Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 21/05/2026I understand waiting a long time at the pharmacy. I understand waiting a long time to see the doctor. Not really things you should rush. What I don't freaking understand is why there is only a SINGULAR admin when there are DOZENS of patients waiting to be registered. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 10/05/2026Ah, how fun. Reading about my country's downfall from an international publication because what is free speech here, right? 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 10/05/2026Don't you just hate it when your hypomania ends in the middle of three projects, and you realize just how tired you are and how much money you've already sunk into it, but you kinda just want to go to sleep and do nothing else bc the depression is starting to kick in, instead of finishing them? 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 17/04/2026"A blockage of Wikipedia in Indonesia will “deny the fourth most populous country in the world access to the largest free knowledge repository”, the statement [from Wikimedia] said." That's the point. The government wants to keep us uninformed. www.straitstimes.com/asia/se-asia...straitstimes.comUnder blackout threat, Wikimedia to hold talks with IndonesiaJakarta had threatened to block Wikipedia over rules the firm says departs from human rights norms. Read more at straitstimes.com. Read more at straitstimes.com. 122
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 14/03/2026I've always found it funny, bc I'm delirious from waiting for hours, that the pharmacist has to tell me what meds, when I'm supposed to take it, and how much, when I've pretty much been on the same cocktail of meds for months, maybe even over a year. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 06/03/2026We're roughly halfway through Ramadan, a month that I somehow both dread and look forward to at the same time. medium.com/@hypercaring...medium.comCulture, Religion, and Capitalism: The Lack of Consumption that Celebrates The Act of ConsumptionWith the fasting done during Ramadan, the month has made food that much more important. The act of not eating or abstaining from certain… 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 05/03/2026How do you mourn someone you don't know personally but had a huge impact on your life? 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 04/03/2026The thing (for me) about being BP2 and medicated is that it's getting harder and harder for me to tell the difference between a manic episode and a depressive one. For the last couple of days, I've had this sadness, and I haven't eaten much. So I thought, here we go, oncoming depressive episode. 120
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 25/02/2026Never thought I'd have to explain to my 65 year old mother about the SSD shortage. The repair cost was too high and at that point might as well just get her a new tablet. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 22/02/2026Just want to share something cool. This photo, often referred to as The Afghan Girl, is one that most if not all photography students have learned. I have seen it many, many times, but I never thought I'd see it in the flesh, as it was first meant to be presented to the world. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 05/02/2026The thing about having consumption being the theme of what I'll work on this year is...don't start with playing The Witcher 3! I had the first draft of this written at the end of December, but finally, here it is. #videogame #deathoftheauthor medium.com/@hypercaring...medium.comI played a game I swore I would never play. I hate how much I enjoyed it.A review of the game, my history with Harry Potter, and, surprise, a discussion about the phrase “The Death of the Author.” 010
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 28/01/2026I was only in game development for a very short time but it was long enough to know just how true this is. Y'all, the amount of times my boss complained about the publisher... (which doesn't exist anymore btw which is very telling.) www.pcgamer.com/gaming-indus...pcgamer.comIndie devs should avoid 'most indie publishers' says Manor Lords indie publisher Hooded Horse: 'The vast majority of indie publishers are predatory and opportunistic'"People can hate me for this if they want." 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 19/01/2026I've been taking meds for my bipolar 2 for the past year or so. I've forgotten taking them every now and then but not like yesterday. Yesterday, I didn't take any meds at all because I was too distracted playing Witcher 3. Today I had a panic attack for the first time in around a year. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 19/01/2026As someone who started regularly exercising last year BECAUSE I turned 35, this is kind of depressing. But at least the research also shows it's not NOTHING. Even starting late, I'm still improving my overall health. www.sciencedaily.com/releases/202...sciencedaily.comA 47-year study reveals when fitness and strength start to fadeA long-running Swedish study has followed adults for nearly five decades, uncovering when physical decline truly begins. Fitness and strength start slipping around age 35, then worsen gradually with a... 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 15/01/2026I'm bored waiting for my dnd session tonight, so I want to write about something I found really intriguing. Did you know that hair texture can change as you age? (It's farther down the article.) www.healthline.com/health/beaut...healthline.comHere's What to Expect From Your Hair As You AgeGet experts tips on caring for your hair in every stage of life. 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 14/01/2026Happy New Year, I'm writing again medium.com/@hypercaring...medium.comForget about New Year’s Resolution, I have a New Year ThemeDepending on which statistics you find, up to 90% of people who had a New Year’s Resolution quit within weeks of the ringing of the bell. I… 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 11/08/2025God, I really wish I were a better Indonesian reader. I'm still not done reading this! I have to read some sentences twice to fully understand them. I spend less than a third of my life outside of Indonesia, and I'm a better English reader than an Indonesian one. 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 07/08/2025I Must Write. That's it. medium.com/@hypercaring...medium.comI Must WriteIn around 3 days, I will no longer have a Medium subscription. But it doesn’t mean I’ll stop writing. 010
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 01/08/2025Y'all, I don't handle anger well, turns out. I'm not usually an angry person (like almost never) so I never worked on this when I was regularly meeting my therapist. (Don't have money to afford her services again unfortunately.) What do I do with this? How does anger management work???? 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 01/08/2025I'm currently interviewing for a ghostwriting contract in which the interviewer asked me to send 2-3 articles about the topic. So I wrote it and sent it. She then accused me of using AI to generate these articles. My blood started to boil. 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 29/07/2025Do you ever just see something and goes "THAT. I WANT THAT"? Well this is THAT for me last weekend. 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 29/07/20255 years ago, within days of each other, three people who had giant impacts on my life passed away. The most important was my father. Of course he was. He named me. He raised me. His DNA is a part of mine. His behaviors and mannerisms are a blueprint for mine. He died of lung cancer. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 08/07/2025To photograph or not to photograph, that is the question. #photography #unbelonging #visualart medium.com/@hypercaring...medium.comIf I don’t take photos during my vacation, am I still a photographer?In six days, I took a measly six photos. I didn’t bring any camera equipment. But I still had my phone. So why didn’t I take more photos? 130
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 23/06/2025It's here! I'm so glad I could be a part of this project all the way from the other side of the globe. I can't participate in Pride here but I can participate in this way. feelszine.com/collections/...feelszine.comPrideThe relationship between our 2SLGBTQQIA+ identities and pride is deeply personal, storied, and nuanced. Between ourselves as individual beautiful beings and the social discourse of pride and queerness... 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 07/06/2025If I had a nickel for every Broadway show that I loved involved two female leads, both nominated for Tonys, hated each other's guts in the beginning, had the love interest changed his attention from one to the other, had a "swordfight", has fake murder(s), who then became lifelong friends... 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 05/06/2025Looking at a list of design-related companies for work and saw one called Jati Kebon from Belgium. Got suspicious, looked at their website. Yup, their name was inspired by the durable teak (jati) wood grown in Indonesia. And kebon is Indonesian for garden. 101
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 08/05/2025Thanks to the Threat Soap, it feels like I’m doing a micro-performance everyday. I didn’t make clear in my last post about the soap of its dimensions but it is roughly 15 × 6 × 4 cm. Or at least that was its measurements when I took this photo, fresh off of a shower. #threatsoap #contemporaryart 111
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 06/05/2025Started out as a shower thought, ended up writing about motherhood from the perspective of the child. #writing #musicaltheater #intothewoods #motherhood medium.com/hc5-geekery/...medium.com“I don’t want another mother” — a look into motherhoodWhat are you trying to say, Jack? 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 30/04/2025As a writer who is 1/2, I've noticed that when I write, especially fiction, I have to describe the scene visually. I'm playing a text TTRPG and I kept describing how my character is sitting in every post. I noticed that some of my fellow players were not doing this. 120
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 28/04/2025I’m reading Jim Supangkat’s essay on the rise and fall of the New Fine Art Movement in Indonesia. (Only a third through, I’m a much slower reader in Indonesian.) There are already several fascinating insights that Jim wrote, like how the movement is not a trend or school of art like 1/5 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 24/04/2025A Cubano that I used to have many times when I was living in Singapore. It was only a couple of blocks from my HDB complex and it was somehow halal. I probably will never set foot in SG again and there is nowhere near me that sells good sandwiches let alone a Cubano. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 24/04/2025Everyone is talking about Conclave but here I am flashbacking to reading Dan Brown's Angels and Demons for the first time in the late 00s. 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 21/04/2025I've been using an LLM for my day job and it's great. That's because my day job is mostly writing emails and pitches to be sent to hundreds of companies and publications. I just need a template and it makes my job way easier. It's a different story for my other job as a freelance writer. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 20/04/2025Spent HOURS trying to connect a controller to my RG35XXSP so I could plug it into my monitor and turn it into a mini "console", even installed another OS, and then I realized when was I ever going to do that?? If I plugged it into my desk monitor then I could just emulate on my computer! 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 10/04/2025Maybe this is a little bit dark but a part of me is glad that my dad passed in 2020 and is not a witness to the condition of our government right now. He was one of the rare civil workers who never abused his high position in the government. In fact, he was actively fighting against those who did. 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 08/04/2025I made it to the semifinals for the Kinsman Quarterly Winds of Asia Awards! Now to wait two more months to find out the winner. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 05/04/2025Is it a curse or a blessing that your meds ran out just as you were entering your hypomanic state but it also happened a couple of days before a giant family gathering when your family is the host and you had to bake 100+ cinnamon rolls? 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 02/04/2025Downloaded a stretching app because I've been dealing with joint pains lately that may or may not have to do with the new meds I'm taking. In the welcome email, they told me about Habit Stacking, where you "stack" a new habit on top of one you already have, and that kind of blew my mind. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 01/04/2025Losing my father was hard but losing him thinking I never made a proper connection with him was even harder. Knowing that I did (and in some ways still do) have a connection with him made it easier.medium.com5 years after my father died, I finally realized what I had in common with himYes, part of is the amount of cameras we both own, but it’s so much more than that. 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 24/03/2025The Black December Statement didn’t come without consequences for its signatories. Many of those artists were “suspended indefinitely” from their schools, or in other words, they were expelled. Ris Purwono was one of those “suspended” artists along with Bonyong and FX Harsono. #contemporaryart 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 21/03/2025Got my first unsolicited email today for my hypercaring5 IG account to help "grow my audience." As if I care about that. That account is basically just an online portfolio now. Though I am strangely flattered, even if just a teeny tiny bit. 010
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 20/03/2025This article (and turns out there are several more on Medium) and the current political environment in Indonesia had me thinking. Is there really a "best" country to live in? medium.com/fourth-wave/...medium.comIf You’re Planning to Leave Trump’s America, Don’t Come To EuropeReality looks different on the other side of the Atlantic 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 18/03/2025I am starting to love the 2022 cast recording over the original almost entirely because of Phillipa Soo. Also, I wish I could hear a recording of Denée Benton's Cinderella. I loved her in The Great Comet. 000
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 17/03/2025This is a bar of soap from Shilpa Gupta's "Threat" displayed at MACAN's Voice Against Reason exhibition. The first as it looked after almost a year sitting on my shelf and the second after I used it to bathe. #contemporaryart #contemporaryartist #asianartist #soutasianartist #threatsoap 120
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 17/03/2025Allow me to rant a little bit about the world's general view of Indonesia, especially in terms of arts and culture. It seems that everyone thinks there is Indonesia and then there is Bali as if they are two different entities. www.khanacademy.org/humanities/a...khanacademy.orgKhan Academy 101
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 13/03/2025I've been submitting pitches, essays, and stories to publications and as per the norm, most of these weren't accepted. That being said, I'm really proud of the fact that I was submitting at all. A year ago I would've been too anxious and missed 100% of the chances that I didn't take. 120
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 13/03/2025I was wondering why I was getting so many notifications from my PS app about games on my wishlist being on sale. Turns out it's because of this. 100
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 12/03/2025Another signatory of the Black December Statement was Hardi, an artist who studied at Akademi Seni Rupa Indonesia in Yogyakarta. (You might have noticed that many of the signatories are from Yogya’s art school. This is a discussion/article for another day.) #contemporaryart #indonesianartist 110
Dea Ratna @dearatna.bsky.social · 02/03/2025So I was right, Disco Elysium is a much better experience for me without the voiceovers. Didn't realize that was such a big hang-up for me. 120