accidentally got access to dms I don’t normally have access to bc the guy deleted his discord acc ages ago and I closed the dms ages ago, but randomly found a way to open it again. I feel sick to my stomach. I hate having ptsd. I hate how vulnerable I was. I hate how shitty I still feel about it.
![Daniel Howell’s instagram post of an alien with a name tag that says “hi my name is A.Leon.” Dan Howell is holding up his fingers to look like brackets referencing his first ever YouTube video where he said “hi my name is… [Dan.]”](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:rws5uupmxjbkzulixlrngrvd/bafkreiakeckvl3fidd7uxmthbnu6hroni6habmz4bhp5nkjxv3c2nkd5fu)
