Reposted by @dkofsalvation.bsky.social

it's not like kdj ever sabotages their life & death companionship out of guilt or self-loathing. in fact his charadev with yjh is him learning to show yjh that he does want to be companions with yjh. his guilt just causes him to overperform (cost his own life/sanity) rather than try and run yjh