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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

I'm such a fuck up its hilarious. I don't think I've ever wanted to die as much as i have these past few days. i ruin everything i touch.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

My favorite hobbies are gaining weight and destroying all of my interpersonal relationships

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

The thought of Vlad being a Tumblrina is very funny to me...obviously he linked that blog on his VK because he enjoyed tc but the thought of him scrolling Tumblr and seething at dylric discourse makes me smile :)

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

It would either have to be that or blood loss. But that's only a plan for the far future =)

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

I have a specific way that I want to die. I would go to Finland during winter and buy lots of pills, then I'd go to a forest with a note in my pocket. I'd walk in a good amount, then stop and take all the pills. Afterwards, I would lay down and succumb. And the snow would cover me like a blanket.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

˓˓ก₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎ค˒˒

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

My Vlad obsession has started again.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

Vlad Vlad Vlad Vlad Vlad Vlad 🤤

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

I need to start putting my foot forward again. Actually trying instead of expecting it to fall into my lap.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

I have one year to do the things I want to do. Is that a fresh slate, or just a continuation of the failure I've already been through? I prefer to think of it as a fresh slate, ripe for molding (･ω･) But just hoping for better doesn't account to much, does it?

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 01/01/2026

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! :3 🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆

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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

i need to be more skinny i need to be more skinny ineed to be more klskinny more skinny more more more

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Oh thank you very much ^.^ maybe I should've known better, given my current circumstances, but whatever... Life is life, ups and downs happen, I'm just more inclined to the down than the up =P

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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

Arghhhh uhh nyaa blehhhh ughh AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

So self-destruction continues I guess. Hello again! :D

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

I haven't been great. Or even good. Far from okay, I've been stretched thin for too long. You know, I was ready to be happy this year. I wanted to be happy. I was prepared for recovery, and happiness, and a bright future. But now I see that isn't meant for me.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

Funny thing...I made that last post, about disappearing, and then actually disappeared X)

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 08/10/2025

What if I just dissappear completely 😋

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

I immediately made a new one haha XD

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

I made a Tumblr, reblogged some things for a few days, posted one of my meals, logged out. Logged back in a few days, replied to one post and immediately got banned 🙃

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

Sorry for the late reply, I haven't been doing anything but rotting XP Thank you so much, it really means a lot <3

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Edit I made a while ago. I don't know if it looks...the best, but I want to post it anyway =))

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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

Another thing I did

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

For someone who's barely done it, you got the hang of it quick, that's amazing :O And I might post mine someday :3

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

I keep forgetting about this app

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

Oh I love image editing so fucking much your style is amazing!!! =D

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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

Things i made today because i was bored

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

I haven't posted here in a while Nothings been going on I'm just depressed

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 05/08/2025

I cut last night and I want to post pictures but I'm too fat =P

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

I want to dxe but I know I'll never go through with it, because I'm a pussy 😹

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 04/08/2025

My mother always lectures me on taking meds whenever I bring up feeling bad and it's like...I was still sxicidal and having thoughts of hurting myself on the meds. The only difference is that on them I never wanted to do anything. At least off them I have motivation.

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

Putting glass in your urethra>>>

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

I was doing so good 😹 I was happy. But I was dumb to think that happiness was ever meant for me 😹

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

I thought that this year would finally be one where I would finally not be s*icidal, but I was very wrong. So much bad shit is happening I just want everything to end. Full black

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Deyan ☆ @dousedinvodka.bsky.social · 03/08/2025

I've been off my meds for a while now. Like a few months. I don't plan on going back on them at all. Might not be a good idea but oh well.

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