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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Shared a bike pic with a friend and she said im built like a brick shithouse 😎 Thats what I want. I want to look muscular. I want to be muscular.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Dreamt I was dating the frontman of a German folk band, but every time I introduced him to someone, he started looking more and more like my ex 💀

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Planning to cycle to work tomorrow and I am so excited about that, I cant relax in bed

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Wearing shoes the day after a race is torture

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

During races a lot of volunteers are helping out: handing out candy, bananas, water, sports drinks, medals, you name it. I make sure to thank every volunteer for THEIR hard work when they hand me something.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I felt pretty fine after the race, but in the past hour a crushing exhaustion has been taking me over, my legs are getting sore and just wow I didn't feel this bad after the half marathon at the beach in -4 celcius last January

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Race day, woke up with my knee feeling funky Time goal I set myself: 1:30:00 Watch prediction: 1:27:59 Let's see how I will crush Ten Miles today.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Me last week: "I bought a famcy, expensive bike. I can't buy any fun stuff anymore for the next month." Me today: "Ah yes, let's pre-order a book and order a new jacket online. Oh and I should get an extra set of cycling clothes"

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Falling into a rabbit hole of comparing myself to other sporty people in my environment

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Parkour! 42km done today 🔥

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

In 2027 I want to be able to run 1km in under 5 minutes

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Migraine aura but 30 minutes later I crush another run. Tempo training today, 4x5 minutes at race pace Next race is on Sunday! 🔥

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Coming Sunday is my ten miles race and I feel far from prepared. I know I can do it, I know I've trained for this. I'm just so tired bc Im working all the time This weeks goal: prioritizing sleep

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I should stop doing big purchases rn Or I should start selling art to earn my big purchases back

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

New addition to the sports routine 💙

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Always mesmerized by clouds 💙 Artist: James Ensor

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Imminence might be my favourite 'accidental' musical discovery. Arriving at a festival, going to the stage with live music to just 'check out whatever is playing'. Never heard of the band, never heard the music, COMPLETELY blown away. Love at first sight.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I love my job and I love running, but I also suck at my job and planning and doing shit during work time. So if it means I'll have to work during the evenings at home too bc I cant finish shit, something needs to change

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Today 8 years ago I saw my fave band live for the first time ever. Lovely memories. Thinking back I can still feel the 4 day long neck pain from headbanging from start to finish

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Things are getting real now. Bought a helmet for my upcoming cycling adventures. Time to order shoes Saturday big day: buying the gravel bike & going for a test ride with my big brother

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

There's this festival friend I occasionally talk to (like twice a year maybe) and for 9 years I've been thinking the flirty comments he made were a joke, bc thats just how the festival vibe mostly was: friendly flirting with anyone Apparently it was never a joke lmaaaoooo

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I think this was a very healing weekend with friends.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Got such a good back massage oh my goooood Like, truly a proper one. Getting rid of almost all the knots in my muscles. Gosh that shit HURT but I feel so nice and zen now

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Brave or stupid? Wearing a white t-shirt to work while I have bad chafing on my back from Sunday's long run.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

One moment I look in the mirror and think: "Damn, I am looking fine af" And another moment I cant stop staring st my back and armpit fat wondering how Im gonna get rid of that

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I'm genuinly surprised I managed to pull of a tempo training (3x8min at race pace) after my spontaneous half marathon from 2 days ago. Yes I know I'm bragging a lot about running but it just makes me happy and I am so damn proud of myself

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Fresh running shoes 🥰 After over 800km with the pair I bought in September last year, it was time for something new.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Listening to a physical copy of an album a week before it's release date. OH YEAH!

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

My planned 16.5km training today turned into a casual half marathon. Thank you, body, for being able to carry me on such long distances. Thank you, mind, for staying with me without going crazy.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Did a lil crowdsurfing today

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Shrek rave was fun, but I want to go to a real rave.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Fridays are tough BUT i friggin love my job

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

The duality of: "Yes, I am ready to meet someone and invite them into my life again," and "But having a partner means I have less time for sports"

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Looks like I'm going to buy a gravel bike next month

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

In the mood for sauna and a good massage, ooofffff

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I'm hypocritic. I know I can be self destructive, but I just don't want to spend time and energy anymore on other people who are self destructive. ESPECIALLY if they are aware of the negative impact they have on themselves. I'm not doing that anymore.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Havent felt this bad in quite some time

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Got locked up at work today. Janitors missed me when they were doing their control round through the building. I was able to leave the building, but all the gates around the terrain were locked and I sont have keys to those gates.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Listening to Maxïmo Park. Smiling, shedding a few tears filled with happy memories.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Seeing so many vids of long haired people in gyms wearing their hair down/loose and it stresses me out YOUR HAIR WILL GET TANGLED UP IN THE EQUIPMENT EVENTUALLY ffs put in a bun or secured braid or ponytail oh my goooooood

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

My goal for AT LEAST September is to not spend any money on myself by purchasing unnecessary things. Even groceries: no fun drinks.

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

These first 3 days of work felt like 3 weeks

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I've spent 62 hours running this year

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Trying to avoid The Office spoilers even harder than I tried Game of Thrones spoilers between 2014-2019 whenever a new episode aired and I couldn't watch it until coming home after school. Had to avoid opening Tumblr fo rthe entire day

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Jeske @diaryofcolours.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Just read on the news that a new WR on half marathon was set today. I believe that's the 2nd time this year the world record was crushed This is insane.

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