iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

Okay, you did NOT have to attack me like that!!! 😭

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 02/04/2025

Ah, yes...*stares into a void* What was I doing again???

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

I wanna eat something...I'm hungry. But I can't...I gotta wait. How long? That's a question that I don't have the answer to!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

I know I said that I wouldn't do any live action...but if Disney offers Lottie from Princess and the Frog...I'm taking it. Doubt they will (they'll go for a big-name celebrity, but I can dream, dammit!!!).

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

USPS, what the hell are y'all doing??? 😂 Why is my package, that was supposed to arrive like 5 days ago going back and forth between distributions? Are y'all having difficulty? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

I'm having trouble sleeping! 🥲 Yay anxiety!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

I hate it. Daylight savings was used to conserve energy during WWI, but I don't think it's needed now. 🤦🏻‍♀️

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

The issue for me is Zendaya. I like Zendaya, don't get me wrong! But I, personally, think she's being OVER used. 😭 There are OTHER actresses out there! Zendaya isn't the only one. On the plus side at least it's not Awkwafina 🤢. Can't stand her!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

There was some music outside of my house and I'm not even sure what that was!!! 😭 Like guitar plucking!!! What was that?!? It lasted for like...five minutes!!! 🤨

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

Sometimes I still think about it...I just want to be free. From both my life and my mind.

Ruminates on how their life would be if they did not grow up with a mind that is their worst enemy or on a chaotic environment.

Dreams of a happy and joyful life, but then reminds themselves that this life is not possible.

Hates themselves, but also admires their own ability to survive which they did not think they would have when they were younger.

Is constantly told that they are 'wiser than their age' or feels like they have lived multiple lives.

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 28/02/2025

Oh...yes. As someone who has been s*icidal since 7 years old, I feel almost all of this...I get angry easily because I feel hopeless.

A child who grew up suicidal often becomes an adult who...

Did not expect to make it this far and hence has no idea what to make of their life or what they want to do.

Bears an unseen rage towards the world and themselves for their pain that eats them up inside.

Feels either too much or nothing at all.

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

Anyway, story time! When I worked one of my old jobs, the power went out and I worked during the night. Manager told me to continue working like "WTF? I can't SEE to do anything!" 😂 Thankfully, I work during the day at my current job! However, the area I work has no windows...I'll be screwed! 😂

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

Nyctalopia is NO joke. 😭 It's one of the reasons why I have nyctophobia! 😭 The only difference is, most people with nyctophobia are afraid of what lurks in the dark, and though that's true for me too, I'm also afraid of running into a wall or tripping on something on the floor. 😭

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Meet the actress who voices my favorite Disney Princess which was my BABY film. 😭 I feel as if that was my ONE chance to meet her, and my previous employer ruined it. And I feel that they ruined cons for me in general...after that experience, I haven't been as into them as I used to be. 3/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Only for them to decline my request 2 weeks before the event. And it was the con where Paige O'Hara was a guest! That f**king ruined me. I've been to cons after that incident, but IDK, they aren't as big for me anymore, and I think it's because I REALLY wanted to...2/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 18/02/2025

Comic Con is coming up, but...I have no desire to go. 😭 I used to love it, I still do in a way, but I guess I'm not in the right state of mind to wanna go anymore...I kinda blame my old job. The job where I asked off 6 months before an event, got ready for it, bought tickets and EVERYTHING...1/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

Wait...what if I yell at you to get your attention because you didn't hear me the first 12 times??? 🤔

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

But it was the way my mother worded the message the first time! "Make a note to remind me to give mom her pills." 2/2

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Apologizing to my grandmother ahead of time, but this was too funny NOT to post. 😂 Mother told me to write a note for her, telling her to not forget my grandmother's (her mother) medication. So...obviously, my smart ass did this...😂😂😂 My grandma is NOT a druggie or anything like that. 1/2

A drawing of my grandmother as a drug addict telling my mother (her daughter) "I need deh peels, mah child!!!"

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

THIS is why I don't draw traditionally anymore... But unlocking everyone's nightmares, I have. Such a sad state of affairs on my behalf. Though I couldn't help but doodle this flapdoodle. I did it because I'm simply... NAUGHTY. #couragethecowardlydog #freakyfred #traditionalsketch

A horribly done traditional sketch of Fred (Freaky Fred) from "Courage the Cowardly Dog"

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

I accidentally sat on Bisou's toys today. I jumped up from them, she looked at me like "Bitch." Then proceeded to check on her toys like "Are you okay?!?" 😂😂😭 I've never been insulted and humored at the same time before. 🤣🤣

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

Yep... Even if someone is not yelling AT me, I'll still shut down. I hate that I'm this way though...

Things nobody knows about me:

- Being yelled at makes me shut down.
- I don't open up to anyone unless I'm close to you.
- Music is my therapy.
- When I love, I love hard.
- I distance myself from everyone when life gets tough.
- I put other people feelings before my
own.
- I give too many chances.
- I am an overthinker.
- I take every word and everything to heart.
- I remember more negative things said to me than positive.
- I just want to be loved.

Author: Unknown

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

Even though I don't want Dolly to be my legal name, I know that they'll flip their shit before I can even tell them what name feels like me. I guess I'll have to grin and bear my real name until I feel safe enough to be able to embrace what feels like me. 3/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

I wanna change it so badly (not to Dolly though, Dolly is my acting alias ONLY), but I'm not in a safe situation to be able to change my name. In fact I can't even tell my parents that I wanna legally change my name to this other name. They've flipped their shit over Dolly Strawberry! 2/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

Has anyone (who identifys as the gender they were assigned to at birth) ever felt as though their given name isn't their name? I've never felt like my real name. As much as I've TRIED to like it, I can't. And it's not just because I was bullied with it, I've never felt like my real name! 1/3

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

I'm not in the loop. What did Hudson do? /GenQ

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

Oh...yep this about sums it up between me and both of my parents...mainly my father.

Wilted Flower:
I love my mother,
but I don't like her.

I wish I did,
I wish we were best friends.

But we are not.
Her words cut like knife,
I drown in her expectations.

I was never a perfect daughter,
but I tried to be.

I tried and tried until I couldn't be.
I had to choose myself.
I had to get out

She says she loves me,
but she despises me.

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

She should starve herself! Fat fucking whore! 😡😡😡 #justiceforPheonix

Facebook page of Chesney Taylor. An animal abuser!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

If you see this, post something pink. Can it be me? Because I'm wearing pink! It counts, right? 🩷

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

About a week ago I was playing one of my Harvest Moon games...and then I remembered the acid trip that was Harvest Moon DS/Cute. Yes, the game where you could murder the entire village and then *roll credits* 🤣🤣🤣

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

The third biggest middle finger goes to us today! Hope they enjoy! Those MFers deserve it!!! 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻 (Obviously tRump gets the first and Elmer Muskrat gets the second)

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

Without downloading any new pics, where are you mentally???

People: Why are you so funny?
Me: (screenshot of Princess Bubblegum saying a quote from Adventure Time) All my jokes are cries for help.

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XanthReborn @xanthreborn.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

Well, I have officially embarrassed myself...by singing a cover. But I wanted to sing this cover on celebration of the new Rune Factory game that's dropping in May! 😅 Sorry about your ears...I'll provide y'all with some gauze pads. 🩹🩹 youtu.be/cjJWqyrsKvE I'll probably delete this in shame later. 😂😭

youtu.be

[Dolly Strawberry] “Song of Trust” From Rune Factory: Frontier (Song Cover)

YouTube video by Dolly Strawberry

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

tRump should never have been given power. But how are those egg and petroleum prices? 🙄

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

Gosh I love this film! 😍 And the fact Christopher Plummer ripped that so beautifully!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

How to say you're in a cult without saying you're in a cult, this family will start: youtu.be/Rw6jW6L-ocU Skip to about 1:30 Has anyone called CPS for this poor kid yet? 😡

youtu.be

9-year-old girl gets tattoo in Arizona

YouTube video by Arizona’s Family (3TV / CBS 5)

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

I was talking about the magots, BTW, not you @blueallylove.bsky.social ! I'm not sure if my first reply was clear or not. 😭

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

Say you're in a cult without saying you're in a cult, magots can start with this (or the other shit tRump and his goonies have done/said)!

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

His talking hurts my ears...causing them to bleed. 🥲 Pretty sure I'm not the only one. 😅

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

There was a puppy and kitty inauguration?!? I missed it?!? 😱

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

I didn't see it either. But I feel like I get brain damage by just listening to tRump. 😭

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Dolly Strawberry @dollystrawberry.bsky.social · 22/01/2025

bsky.app/profile/doll... Whether or not this is true, I'm not sure.

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