asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 07/07/2026i dunno if anyone else will relate to this, but i always have trouble being referred to as “girl”, i’m fine being called a woman & she/her pronouns but i think the issue stems from being demonized and minimized by men (& my mom) as “just a little girl” who holds no power… does this make sense? 020
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 04/07/2026i had a hypnagogic hallucination while half asleep last night and it was of someone scratching my foot ❤️ and then immediately afterwards i got an intrusive thought saying, “it’s dad 😊” (my dad is dead, guys) 000
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 21/06/2026i just wanna take a minute to say happy father’s day to my own dad. i never got the chance to know him, he passed when i was 10, and i only in the past few years found him through 23 & me, and i only know… well, hardly anything about him, but in my dreams he comes to visit me sometimes and it is [+] 100
Reposted by asa 🐝Kat Tenbarge @kattenbarge.bsky.social · 15/06/2026When I was 15 I was using social media to learn about abortion rights, LGBTQ identity and history, and of course blog up to 8 hours a day about Supernatural. I demand the next generation have the same rights I did 433038766
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 16/06/2026#DEANWINCHESTER: punisher by phoebe bridgers. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8sXcjpV/ 011
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 07/06/2026had a dream about mick davies and donatello hooking up 000
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 06/06/2026explained to my mom what a microagression is & that her calling gay peoples’ partners their “friend” is one, and she straight up told me that she doesn’t care so…. now i’m kinda not caring that she got sick last night due to the egg cleanse. 010
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 06/06/2026did an egg cleanse…. my mom got violently sick afterwards 000
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 05/06/2026it bothers the fuck out of me that my mom calls gay peoples partners their “friend”. and then when i tell her that sounds homophobic she’s all “well it’s not it’s just a generational thing!!!!” 010
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 02/06/2026oh and they also have it listed as one of my diagnosis’ ‘dual role transvestism’ LMFKDDKDK that’s such an outdated term why couldn’t you just say gender dysphoria HELLO 110
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 02/06/2026i found out today from mychart that i was diagnosed way back in 2023 with an autoimmune disease called sjrogens disease and no doctor thought to mention it?!?!?! 110
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 01/06/2026told my therapist about my recent OCD diagnosis and her advice for me was to simply not engage in my compulsions 💛💛 thanks doc 🥳👍🏻 (she also said rumination wasn’t a part of OCD) 110
Reposted by asa 🐝Ariel 💚💙 🎃 @corrupttouch.bsky.social · 25/05/2026Dean Winchester is cooking a delicious breakfast of scrambled eggs, bacon, and pancakes, while listening and humming along to non-AI Metallica’s “Master of Puppets,” and when Cas walks into the kitchen, Dean says “I love you” to Cas for the fifth time today 3425
Reposted by asa 🐝Brian Stack @brianstack153.bsky.social · 26/05/2026Everything is terrible but here’s a picture of our very much-loved and much-missed old dog Darby being too lazy to get up after mail was dropped on him through the door-slot. 1294964254
Reposted by asa 🐝🕸️ElizabethFan72🏈 @elizabethfan72.bsky.social · 26/05/2026🖌️Rose Doublet, acrylic on board 422377260
Reposted by asa 🐝💙💚Kiki At The Mirror | I need them back | 🇮🇹 @kikiatthemirror.bsky.social · 25/05/2026Thinking about these particular words today... All I touch and how I steal The fantasy was far too real Oh, so I let it slip away 092
Reposted by asa 🐝Ariel 💚💙 🎃 @corrupttouch.bsky.social · 26/05/2026Thinking about the light spreading over Dean’s face and overcoming the darkness when he finds out Cas is alive 03510
Reposted by asa 🐝Cats of Yore @catsofyore.bsky.social · 25/05/2026Royalty. 👑 Photo from my collection, 1963. 141756150
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 21/05/2026i had a CDA appointment for my case management with a woman named jody and every ten minutes i was fighting the urge to infodump to her about jody and asa’s love story in this show called supernatural that she most certainly wouldn’t care about and would most certainly would make things awkward 010
Reposted by asa 🐝spn_thirst @magentagirl.bsky.social · 21/05/2026#dailyspnthirst This one is for today 0166
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 11/05/2026"you know why redwoods can grow so high? they move and bend with the wind. if you stay rigid, eventually you'll break." —henrietta wilson, 9-1-1 000
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 11/05/2026every time kim rhodes likes my replies i have mini heart palpitations 110
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 11/05/2026updated my fic !!!! archiveofourown.org/works/83820181 020
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 11/05/2026accidentally got carried away and wrote an 11k chapter in my fic… oops?? 010
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 06/05/2026why are doctors so useless and neglectful to disabled and neurodivergent patients. went to the e.r. yesterday bc i couldn’t fucking walk without pain in my calfs. legs were swollen & red, circulation was cut off. what did this doctor tell me? that it was probably allergies. i don’t have allergies. 000
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 03/05/2026YESTERDAY WAS SAM’S BIRTHDAY AND I FORGOT…. #fakefan 010
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 01/05/2026have 3 quarters of the next chapter of borrowed air written. now i just have to convince myself to finish it. 010
Reposted by asa 🐝jocelyngould.bsky.social @jocelyngould.bsky.social · 29/04/2026Daily #Destiel 💙💚 Late night conversations. 😊😍❤️ 0247
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 29/04/2026a character i love bc @flabershlap101.bsky.social tagged me in this (not tagging 5 mutuals tho)media.tenor.coma close up of a man 's face wearing a grey shirt and smiling .ALT: a close up of a man 's face wearing a grey shirt and smiling . 110
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 28/04/2026sometimes i pretend to be knowin but i don’t be knowin 031
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 27/04/2026started rewatching spn with a friend who is watching it all for the first time now and this is probably what i looked like to them when dean came onto the screen 030
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 27/04/2026ended my engagement, moved halfway across the u.s. (once more) and started diving into writing fanfic again here’s my latest: a modern au deancas fic about preacher son cas / mechanic dean navigating love, life n’ loss. check out the first chapter if you want. archiveofourown.org/works/83820181 140
Reposted by asa 🐝Jim Beaver @jumblejim.bsky.social · 02/03/2026My friend, my lover, my bright light, my beautiful costar Carrie Anne Fleming, who played Bobby Singer's wife Karen on Supernatural died on Thursday, February 26, after confronting cancer for a long time. My heart is broken. 11533544
asa 🐝 @deanscardigan.bsky.social · 06/03/2026just logged on to say this was the highlight of my day 140
Reposted by asa 🐝𝕂𝕚𝕜𝕚 💙💚 @kikireads.bsky.social · 05/03/2026What the fuck am I supposed to do with this Kripke??! 1214