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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I fucking hate putting so much out there in the world and getting nothing back.

Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Hard lesson in healthcare: Sometimes you can do everything right and there is still a bad outcome. You can't control the situation you get handed, just gotta do your best with it.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Sometimes there are themes to what comes in on call. Sometimes those themes are bad.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Ah yes, the classic conundrum of being an essential part of your family, but unable to ask questions or have any personal stipulations. Be perfect, but don’t get any help. Certainly don’t request any consistency from those around you.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I’ve decided I’m gonna keep adding to this thread, as affirmations that I’m doing somethings right:

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I’m the type of guy that: Thinks before responding. I’m not slow, but metered.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Officially the fuck-off-o’clock part of the day.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Whoever put the employee assistance posters in the bathrooms (where people go to cry and be alone) that’s a good idea.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Rinse and repeat. Another fucking day.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Turning up the music to literally drown out the feelings.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Nobody knows I’m unhappy and tired AF.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 19/01/2025

Toughest when you're the foundation for another whole system, but are paid no attention. Slowly the world undermines you, and no one notices. No one will notice until the floor drops away from beneath them, and they will gasp as they fall. How long has it been happening?

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

Not wanting to be in your own home. Not feeling at home where you grew up. Not being appreciated for what you do. Not being allowed to express your feelings. Not being seen. Not wanting to be here.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

People have limited energy. Choose people who save some for you.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 30/10/2024

Tides of life. A rush of panic. A flood of relief. Hesitation, at the edge. Worry at the potential trauma. Dreams of the potential. Gravity is relentless. Go or don’t. Frozen at the edge.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 30/10/2024

She was in the Horror section, looking for her next read for the dark, damp nights of fall. He had been bitten on the last full moon and was looking for a lycanthropy self help book. Their hands touched as they both reached for the last copy "Werewolves 101"

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 29/10/2024

When you find yourself alone, in one of those liminal spaces, you've just left the presence of others, thoughts that have been held back, spring from your mouth, an unvarnished truth, bubbling from the depths "Fuck my life"

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 23/10/2024

Stay strong. You're not alone. Cut off, but we are still with you. Reach out if you can, to let the world know you are okay. Don't be afraid to ask for help, you would be surprised by the response.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 23/10/2024

Do what you need to. Do what you need to make it through. Do what you need to, to get to the next step. Do what you need to, to see the next sunrise. Do what you need to, to see the full moon. Do what you need to, to see your freedom. Do what you need to, so we can be together.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 22/10/2024

I see you. It will be okay. Even if it isn't right now, it can be. Steps in the right direction are never wasted, even if you lose some progress. Don't measure "being okay" on the scale of days. It will take, weeks, months, years. Even if you do it for those who need you now. It will be worth it.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 22/10/2024

I see you, hiding. I worry, and wonder. Wonder if you're okay. Worry that you aren't. Hope that it's something minor. Think that it probably isn't. Wonder if there's something I can do... Know that there isn't. Waiting is hard.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 17/10/2024

I wrote a poem about someone that I thought was having a bad day. It was bad, but what ever.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 15/10/2024

There once was a doctor named Snow Who put on a very big show, Of telling people not to drink from where they “go”.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 15/10/2024

Leaves change Relationships evolve Time marches

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 07/10/2024

So what happens when the person that is dependable, responsible, and competent sees their people through the worst, a department through a pandemic, does what is best almost all the time, starts to feel invisible?

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 30/09/2024

I understand now how there seems to be a bright spot at the end of relationships, as the partner that isn't sure... tries. Tries to make it work. Tries to overcome the faults. Tries to see over the deep ruts and spot the reasons why they were with this person in the first place.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 30/09/2024

Chappell Roan is horny lesbian Taylor Swift. I here for it.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 28/09/2024

An ode to human furniture, People that start with a purpose, But blend as chair in the corner, Who serve their purpose well, and seem eternal. Perfect fit, honed to perfection, quiet competence. Inside, cracked and worn, nails pulling free, staples straining. The same facade every day.

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Medical Bad days @docdarkthoughts.bsky.social · 28/09/2024

It is easy to forget that to most people you are nothing.

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