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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I just made a breakthrough during writing practice I know how to tell シ and ツ apart and ソ and ン apart, it's all in the stroke direction and they match the height of the sound in your mouth I struggled with this for so long but now I get it

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

recovering from this surgery is the hardest thing I've ever done and it hasn't really felt worth it yet I know it will but I need it to soon I am losing my mind

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

I hate myself so much I'm such a weak pathetic idiot who can't handle any kind of pain and hardship and I ruin everything I touch by being an autistic moron I don't deserve friends I don't deserve to live

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

if only there was some sort of symbol or something to tell me which is the left sock and which is the right sock so I wouldn't have to figure it out by wearing them

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

anyone else find modern Minecraft caves kind of overstimulating

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I love committing horrors as Japan in Victoria 2 to escape the horrors of real life for a bit

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I love Phoenix so fucking much. I'm gonna marry her someday I know I will

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I know it won't alleviate most of my dysphoria with that area of my body, it doesn't give me everything that I want and I will always know that what's there was surgically created, but I was hoping it would help more

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I do wish bottom surgery alleviated more dysphoria than it has so far. It's done very little so far, but to be fair it's only been 2.5 weeks and everything still hurts so

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I have sooo many dumbass jokes about my bottom surgery results but I cannot make any of them in public this sucks

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I love my wife she's so nice to me I'm in so much pain and I'm helpless and I feel like a baby I hate it but my wife is going to take care of meee

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Man life as a squishmallow in the toy store world would fucking suck, imagine you're just a fucking ball...

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

eating breakfast and watching c span life is good never kill yourself

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

BOTTOM SURGERY AIN'T SHIT PUSSY UNBROKEN (damn I'm sore though)

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

I'm a girl so it's not called manipulation it's called girlbossing

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

oh, the atheism thing was after btw. Whatever happened was earlier and unrelated my assumption was always that it was male puberty starting, but I feel like something else had to have happened too. What the fuck was it

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

I remember being an innocent child at 9-10 and I remember already being depressed at 11 but I don't remember what happened in between all I remember is my best friend noticing a dramatic shift in me and blaming it on herself and my mom saying I was "never a happy child" a few years later

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

thinking about how a genuine factor in me becoming an atheist when I was 11 was me thinking "if god is real why did he make the world hell" why was preteen me already disenchanted with the world around me what the hell happened to me

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phen @aphenomena.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Almost a year later and I stand by this

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

I really need to stop pretending like I'm mildly lactose intolerant omg

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

ding dong the wicked mitch is dead wait what the hell that's not-

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I'm not even home right now because I didn't think about it so I'm okay if it takes a bit lol

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

anyway physical all the way fuck corporate greed

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

idk why people are so mad about the playstation discs not being manufactured anymore in a few years, it's not like the ps5 had games anyway this doesn't really change anything

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

confusing my grandparents by not eating breakfast (I had a really big dinner and my parents are bringing us food in two hours)

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

I mean isn't cilantro native to the americas anyway that'd probably be the answer anyway where's the fanfic

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

INDIANA ROADS ARE SO FUCKING SHIT THE RV SHOWER FUCKING SHATTERED TEMPERED GLASS BTW

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

idc that I have a stack of blank cds and can do this myself this is hilarious and I must send you more money

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

wife put me in time out I don't know what I did wrongg

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I kind of just hate existing in society I think I want to go back to my little cave

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

I was off of hrt for two weeks because of bureaucratic nonsense and now a lot of the work laser did to my facial hair is just gone super cool thanks testosterone for being poison as usual

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Graftic @graftic.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

"to your house? in 3D Land" but i actually modded daffy into the game

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hcnone | WISHLIST Endless Monday In Progress @hcnone.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

ate a burger

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

yeah it's really good idk why people were mad on twitter ok well I know why but they're wrong it was really good

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Lee Hurley @hleehurley.com · 21/06/2026

There is no evidence puberty blockers are harmful to kids. There is plenty of evidence trans kids die if they don't get them. Labour banned them.

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

my girlfriend is the prettiest in the world!!! She's so precious!!!! I love her!!! I want to kiss her again!!!! I want to cuddle with her every night!!!! I mean uhhh no I would never kiss girls I'm not gay haha I like boys or something I would never fall for another girl that'd be weird right

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

random guy in the breakroom is very loudly watching brainrot slop reels

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

growing up is realizing that yes emo songs can be cringe as hell but that's OKAY if they resonate with you that's all that matters. Vibe with them, be cringe

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Trans Peter Griffin be like: "I haven't felt this illegal since the time I drove in Kansas"

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Alejandra Caraballo @esqueer.net · 05/06/2026

The UK banning trans women from breast cancer screening gives the game away, they want trans people dead. It's social murder.

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Zapow // Baylie 🇵🇸 🇺🇦 @dazapow.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

it's time for birthday hoi4 (it's my birthday today)

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