What would it have been like? If I had sacrificed myself to become someone else. There were, perhaps, at least two different people I could ...

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Growing older, I can't tell whether it's gotten better or worse compared to before -- the feeling, sometimes, of wanting to turn my back on ...

What else can I say, really? Things are alright. Not great, not bad, just alright. I seem to have drifted away from ALTTPR for now, I guess ...

Meeting someone new, feels a bit strange these days. I was always unapologetic about who I was, in some regards, but it feels like in the pa...

Stay, won't you? My love for you is so unwavering that I may sometimes have even taken it for granted. We may never be like we were once bef...

I met them in my dream -- the one that I said "I love you" to. But in the end I knew that they wouldn't understand anything I said, that it ...

Should probably write in here more often, I always found it to be theraputic earlier in life to write down all the mundane stuff. I've been ...

I am the wolf in the desert, the star that shed its orbit. I am the bird who clipped her own wings, the caterpillar who refused to emerge. I...

I guess it is a lesson I've taken away from my experiences? I'm beginning to think more along the lines of "why should I?", and "what have y...

Why is it that people have such exacting standards for who they deem worthy as romantic partners, but assume that they will be alright spend...

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The end is nothing more than a return to what once was. You have spent almost all of eternity not existing, and will continue to evermore. I...

How many children have gone hungry because of your generosity? How much debt did you incur to pay your respects to God? How many flowers wer...

I am not simply lonely, but sad for all that I have "lost". Yet, I would never blame any of those who "abandoned" me, for most of them never...

You who would decry me for doing something which I found was espoused.  You who would twist your words, twisting them like daggers "for my b...

From https://blacktabbygames.medium.com/on-writing-scarlet-hollow-episodes-4-and-5-edition-and-maybe-the-roads-untraveled-too-490a012808ca  ...

I'm...doing alright, maybe? It was a bit up and down of a day; another occurrence of me falling asleep and not really having the strength to...

Previous one: https://ddrkirbyisq.blogspot.com/2025/05/big-dance-2025.html   Yet another one in the books...this was my 11th Big Dance all-n...

We are always losing something or another, or at the very least, feeling like we are.  Sometimes more quickly, at other times more gradually...

This is a submission form for the Steam sale event, Nonbinary Coded Games, which will be happening from July 13 10:00 AM Pacific Time to July 20 10:00 AM Pacific Time. (July 14 is International Non-Bi...

Week is starting off okay, I think.  Had a nice massage, gamed a bunch, and I've setup my new monitor.  As reported by others online, there ...

The past—and the past before that—that you’ve overcome That is *Who you are, who you are* The hand you reach out, the glint at your fingerti...

So many times have I discovered that people's preconceptions of how life -- sometimes, my life in particular -- ought to be lived are blatan...

I mean, what there left to say, really? There is always something beautiful -- or at the very least, resonant -- in the humanity of it all.....

Do you see it? The warm light ahead, the promise of a better world, the reason why you have worked so hard to become who you are, and no one...

There's something about like, "fear of failure" where you're supposed to just "go out and fail a bunch" and get it out of your system, suppo...

The Journey anniversary (March 13) is one of those "annual events" that comes along every year, along with the other ones (usually VBall, Fa...

Another ball came and went.  I've lost count of how many I've been to at this point, but the last post is here , to keep the chain going, I ...

I usually feel like I should be blogging before bed but somehow I've not been the best at getting to it, which I guess is slightly concernin...

I think it's time for me to really sit down with an update...well, here we go. My upcoming trip got cancelled, probably for the best for all...

I feel their silent judgment, the spite in their voices.  These are the kind of memories that leave scars, their mark on your psyche a cruel...

It's still going okay.  I have my 5th match coming up for ALTTPR and I've been trying to cram for that to make sure I'm prepared.  Fortunate...

Things are going okay.  I wrapped up a fun/busy weekend full of activities and am feeling thankful that Monday is a off-day for me to just c...

But why?  Why couldn't I save you?  Why did you have to go?   So I'm doing pretty well, but also pretty sad.  Both are true, almost assuredl...

I keep on meaning to write here but end up getting sidetracked into other things.  I've been continuing to play lots of stuff, whether it be...