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maple 🤍

@devilious.bsky.social
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another day rotting in hell 22 years ago, I was dead nonbinary (femme presenting) (edsky + jiraisky )

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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
my situationship left me on read I can’t even with this rn. does he hate me? i can’t genuinely tell
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
the guy told me to delete a pic bc apparently he thinks that he owns me and my autonomy and now he says he’s leaving. it’s literally been three days like what the hell is going on
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
good morning. the decision to deny me disability from the ssa is nice. totally not losing it or whatever
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
plus these LL skirts. im buying them off of taobao bc im a fatass but yknow…
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
im trying to figure out which one of these blouses will look better on me #jiraisky helppp
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
8.25.26 - 167.2
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
8.24.26 - 168.4 i almost hit my limit for today ugh im such a 🐷
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 25/08/2026
back on my bs again (wl and cal tracker) sw 168.4 gw1 150
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
since when college professors were adamant about using a.i.?
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
good evening! life is kind of like hell in terms of staying s0ber but im getting through it. school is starting monday and i am not ready for that either 😭 how to function like a normal adult
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
yeaaaa
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
it was my birthday a month ago but my after party starts today:
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
this girl i found on twt is literally goals im krilling myself (cr: lambloli)
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
the scenes that show kangel/ame glitching is how i felt while i was 0d’ing (do not mind the cover lol)
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
mid vs peak
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
bro can yall be less obvious abt it? 😭😭
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
8.8 i keep forgetting that this thread exists. but im back rsing again
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
the vibe i want to bring to the function:
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
i ♡ buying fake designer shit on taobao. like don’t get started on d1or perfume, m¢m bags, and v1v1enne westw00d
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
how you probably felt writing that:
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
i had like 3 pages worth of notes that i needed to tell him before it was over. why do I literally do everything at the last minute?
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
my current love life rant // im so lost here
some guy who i keep splitting on keeps messaging me every single day at intervals saying, "good morning, i hope you're okay, good night, i love you, etc" and i don't respond for days. im not good enough for him. he's way too kind but extremely horny which makes me split all on him indirectly the time.

i want to tell him to stfu, leave me alone, and then block but he's the only thing in my life rn (relationship wise) that cares and worries about my mental health. i want to start something and tell him that he only cares about my body but tbh it's my fault and it's not like i can complain bc im using him for my own benefit anyway for a love plot. we met on nsfw bsky when i was looking for attention in that point of my life after i broke it off with my ex.i complain about being alone all the time but when he messages me, i feel grossed out by a lot of messages and i decide i hate him for the time being. i constantly apologize to him even though sometimes i really don't mean it. i lie and say i love him when i really don't (or im not sure if i do). today i just messaged him, "are we dating?" and he hasn't responded yet. i do like him (i think?) and i do want to pursue a relationship with him but i always take things too fast and end up ruining it for myself and the other party. i should just put a halt on my love life and never turn back
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
——presenting: maple’s intro ー ednos - bpd - mixed bipolar - cptsd ー i go by all pronouns but they/them is preferred ♡ : being chronically online, manga & vn, dnb-breakcore-jungle-hip hop influences, jirai kei 🚫non edsky, jiraitwt or ventsky dni - block don’t report🚫
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
y’all do not 0d cuz wtffff
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
sexual rant // ptsd hid over spolier bc i have minors following me and i really don’t want them interacting with the post
i hate my ex but i miss when we used to fuck every single day. even when they coerced me. there was not a day we missed since our fourth date. they were
truly the only one to not judge me (for my scars/cutting, my body, the way i talk, my mental health, drug and ale addiction, and my shopping sprees) before they used it against me right at the end of our relationship.

now, imagine me, struggling to get laid because im way too awkward and the scars on my body are genuinely scaring ppl away (yes, some guy i met up on hinge JUST told me that they refuse to have sex with me bc they felt weirded out by my scars. plus the girl i blocked a month ago) it's just really me and my right hand against the world wtf
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
ootd #jiraisky
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
didn’t get a bingo but perhaps it’s a good thing
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
fuck.
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
which blouse? im gnna to start expanding my classic jirai wardrobe bc the look is just too iconic #jiraisky
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
8.1 im not hungr¥ im not hungr¥ im not hungr¥ im not-
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
7.31 the ER was a great distraction 👍
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
hi… im gnna stay sober for now on
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
my mom gifted me this miku cup yayay
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
lyric so real
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
d00rdash haul
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
7.29 had a little too much to drink around lunchtime ugh
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
7.28 went to bed hungr¥ like the little caterpillar i am
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
sounds about right
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
sketched a bit while smoking ^^
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
went on twt n this is the first thing i saw. never trusting a medical professional again cuz wtf?
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
7.27 ok here we go
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
bought some jirai stuff to fill the void
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
f4sting for 36 hours. so far im not hungr¥. i really need to get some b/\/\i 30’s. im currently 168lbs and 5’2
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
and this one too. i heard great things abt it
intermittent fasting tracker app
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
i wish i was a bjd doll
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
fit for friyay ^^ my thighs are rlly big holy
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
this is how i feel rn
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
7.20 updating again bc we’re so fucking back
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maple 🤍 @devilious.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
caption: when you have a sick mind but not a sick body so it doesn't even matter
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