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@distantsighs.bsky.social
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blacking out is the only way i feel something. him. 20 — vent acc. car͟e͟f͟u͟l͟!

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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
im not a good person
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
when i wrote that draft i felt so heavy, stuck. my tears felt different, angry. but the now sadness of my crying makes me wish my own sea would drag me to my death
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
one day i know i will fall silent and swallow too many pills without being fully aware. i've stopped counting the dose of clonazepam i take
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
everyone isnfull of lies lies lies lies lies nobody knows anything but lies everything is full of lies you cant trust qnyone anyone isntrusdtul you cant trust youcant trust everyone is againstwyou everyone liesn everyone
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
everyones a liar everyones a liar everfyone is a lkqr everyones a liar
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
why doesnt bleeding feel real right now
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
cutting until i pass out. i don't want to hear anyone EVER AGAIN talking about how beautiful my feelings are. i'll kill my emotions.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
i don't even want to write letters anymore
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
killing myself sounds even nicer now
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
looserr! loser! loser!!! booo!!!!
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
imso lovely when im high is this high? hooww high?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
droopy cute red pink blush so much pretty more so pretty get it get it?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
looking delightfully pretty... so bright, so alive, so pulsating, giving me warmth even though i'm so rotten inside. i want to plunge my fingers into what i've opened and revel in the sensation. so addictive. how did i ever stop in the past?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
i want a perfect life
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
is there a way to overcome anemia and prevent it from developing into leukemia WITHOUT gaining weight? genuinely asking... i want to stay as skinny as i can
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
can you go back to sleep? so i can lie down near you again without you moving away
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
my feelings are stupid
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
will you love me more the day i die?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
age regressors are disgusting (im only talking about myself)
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
i want to be babied all the time. not from anyone, only from you. i deeply hate myself for being this way.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 10/05/2026
i have anemia. my lab results gave me the diagnosis yesterday. who wants to pretend to be surprised? haha i dont know how to deal with it
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Bug 🏳️‍⚧️ he/they @bugisnotokay2.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
My body heals wounds to well for my disordered brain. #shbsky
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
avoiding sh is becoming increasingly difficult lately
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
everytime you leave me sad i wish something really bad would happen to me.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
you will be free, henry. that's good. even if i'll always remain trapped within myself, the rest will be so fulfilling.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
so close to being free, to being happy, it's very hard to process. i can't even believe i'll actually be free, and just hours ago i cried about it. but they were tears of joy, so strange, yet so good. they were tears of an offered comfort that only my story and i could understand.
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💢❞ ᨀ. 𝑱𝑶𝑶𝑺𝑻 𝑲𝑳𝑬𝑰𝑵 ☆ @therealsunnyomori.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
“T-T-TW!” For what? healed scars??? stfu and grow up bro it’s not that deep
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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
I’m such a fag it’s not even funny anymore
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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
I’m disgusting
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
all these ppl look unreal. everytjtinff feels so off. ii cant help but asking myself how would i feel if i kill them all. would i be able to feel anythinf at all Mn? evertjinf feels so off
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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
Group derealization starts right now don’t miss
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
i canegt breath
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
whatsswrong with me
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
am i not enough? oh fuck it, i lied, i'm still crying like a bitch. am i not worth it? am i not what you want? am i not that? do i not make you happy? do we not share the same things? im going cradzy. i can't take it anymore, ican't take it anymore, i cant take it anymore just make it sttop
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
my chest feels completely sunken in. i want to throw up and cry but i don't have anything inside me right now-
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
i'm doing absolutely everything i can to satisfy. and that's not what's consuming me, it's killing me not knowing what expectation i'm not meeting
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
can you please stop doubting?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
i really don't get it. what do i need to be perfect? what's missing in me?
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
i had a nightmare about my worst ex. my boyfriend was mad at me, so i was all alone. i woke up with sticky eyes from all the tears i'd shed during the night. i feel disgusting. all the touch and words felt so real that im now overwhelmed.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me? is it better than me?
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LKOSICS @sleeptoken01.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
anyone else fucking try to distract themselves to avoid depresion
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
lovemy boyfriend. love my man so so muchh. he looked so cute drawing something i wanted just to fulfill my whim for a ship that i love.. ggghh<33
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spencer ⛓️ @spencerpart2.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
i need money because i want so body mods and those are EXPENSIVE.
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 02/04/2026
i feel so ugly these days,,
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𝔐𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔰ᛪ༙ @mvntis.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
my april fools joke is thinking ill actually lock in this month
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acid @blood-stain.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
Kill me while saying you love me more than anything
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
i miss the old internet
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hen ,, @distantsighs.bsky.social · 01/04/2026
if i see someone else making you happy, i'll kill them. that would mean danger, and i don't take risks. it wouldn't be fair for someone else to think they can do MY job.
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