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What Trauma Looks Like #trauma #traumasurvivor #abusiveparents #crazy

youtube.com/shorts/vz_LD... I know im usually a bit more open about shit thats bothering me and i know that its possible that its pushed a lot of yall away from me. But this is literally whats going on in my head 24/7... Im doing my best to get help but i need so much more time and patience...

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Id challenge you, but i think id just end up being topped~ Not that i would complain as you're very persuasive~

Fat fur or not thats just wildly convenient and designed right. My 90s early 2000s kid in me is screaming while the mall rat in me is saying fuck yeah to this. But yes, ill take 4 please... Ill hold that cupholder tray with both hands...

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Well worth the money. The fabric is really comfy! Will need to shed a bit of weight, but otherwise this is my new house shirt ^^

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Mine came in today, very happy! Thank you @erete35.bsky.social for getting this for meeeeeee!

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Love getting massively depressed out of no were ruining my want to do anything and be around friends. I hate having no control over it as its like trying to control the weather. Hopefully dnd and some spooky games with friends will help...

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Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Damn, add another artist to the list to cm for chubby art~ Really would like to get my snake looking like that one espeon piece i found.. Ah well, Go follow them! Their art is top shelf!

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Kainik @kainik.com · 30/09/2026

Let's hang out and chat :3 www.twitch.tv/kainiktf

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Drawin' 'n Pawin' | Streaming art.

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Tonights thoughts; Maybe i should just fully keep to myself. Wasting time and effort doing things that dont seem to matter.

ive actually had this happen... and uh... i got REALLY angry with doordash... as someone who really doesnt like pickle on their burger this was incredibly upsetting >.>

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never thought upgrading the internet would give me an erection but here we are.

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Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

if they keep this up they may keep the life flowing into mechwarrior. hell, having a MW6 wouldnt be a horrible idea either if they can figure something out

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Yeah i was used... Fucking awesome... Hope you enjoy your new fun toy... Couldnt even respond to my msg... Fuck you.. Thanks for crushing my heart...

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I feel completely toyed with...

I recommend it very much. 2 manning the pve has been really fun!

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

The best birthday gift honestly has been playing active matter with @zathiumm I took a chance on this random game as it looked really interesting. While i love grayzone and other extraction shooters for their uniqueness. I really do find myself coming back for more more often in active matter.

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It amazes me even the best of us have our worst days just like anyone else. Really shows no matter who you are in the community no one is perfect and has their own ways of sharing on socials that they are having a bad day. This is why i dont judge or hold crash outs against anyone any more. 💙💜

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i can confirm Pixel chat does not do this so if people need/want pixelchat.tv Their twitch chat overlay is safe from this. and it can be stylized really well too!

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Pixel Chat

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nana @7thmeta.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

[nana monthly issue #18!] imagine inviting a friend you haven't hung out with in a while and ending up with this big of a surprise after opening your front door... moonstones really do change people...

#7thart #furryart a nidoking past the front door looking at the viewer maliciously and saying hey~ while holding a bag of snacks. the viewer is holding a phone with a picture of a nidorino, their friend's previous form.

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Thanks jall! I was wondering what we could do to test this. Going to do this before i go live today

Id like to get something but im dirt broke and you need thag money for other bills. The big tell ive seen the constan laughing and the twenty fucking questions... Like im being fucking examined to then be hit with, "you know i could do an art for you, for a fee." and im like if its free.99 sure!

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Barrowing this post to remind people you dont have to ask me to make fan art. However for me if its nsfw or kink art please dm first so we can discuss it, otherwise go wild.

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Also how do content creators fight the bad thoughs on reaching out to game devs for game codes and dealing with raising money? I had feeling like all im doing is taking advantage of everyone when all i want is to give support to devs and get supported. Being a cc is stressful work some days...

Ral Garog @ralgarog.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Need to save my pennies again! Heck!

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Just posting this one more time. I am in a dire and bleak situation and I need a place to live. It cannot be a public shelter, it can’t be in a car, it can’t be a hotel. it has to be an address that can receive official correspondence from the US Government. If you can help me, please let me know.

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Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Its gotten to the point where i just assume anyone and everyone now that reaches out to me is a fucking scammer. Very rarely is it someone of substance. There are certain tells now ive noticed when someone is fishing for money or a cm from you and i fucking hate it...

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

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Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

now i know why they say dont fall in...

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

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Thank you @saberbigcat.bsky.social once again for the amazing birthday art!!! I just keep getting bigger and sexier every year by him~

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Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thank you @saberbigcat.bsky.social once again for the amazing birthday art!!! I just keep getting bigger and sexier every year by him~

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raxdflipnote @raxdflipnote.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

fall weather be like

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Yeah, hi, furry engineer here, i quoted designed and helped manufacture parts for covid-19 test kits.

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more like getting pizza, well erete is getting me pizza... i have no more for a cake >.<

Thank youuu. Also volo told me yall be playing wow forever when it drops... Im happy to tag along if that happens. This is probly going to be my forever game like those who play ff14

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PiperMakes @pipermakes.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Thank youuuuu should be fun tomorrow ^^

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Gonna maybe put a few of the older mechs on the turntable over the next period of time x'D Orca Frame:

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Six years of celebrating my birthday in the fandom and as a content creator and i still get all abuzz about it... Love just thing from end to end if nothingnwill happen or this is the birthday i get showered. But all i want is to just celebrate i made it another year with friends and my community.

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I always wonderel with something like this where they deflate when they lose hp and grow when they are back to full and then get bigger with over shield x3

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A busy mind leaves it less time to think for itself.

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Its the same thing i saw in a video of furries being filmed and yelling and behaving like fucking toddlers telling the dude to stop being filmed in public... If i saw that shit i swear to fucking god if have decked them... We look so bad because the vocal minority makes us look so fucking cringe...

Varrek @doomdaddy.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I have some faith left it will happen. Just dont expect any of it by the end of this year. Im guessing we will be seeing something of an, "in the works" by like mid next year and maybe a release in 2028. Unless they get the sunrise project team working along side them, its going to take a while...