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@deadispretty.bsky.social
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♡ sh/ed acc ♡ 20 ♡ FAT ♡ they/them ♡ British ♡ BPD/PTSD/EDNOS (etc)

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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
She was euthanised yesterday morning. She was her happy normal self just Fri, she took a turn for the worse on Sat and we took her to the emergency vets (they gave her meds and a fluid injection) but encouraged us to take her home instead of stay for an IV drip. Two days later she died in my arms. 💔
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Ts was more like burgers than steak tf 💔
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Been craving a steak lately (which tbh I’ve never had before) but I found these today! It was the only pack in the reductions too :>
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Yeah just keep ignoring me NHS this is definitely fine and normal 🙄
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Caught my head on smth now I feel like Harry Potter
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Flooded my kitchen bc my asshole neighbours can make noise any hour of the fucking day/night but If I make too much noise I get fucking eviction warnings. This place not only plays favourites but is blatantly sexisit The ONLY thing I can fo to drown out noise is to run my shower/taps HENCE THE FLOOD
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Officially lost 1 link since I started using this despite having a couple days break here and there
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Think I went too far can’t properly bend 3/5 toes on my left foot now
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
I’m having so many intense feelings its giving me emotional constipation
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
When knives dont cut but they drop :>
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Its not stopping and neither rcan I help
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Hurts so good
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
This is so fun :>
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Repeatdly dropping knife on foot tip first
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
New month new chance I’m logging my weight everytime even if I’m embarrassed cuz I need to stay accountable and actually know how much I lose this month
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Sees weight in kg: okay not great Sees weight in st: wtv idk this shit anyway Sees weight in lbs: *instant trigger* I’m almost 200lbs???? 😭😭 I was in the 120s before
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
My dream last night was weird, I was in my flat but it actually was my flat (locations get warped in my dream my flat has never actually looked like my flat in my dreams) and my ex was there. The second I realised he wasn’t supposed to be there cuz he’s banned I instantly woke up
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
No clue how many cals for today but I burned 250 which is not my greatest but I’m physically sore and fatigued
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
I gained over a kg since yesterday, why must my body hate me :(
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Its gone already… I posted this THREE minutes ag Uk wtf sort ur weather out PLEASE
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
THUNDERSTORM YAY ❤️
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Can’t even havev a w*nk bc ik too drunk fuck why do I always do this
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Caved and ate noodles (+430 cals = 1000 not including alch) but I still wanna eat Doesn’t help when I kinda wanna take a metab day to reset my system have a feeling I’ll end up getting fatty takeout which is so fatty I’m sure I’ll gain
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Left my flat for a bit, coming back in all I can smell is the food I cooked, I wanna eat again so bad but all I have will double my cals for the day help
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I just accidentally dropped my biggest knife on my foot, its a small wound but it hurts sm
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Love how I’ve burned 10 cals just from moving the washing from the machine to the dryer & going back and forth to check on the pasta
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
My dumass forgot to add the pasta, dinner est is actually 620
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I wanna see a lot my autumn thinspo on my feed now that we’re slowly transitioning Autumn/winter thinspo his so hard
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
20 to 4 in the afternoon, burned 370cals so far
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
If its still raining later I might go for a little walk, I love the rain and have really missed it with the recent heatwaves
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
THIS IS NOT INCLUDING ALCH CALS!! I drink straight from the bottle so it’s hard to measure exactly how much so I don’t count them tbh.. this is my first drink in days tho so my gaining/maintaining still doesn’t make sense
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Est cals for dinner: 450 Currently burned (its 2:30min the afternoon): 225cals Current net: 225cals
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Btw if ur wondering why tonights plate seems sm more than tomorrows is because it feels illegal to have an omelette w/o cheese which is high cal, the chicken isn’t so bad
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Cooking made me super hungry so will probably break my fast before 6 (my usual dinner time)
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
My new watch arrives today, problem is its being delivered to my mum’s and I won’t be there till Wednesday My watch still works fine but the broken strap is less than ideal since its a hassle to take on and of for washing up, showeing etc
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Is there a website I can use to add more than 5 things from a recipe to see the cal total without downloading yet another app? I use nutracheck to track cals & weight and adding a meal (ur own recipe) used to be a free feature but it no longer is so I can only add 5 items per day
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I love that my mum taught me how to season young because I literally guess every time & 8/10 times it comesbout perfect
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Didn’t end up cooking the fridge bits yesterday but I’ve finally done it :> Plate is for the pasta tonight and the bowl is for an omelette tomorrow
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Proceeds to do washing up and put on a wash (laundry)
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Took a massive shit and lost NOTHING 💔
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
I think I need today to be a rest day from housework because I did too much yesterday and I have to go to the cat sanctuary tomorrow
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Burned 130cals within an hour of waking up
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Ig ultimately I was 99kg first time I weighed towards the beginning of the month but I didn’t track it because I was too embarrassed but I’ve lost a total of 16.4kg this month which isn’t bad Whyyy didn’t I just record it all 😭😭
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Like I’m so confused of was going down now its just ???
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Well I lost but I only lost half a kg.. I used to be able to lose a full one overnight what is going on
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Apparently I did 12,730 steps today no wonder I’m sore
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
So they didn’t have my bread which mean it ended up lower cal Ate: 650 Burned: 650 Net: 0 That wasn’t even on purpose but surely I should lose tomorrow now after gaining & then maintaining
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
230 net actually I did the math wrong
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Gonna cook up the stuff in the fridge tonight so I can keep it in the fridge longer, then pretty much all I have to do tomorrow is cook the pasta and the meal prep will seem less daunting
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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Imma omad subway again I’ve burned quite a few cals and it puts my net at 330 (still got more to burn tho)
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