂

the back seat of my car, with a stack of Willamette Weekly issues, and a cover-less, ratty old bible placed on top. New American Standard Bible or some shit.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 20/08/2026

found this sign on a particularly bad day. :)

a big sign posted on a bridge that says "DIVING OR JUMPING FROM BRIDGE
PROHIBITED"

ground shot of beatiful bridge as sun begins to set, the sky reflected in the water.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 03/08/2026

ok why the everloving fuck would you market a "NOT Chicken!" product... that's made with milk in it? at a gathering today and someone's like "hey! vegan chicken! it's CAULIFLOWER". i'm like oooo. gotta try this. grab, dip, eat. yum. but.. sauce doesn't feel right. hmm. i look up the allergens…

off the online menu for Dave's Hot Chicken:
It's Back! Dave's (hot is crossed out) Not Chicken. and a picture of the mock chicken. "Cauliflower bites served with a slice of bread and side of Dave's sauce"

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 22/07/2026

i just moved the kitchen island back where it used to be because goddamn fuck i been home a hot minute and have bashed my head into the hanging pots and pans thrice.

a rack of pans hanging directly over a kitchen island, which is (re)positioned so i can actually prepare food without concussing the fuck out of myself.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 16/07/2026

just gonna leave this here in re: those plastic lug nut covers 😄

reddit exchange:

th3madmatch3w
They let you know the driver is a submissive power bottom who likes to wear spiked dog collars while being whipped.

[deleted]
Where can I get these? Asking for a friend.

Late_Temperature_388
Any truck stop

[deleted]
These are gonna look sick on my Forester
Edit: my friend's Forester

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 29/06/2026

lmao check out this wrapped cyberdick with the ... tiny little armored pod strapped to the top. 🤣

a sparkling clean, precious cybertruck with a black camo wrap and some sort of tiny little shell carrier that can fit at best three bags of groceries in it strapped to the top, but oh my god it's got SPIKY RIVETS all over it. the tires are like, super clean, too, as if whatever testosteroidal bro-head is too delicate to take it anywhere. a panty-dropper for sure. not mine, or yours, but some special somebody's. they hope.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 15/06/2026

explain your @ i like Alien Sex Fiend, the band, and I get bored. when i get bored i do weird things like buy funny domains. 😄 from the song "Drive My Rocket": "Drive my rocket up Uranus, baby, till it hurts Drive my rocket ship just a little farther" 😆 as for my screen name...

liner notes, song lyrics for Clockwork Banana:

I'M AN ALLIGATOR IN A PIT FULL OF SNAKES I'M HEADED FOR A MELTDOWN AND I CAN'T APPLY THE BRAKES MOVE WITH ME INTO ANOTHER TIME
PEDAL TO THE METAL AS WE HIT WARP DRIVE

CHORUS
HISTORY IS ALL VERY WELL AND THE FUTURE'S WHAT YOU'VE GOT
CLOCKWORK BANANA, BANANA MOON CLOCKWORK BANANA, BANANA MOON
THINK I'M GONNA BE COMING DOWN REAL SOON FROM THE MOON

LA LA LA LA LA, LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LUNA LA LA LA LA LA, LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LUNA

MUMMY COMES FROM VENUS DADDY COMES FROM MARS I COME FROM URANUS I FLY IN STOLEN CARS

CHORUS

ONE, TWO, THREE AND FOUR I'M UP HERE BURNING
YOU'RE LOSING IT ON THE FLOOR (HA HA HA)
I'M AUTOMATIC VITH A CREDIT CARD
PEEL BACK THE SKIN ANO REVEAL MY HEART

CHORUS

O000H, 0000H, 0000H, 0000Н
OW… OW…

AND MY EYEBALLS WALKED AROUND THE CEILING (EYEBALLS)
OH-OH, OH-OH,

MY EYEBALLS WALKED AROUND THE CEILING EYEBALLS, SKELETONS, EYEBALLS, SKELETONS

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 14/06/2026

They are also registered officers for a number of other companies. Interestingly, he serves as the CFO for the "For Goodness Sake Foundation", registered in california as a "nondenominational spiritual center" yet their only grant recipient in 2024 was to College Baptist Church.

a bunch of LLCs and organizations Richard Bacula is on record/involved with.

a chart showing the For Goodness Sake charitable foundation's giving over time, which was to 5 recipients... total. and only 1 in 2024 to the baptist church.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 12/06/2026

tapping the labeller. y'all just shit-grinding. blockity-block. 🖕🤪🖕

labeller: Unfollowed 100+ yesterday
Unfollowed 1000+ in the last month
Spam

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 20/05/2026

newly cut tank top for the festival this weekend 😁

a shot of my upper torso, where i'm wearing a black tank top that has, in groovy rainbow-colored text, the phrase: eat your girl out or I will

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 18/05/2026

"the highest levels of testosterone ever seen in men over 70," eh? hmm. could this be part of a dementia treatment regime, perhaps? or if natural.. welp. "excessively high levels... impede cognitive function..." (not too clear on how to read this. seems inconclusive but interesting.)

screenshot, citations removed: The role of testosterone in dementia, especially Alzheimer's disease (AD), is complex. In certain studies for the early dementing phase, higher testosterone levels were linked to better cognitive function and a decreased risk of AD. In other studies, testosterone levels showed either no correlation at all with older adults' cognitive function or a negative correlation with men's cognitive performance . Of interest, a recent study showed that an inverted "U" shaped relationship was observed between blood testosterone concentration and cognitive function in older men, indicating that inadequate or excessively high levels of testosterone may impede cognitive function and perhaps partially explaining the previous diverse findings.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 12/05/2026

clairvoyant: 'tryptophobia will be your demise" me: "ahahhhahah how is a fear of holes going to kill me? pff." ... me this morning: "aw, shi.."

on the freeway, a large freight hauler upon which a bunch of really long drainage pipes have been stacked. the holes are all facing directly at me. this is some real final destination shit, fam.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 09/05/2026

if your world gets rocked this much learning about eating womens' asses, wait til you learn about your prostate, bud.

FCC complaint:
I learned about eating a women's ass at the super bowl. This was a first time for me. I was raised with God and religion. I had to go to counseling and therapy after the super bow!..I can't get the lyrics out of my head. I have PTSD from the super bowl.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 08/05/2026

*holds up paint swatch* yeah, wrongful detention of american citizens is... (squints at paint swatch, looks at you)... not something that happens here in Trump's Amerika. 🙄

an excerpt from the new US counterterrorism policy:

America will never give up on our citizens.
Countries that wrongfully detain our citizens run the danger of being designated as State Sponsors of Wrongful Detention, with all the attendant consequences that accrue,

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 06/05/2026

oh lol no that means they're on more than one :) i was more trying to illustrate that we've been on to them since from way back.

Muted by "Transphobes (Deprecated/Archived List)"

also tagged with a current labeller as
Transphobia (General)

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 04/05/2026

i will admit he's a little cutie. very curious about everything. here he's jumped up, really curious about my morning coffee and bagel.

a juvenile male cat standing on our trash can, front paw on my leg, looking really curiously at the bagel (not in picture) that i have on my kitchen island.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 03/05/2026

i do note with some amusement that there's possibly an incorrect picture in there related to the Hammerskins. the flag on the left is straight up lifted from Pink Floyd's The Wall. the Hammerskins logo has a gear behind the hammers, and is usually on a red/white/black vertically striped bkgnd.

banner from Pink Floyd's The Wall, with two crossed hammers on a red and white circle.

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⚙️ clockwork banana 🍌 @drivemyrocket.upuran.us · 30/04/2026

oh fuuuuuuuuck that. Athena. Sekhmet. Morgan. Kali. Eris. Bellona. Badb. Oya. Goddesses of war. matriarchal societies.. IMO, they were run better, for one thing. collaboration. community. but not weakness, no. far from it. women are capable of being, WERE, fierce warriors! fuck the patriarchy.

The view that 'War is a game for men' has been declaimed with loud voices - yet the Kanien'kehá:ka (Mohawk) people, who have been described as the most fierce warriors of eastern North America, have a strong matriculture where the Clan Mothers nominate, install, and remove male Chiefs. The Haida, once known as the sea wolves of the Pacific Coast, are a matrilineal society, where personal identity is defined through one's mother. Up to six thousand Fon women, known as Mino or 'our mothers, fought in the army of Dahomey until the early twentieth century. The matriarchal Minangkabau of Indonesia militarily resisted Dutch colonization for almost fifteen years and, over a century later, launched a guerilla-based civil war against the Sukarno government. Scythian warriors of the Ancient period were women as well as men, since horse-riding largely negates the advantages of upper body strength. Clearly, these matricultural societies have not been strangers to war and violence, whether defensive or offensive, and many more examples could be provided. At the same time, many scholars claim that matricultural societies are, by definition, cultures of peace.

source: https://networks.h-net.org/node/73374/announcements/7798769/warfare-and-peacemaking-among-matricultural-societies

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