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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i dont know about yall, but i sing little made up songs to myself all the time. :)

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

my arms (and the rest of my body) are heavy. and all i can think is "mom's spaghetti" 🤭

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

another new primary doctor another bunch of the same tests another bunch of "well have you tried..?" another bunch of referrals to specialists ive already seen another bunch of "well you dont look sick" a lot more used energy on things ive already been through... #chronicillness

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

first therapy went okay. in other news, grandpa is declining extremely rapidly... another appointment for me tomorrow. wondering if i will ever be able to shut off my "overdrive" again or if life is just going to keep being too much. im *SO* exhausted.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

been replaying kirby super star ultra and really enjoying it! :)

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

new therapist tomorrow. big scared. >w<

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

-----Pinned Post----- i vent a lot on this account right now. im working on feeling better, but it takes time. please be patient with me. someday i will start posting non depressing things again. thank you

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i was not there for some people. they were at their lowest when i was also hitting low points and i failed to help them, comfort them, or be there for them. what "right" do i have to these good people in my life?

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i dunno. just makes me really uncomfortable that the first thing my grandpa says in an emergency situation is "boy i thought yous wasnt able to help" when i try to help get him up from another fall with someone else helping. just really doesnt feel good. that just soured my mood really badly.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

when i get sick like this, i just end up wanting comfort. but i dont get it irl. any takers? 🥺

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

went to the doctor. i am "some form" of sick. ugh

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

me to my psych: them: you have nightmares? me: yeah at least once a week them: ... me: what? them: that seems like a lot me: i thought that was normal!!

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

sick. doctor thursday. brain fog bad.

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dizzy💫existential threat🫧 @dizzystargazers.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i didn't get a screenshot before twitch auto-updated the goal but thank you all soso much for 500 twitch followers i don't know how to better verbalize just how much y'alls presence and support in any given moment means to me beyond saying that it means the absolute universe to me 💫 🎨 000yu3_

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

maybe its all just a depressive episode...

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

just gotta make it to the end of october... then there's a chance i can get disability...

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

just had a delivery person at the house and now i cant stop replaying the encounter in my head its going "wow you were so awkward. i bet he could tell you stank. he noticed your my little pony pants and thought you were weird." and i cant stop it

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

i reached out to a therapy group today.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

*IT IS OKAY TO HAVE SIMPLE MEALS* if you dont have the energy, then please dont feel bad about cooking simple things.

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dizzy💫existential threat🫧 @dizzystargazers.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

at the end of the universe ✧･ﾟ greetings! i'm dizzy, your local eldritch creature💫 i'm an alien fae siren & symbiont just trying to find my place in this big ole' universe ✧･ﾟ let's be curious creatures together 🫧 twitch.tv/dizzystargazers 🫧 dizzystargazers.wordpress.com 🫧 dizzystargazers.carrd.co

Art of the vtuber dizzystargazers.

A large eldritch creature, alien fae siren, and parasite blots out of the night sky, leaning curiously over an astronaut. Fae is reaching its hand out towards the astronaut, almost as if to pick them up.

The creature has pink star-filled slime skin, a rainbow glow around the edges of faer skin, and bioluminescent lures dangling from its ears, hair, and fins.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

what is it called when: two people are sick one thinks something needs to be done RIGHT NOW OR ELSE, but they shouldnt be doing anything that hard because they are sick But the other person doesnt want to jump up immediately they are sick, energy issues, blood pressure, dizziness etc issues.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

"stop scrolling and go to sleep!" me to myself. goodnight bsky

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

one of my partners broke up with me the other day... im trying not to blame myself and just let it fade out. i cant predict what will happen in the future, but it is likely that i will not add anyone else to my polycule.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

if you knew my secrets you would run away

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

hello yes id like the energy to move and get up without the struggling and the hurty and the world going spiny spin around me. yes thank you.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

is it just me or is there a secret undertone that you have to be "socially acceptable" to be under the LGBTQIA+ "umbrella"

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

if i hear the phrase "we're all tired" again when asked about how im doing. im gonna scream.

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dizzy💫existential threat🫧 @dizzystargazers.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Field Notes – #02 - dizzystargazers The existential threat known as dizzy (fae/he/it/they) has a deeply uncanny face that at a glance might first seem human to observers. A closer look easily reveals its horrifying origins though... #ArtGazers #VTuber #ConceptArt

Facial reference sheet for the vtuber dizzystargazers. Fae has pink and puple slime hair, floppy fins, dangling slime lures in his hair and ears and eyelashes, and glowing photophores on his face. His eyes have a raspberry sclera, an deep oceanic iris, and glowing blown out bright blue pupils. He has tiny sharp cookie cutter shark teeth and a blue tongue. It also a small elfin snoot.

The existential threat known as dizzy (fae/he/it/they) has a deeply uncanny face that at a glance might first seem human to observers, but upon closer observation becomes deeply inhuman. A closer look easily reveals its horrifying origins, as its face more closely resembles that of an alien, fae, or siren. As a shapeshifter, it has chosen unique details of other creatures, both monstrous and otherwise, to adorn its visage. One shudders to imagine if they have adapted these features not just for aesthetic purposes, but further for their functionality…

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

i just want everyone i care about to be happy and safe...

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Yuzu Adagio, Capybara Musician+Vtuber @yuzu-adagio.vtuber.house · 12/09/2026

ko-fi.com/yuzuadagioch IDK what my future is now, but I know money would certainly help. please

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Support YuzuAdagioCh

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Yuzu Adagio, Capybara Musician+Vtuber @yuzu-adagio.vtuber.house · 09/09/2026

We're back to normal with more Chaos Warrior! I don't know how much game is left, could be a clear maybe even! www.twitch.tv/yuzuadagioch #adaginfo

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YuzuAdagioCh - Live on Twitch

Chaos Warrior continues, or maybe concludes! | Streaming chaos warrior.

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

when i say im overwhelmed and that im doing something like withdrawing socially, i dont mean that "oh pitiful me im so bad off!" im literally at the point where i cant continue to be social, do certain tasks, etc. everyone experiences overwhelm differently. all i ask is a little understanding

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

OH i was able to play "Unicorn Overlord" I really enjoyed the gameplay, it really did feel like an "Ogre Battle" type game. loved the art, the characters, was a little disappointed in the endgame, but have spent about 60hrs in it all. im now wondering what game to play next!

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Dis 🏳️‍⚧️ @disislost.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

i still have a lot to learn about relationships (all)

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