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That was a very stressful dream. I do not want to go through that again

New step in healing process: scrolling back through photos, seeing photos of ex and thinking: "Hm, it's like I'm looking at a stranger, I don't know them."

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Stuff to think about: am I disciplined or just strict to myself? I thought I was just disciplined, but a conversation I had today slightly opened my eyes to a different perspective...

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Set a new PR today: 53:22 on 10k Thank you, body, for carrying me through all these hours and miles of training. Thank you, mind and spirit, for keeping up with these challenges and dragging me through the hard moments again and again.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Fun bike ride again today 💙 Tomorrow running again! A 10k race in my hometown 🔥

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

De krant lezen terwijl ik wacht op mijn koffie to go. Een ode aan Paulien Cornelisse. Stiekem een traantje gelaten.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Saw a good lucking dude omw home, but a second look made me realize he just looked like my ex So that's a nope. Need to expand my 'things I find attractive'-palette.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Car is already ready for pickup! Small fix & it's part of the warranty so it shouldn't cost me anything.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Car is at the garage, so had to take the train to work again. Missed reading on the train. Should've brought 2 books with me. Finished the graphic novel I got in the mail yesterday already.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Need to find me a freak who can play Toccata en Fugue (in D minor) by Bach for me

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

When I went bookshopping in Edinburgh I learned that too. Like, WHAT

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Shared a bike pic with a friend and she said im built like a brick shithouse 😎 Thats what I want. I want to look muscular. I want to be muscular.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Cycling to work this morning was a blast

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Dreamt I was dating the frontman of a German folk band, but every time I introduced him to someone, he started looking more and more like my ex 💀

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Planning to cycle to work tomorrow and I am so excited about that, I cant relax in bed

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Wearing shoes the day after a race is torture

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Never. Ever. Underestimate the importance and hard work of volunteers.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Sure, I cross the finish line after pushing my physical (and mental) limits, but... Without these volunteers the participants would be struggling even more. No water during the race, no electrolytes or carbs during the race, no recovery drinks afterwards.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

During races a lot of volunteers are helping out: handing out candy, bananas, water, sports drinks, medals, you name it. I make sure to thank every volunteer for THEIR hard work when they hand me something.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I felt pretty fine after the race, but in the past hour a crushing exhaustion has been taking me over, my legs are getting sore and just wow I didn't feel this bad after the half marathon at the beach in -4 celcius last January

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Final result: 1:30:24 Needed a break between 12-13km, felt like I could pass out any moment. Started way too quick

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Race day, woke up with my knee feeling funky Time goal I set myself: 1:30:00 Watch prediction: 1:27:59 Let's see how I will crush Ten Miles today.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Me last week: "I bought a famcy, expensive bike. I can't buy any fun stuff anymore for the next month." Me today: "Ah yes, let's pre-order a book and order a new jacket online. Oh and I should get an extra set of cycling clothes"

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Falling into a rabbit hole of comparing myself to other sporty people in my environment

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Parkour! 42km done today 🔥

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

being a simp about Eddie again tonight that man looks so huggable. better than ikea's djungleskog

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

In 2027 I want to be able to run 1km in under 5 minutes

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Migraine aura but 30 minutes later I crush another run. Tempo training today, 4x5 minutes at race pace Next race is on Sunday! 🔥

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

In the past month I'e had 2 night with over 7.5h of sleep. The average is 6.5h while I need 8-8.5h of sleep every day.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Coming Sunday is my ten miles race and I feel far from prepared. I know I can do it, I know I've trained for this. I'm just so tired bc Im working all the time This weeks goal: prioritizing sleep

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I should stop doing big purchases rn Or I should start selling art to earn my big purchases back

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

New addition to the sports routine 💙

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Always mesmerized by clouds 💙 Artist: James Ensor

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Hopefully one day I'll get my legs done too

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Eddie be aging like fine wine too, daaaaaamn I'll hide in my shell again to crush on another musician again

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

They dropped a new one take live performance (vocal take) of one of their latest songs and just uuuggghhhh, goosebumps all over youtu.be/rA4XgLs1nJk?...

youtu.be

Imminence - Crestfallen [Eddie Berg One Take Live Performance]

YouTube video by Imminence

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Imminence might be my favourite 'accidental' musical discovery. Arriving at a festival, going to the stage with live music to just 'check out whatever is playing'. Never heard of the band, never heard the music, COMPLETELY blown away. Love at first sight.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I love my job and I love running, but I also suck at my job and planning and doing shit during work time. So if it means I'll have to work during the evenings at home too bc I cant finish shit, something needs to change

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Shoes & clothes got delivered today 🤩 Everything is ready to go, I only need to pick up the bike on Saturday

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Today 8 years ago I saw my fave band live for the first time ever. Lovely memories. Thinking back I can still feel the 4 day long neck pain from headbanging from start to finish

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Things are getting real now. Bought a helmet for my upcoming cycling adventures. Time to order shoes Saturday big day: buying the gravel bike & going for a test ride with my big brother

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

There's this festival friend I occasionally talk to (like twice a year maybe) and for 9 years I've been thinking the flirty comments he made were a joke, bc thats just how the festival vibe mostly was: friendly flirting with anyone Apparently it was never a joke lmaaaoooo

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

No wonder my lower back is still sensitive: I got bruises lmaaaoooo

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I was expecting pretty nasty muscle aches in my back after yesterdays massage, but it all still feels really nice and relaxed EXCEPT for my lower back. Feels like that part got hit by a truck. Still a lot of relief, but there are also still knots/tight muscles in that part.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I think this was a very healing weekend with friends.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Got such a good back massage oh my goooood Like, truly a proper one. Getting rid of almost all the knots in my muscles. Gosh that shit HURT but I feel so nice and zen now

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