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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 5h

If things don't meaningfully change, I'm done.

deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 12h

I need hydromorphone, an ER, but need to shave first, so, ig its delirious pain until later, then. I used to have so much life in me. I used to shave and get the ambulance. I miss having the spoons to go to the ER. :,(

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 12h

The fact that I need to have the spoons to shave to go to the ER for pain and an injured internal organ and that there's no one that helps you face this is crazy asf. Utterly barbaric thing to expect from a queer person who is in excess pain, and, yet, I assume a doctor will kill me if facial hair.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 14h

You wanna make this an argument to shred my ego? The medical emergency isn't enough? That's the world we are in rn? Medical emergencies- No one pause what you're doing. Choking to death is a nonchalant way to go, ig? Ain't nothing to people, is it? :(

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 14h

I had a medical emergency and it wasn't enough to be treated like a person who needs care and help. It became all about how bad a person *I am* And things I've literally never said. Hey, like, I threw up so many times I saw stars. Are you kidding me? Motherfucker, I need the ER.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 20h

I'm going to be completely out of money in a day, let alone an audio card. :,(

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 21h

I miss streaming, learning, making art and existing w balance.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Getting blazed and listening to Helix Nebula in the back of a friends' car, drifting, doing Donuts, gazing out of the roof to stargaze before knowing who I was/just figuring it out... Truly, these are only bad moments that aren't self actualizing. Lmao

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

'The Hannibal Directive' They don't even bother to hide the awful vibes of what they intend to do. Still in awe of such a title.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Please help me back up and get my laptop fixed. $YearningSpark Donate 🙏 please.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The cat jumped on the last working USB ports on my laptop and broke them, so, no more charged cellphone or speakers. :,( No one will help clean the apartment. 🔫

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Lanterns was very good. Now, fix the two scenes and give us the less transphobic cut.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

No. No, I'm wrong... 'The Brave Little Toaster'.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Willy Wonka and The Great Glass Elevator Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark The Epstein Class being real The Big Bang Theory

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

One of the most beautiful, horrible, haunting songs and tales... The best stand power in Jojo, maybe. The most moving Jojo power.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

context is everything... That being said, I'm more grateful to my Dad for showing me this at all. Fucked me up, but, got me through horrible times.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It must be weird to be a modern psych/therapist who is remote and using a green screen and a fake office. That would make me feel like I'm crossing my fingers the whole session. 'Welcome to my fake office' 'How does it feel to do this knowing your office isn't real?' I've never asked them.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Chronic pain really fucks our wardrobe up.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Coven Academy just didn't feel like a 9 star show when we fell asleep watching it while slightly high ln. It feels like hetero Owl House with boring people. Maybe I'll be wrong on second watch.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

*checks date after Planeswalking through time* Oh no. Please tell me I didn't forget Mom's birthday because I was depressed. *checks date again* X( At least she knows I consistently do not know what day it is.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I'll still take 5 of these if you've got any. They're tangible. And make good lofi mics.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Walk dragon is so much better than 'Walk draggin''.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

You draw asset theft and I click follow. It's as shrimple as can be.

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Hoon @hoon.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

If you come anywhere near me w this thing, I'll dropkick it into a toilet and make you watch them 'drown'.

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Dieselbrain @dieselbrain.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

FA is being very up front about both the cost of hosting the site [it aint cheap] and how advertisers theyd been relying on prior are pushing all the same puritan bullshit weve been seeing other platforms push FA is one of very few Old Internet spaces around. Support em while we CAN

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

narc weaklings... same pheromones, different shape. Cowards.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

This entire society was retrofitted to get people like me to die before their time, about across the last 20 years. My life feels like a cruel gameshow. I need another ToTK to play. I am physically unable to calm down.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

He has incomplete emotions. Soong would never centralize *all of them* in a single chip. The chip unlocks that which was already developing the entire show via his stay on the Enterprise(s), IMHO. Soong probably knew the other spice was time and experience, not just the chip.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Data is a person. He does NOT deserve to be considered as anything close to our perverse, failed, disgusting inversion of what could have been beautiful someday. He would hate this shit just as much as you or I. Unlike LLM's, he *does* represent the best of his entire colony and family.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Rust in Peace, beautiful, mythical console I have memories of envying someone else for owning with Gradius.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

South Park ruined a generation, but, I hope Godzilla and the other monster beat each other to death.

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josh (oldfriend99) @oldfriend99.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

The problem with AI is you can't really shoot it in the head yet

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Some1 should ban him for breaking the TO- Shit. Nvm.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

There is a punk show tonight I'm not healthy enough to go to. So, my day is over. That letter ruined the window I had to get ready, anyway. I give up.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

'Its bandcamp Friday' I still can't afford equipment and nothing works. FML.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I'm gonna die from stress, having not accomplished anything. Bc ghouls all murdered me in broad daylight. I cannot do this anymore. I'd rather be literally tortured.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

The amount of pain they're putting people like me through, the healthcare industry, is unacceptable in a civilized society. I shouldn't have this many absolute breakdowns in the health I am in. Everyone who is cis should be CRUSADING against this shit bc I don't have the hit points or right to.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I hope all you phone tag, fine print WORMS all get exactly what you deserve for X-Mas. I hate you all. I had to go to court to get on SSI. How DARE you call welfare recipients and the disabled 'parasites'?! Look in the mirror, ye cvnts. Learn how to spacewalk into a Blazar, you pieces of shit!!

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

After a panic attack where the letter told me it would choose a health insurance *for me* by October 1st. Then, she proudly told me I'd have 'Medicaid for October that's 'regular medicaid' Until my plan 'starts' NOVEMBER 1st.' Every single day, I beg the Universe to stop people like you from work.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

'Thank you *so* much' I say to the narcissistic, psychopath bird 🐦 working for the insurance enrollment center, making sure to validate their ego so that they don't arbitrarily decide I'm too rude to receive medicine. 'You're *so* helpful. Thank you *air quotes*. Have a GREAT Friday.'

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

>Receives letter from HFS >'Choose your healthcare plan by October 1st' >Literally just applied and successfully did an interview last month >Receives letter on October 2nd I cant do this forever. Holy fuck.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Again, Knowles is doing this because he's weird and ugly, inside and out. He's a goddamn freak. He's grotesque.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Wish the admins would just accept their audience and who uses their platform and just would lean into it. It isnt even capitalism anymore if they don't sell a goods or service to the people who want it/It goes so far beyond the idea of supply and demand. Absurd stretch for a platform/business idea

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Everything is Back to the Future 2 forever and ever until the Sun Engulfs Terra.

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deviousxen 🏳️‍⚧️ @deviousxen.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I hope this documentary shatters what is left of your ego, dude. By all means- Climb higher than you ever have. It will make the fall so funny, man.

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