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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

The panels for ASC 2026 were very lacklustre compared to during AFC 2025. But thankfully I have local friends to hang out with during ASC 2026, which prevented ASC 2026 from being an absolutely miserable experience.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Life feels very lonesome and one-sided. But who gives a shit?

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

I've accepted that I'll never truly belong in the furry community. But then again, I never truly belong anywhere since I was born.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

70+ years old is probably when I want to tap out of life. All the worthwhile people in my life will probably be dead, and my physical/mental health will be permanently in the shitter trajectory, by the time I'm 70+ years old.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

I've really enjoyed AFC 2025, my first AFC. And I especially want to thank @graflexfox.bsky.social, @draconemorca.bsky.social, and @dizzyrooo.bsky.social for making that happen!

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 21/09/2025

Very nice to meet @kosperry.bsky.social again at AFC 2025 yesterday! And AFC 2025 is the debut of the rat partial I got for $600 with the help of @graflexfox.bsky.social.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

⋮ Sometimes I wished I got crushed in the womb Turned to dust in the womb ⋮

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

Just finished watching "The Day the Earth Blew Up: A Looney Tunes Movie". Definitely a very fun film. And also the first time I've watched a film all by myself in the cinemas.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I've finished reading "Relinquished Realms" (Book 3), and therefore am officially halfway done with Noss Saga. Book 3 has the best pacing compared to Book 1 and Book 2. I hope @joabaldwin.com can release "Feral Flame" (Book 4) sooner than later. And I look forward to finishing Noss Saga.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

Just finished "Mask of Miscam". Now onto "Relinquished Realms".

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

I'm starting to feel like I'm becoming Ebenezer Scrooge where I hate holidays.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

Thank you @tiberiusrings.bsky.social for gifting me very cute art drawn by @fruitz.bsky.social of Dakhil, my rat fursona, alongside corgi Tiberius Rings, and Fiz, one of Fruitz's OCs. I didn't expect to receive anything during the holidays. And I honestly couldn't ask for a better friend.

Artwork drawn by Fruitz of Dakhil, my rat fursona, alongside corgi Tiberius Rings on the left, and Fiz, one of Fruitz's OCs, on the right.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

I rather forget my birthdays exist. I'm going to treat my birthdays from now on as any other regular days, where my birthdays are no longer special. But then again, I could designate my birthdays as the days where I have the right to wallow in my self-pity all day.

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Bonfire Demon @bonfiredemon.bsky.social · 13/10/2024

Sketchtober 13 - Trap ft - @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social Nude alt, 4K and (60s 1280p) timelapse for this piece available on my Patreon

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 30/09/2024

"The Wild Robot" is definitely one of the best films of 2024 for me. I'm definitely getting strong "Leafie: A Hen into the Wild" vibes.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 10/08/2024

Although I've accepted that I have to fight the battle myself with nobody by my side every day, I still feel so lonely. But when nobody gives a shit, the battle becomes exponentially harder, especially when compounded every day.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 10/08/2024

I'm aware I'm being selfish, but I feel like people are taking my existence for granted.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 07/08/2024

The death of so many prominent people in the furry community is definitely a stark reminder of the fragility of life.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 24/07/2024

Since @mousenoises.art was open for icon commissions, I decided to commission him. And I have no regrets. He made Dakhil, my rat fursona, really cute! Thank you for letting me commission you!

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 22/07/2024

I accept that ultimately, I don't matter. I accept that I can drop dead anytime, and nobody cares.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 05/07/2024

I was able to watch Robot Dreams today. Although I really enjoyed watching the film, I don't know how I feel about the ending.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 27/06/2024

Although I didn't experience as much tribulations as people older than me, I still have to be in the closet due to religious family members. So I believe Pride Month is still important, especially for the people who are still unable to come out openly and/or can't openly fight for LGBTQ+ rights.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 24/06/2024

I don't understand the appeal of growing old. I feel like the older I become, the more of everything I hold dear I lose.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 08/06/2024

So this is how Agnargsilv decides to greet me. I suppose I shouldn't be too surprised after all.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 04/06/2024

Not going to lie, when I see very talented people in the furry community at times, I feel very insignificant.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 19/05/2024

Perhaps I'm fucked up beyond belief, but I can't say I'm deathly afraid of dying young. In fact, I sometimes hope to die young.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 11/05/2024

I want to thank @tiberiusrings.bsky.social for allowing me to send my personal copies of the Simon King trilogy & "Toil and Trouble" for him to sign. I recommend checking out the Simon King trilogy, with all of books 1 & 2 on SoFurry: www.sofurry.com/browse/folde... www.sofurry.com/browse/folde...

Book 1 of the Simon King trilogy: "Come to Dust"

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 01/05/2024

My self esteem is a perpetual work in progress.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 07/04/2024

Although I'm feeling bittersweet emotions now, GSFC 2024 as my first fur con overall has definitely been a memorable experience (in a good way). I hope I can attend more fur cons in the future, but with friends and people I know next time, so my future fur con experience(s) can be more memorable.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 07/04/2024

I still don't regret attending GSFC 2024. But after letting the con experience sink in, this could be just me, but I feel a really strong implication that truly being a furry means having a fursuit. Although I have nothing against fursuits, I question whether I truly belong in the furry community.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 06/04/2024

Meeting @kosperry.bsky.social in person in a fursuit is definitely one of the highlights of GSFC 2024. (A huge pleasure to meet you in person!)

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 06/04/2024

My GSFC 2024 experience, especially as my first fur con, thus far, is not a bad experience. But I definitely think the experience could be noticeably better with friends and/or people I already know.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 05/04/2024

I'm annoyed by how the schedule said that some events are open at 10am. But the staff said nothing's open until 12pm.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 14/03/2024

How many people will run away from my lowest point?

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 10/03/2024

When I saw Tigeron Starfire commissioning a sketch of Howie and Dylan (bsky.app/profile/tige...), I knew I had to commission a sketch @vasukiart.bsky.social's Aaron (Stone) and Sean having a romantic kiss. (I'm a complete sucker for his couples in general.)

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 08/03/2024

Will 2024 be another year where many big names pass away?

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 02/03/2024

I have no business having friends who are more talented than I can ever be.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 29/02/2024

"The world doesn't revolve me, I know./The problem is that I don't want myself in it at all."

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 20/02/2024

Although I've only been in the furry fandom for a very short amount of time, I still feel sad to hear about Sy's/Mark's death this morning.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 15/02/2024

Even if I don't deserve and/or receive good things in life, I want to do everything in my power to ensure that the people I care about do receive the well deserved good things in life.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 14/02/2024

Although I have no personal incentive to celebrate Valentine's Day since I've never been in a relationship, I still would like to wish people and/or couples who do celebrate Valentine's Day a happy Valentine's Day.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 12/02/2024

I'd never thought I'd end the day learning how I possess a small piece of history. Such a strange, yet wonderful coincidence.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 11/02/2024

I hope I will have a sense of belonging and will be genuinely loved by someone. But I don't know if that will happen anytime in my lifetime.

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 10/02/2024

Happy Lunar New Year to everyone who celebrates it!

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dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social @dakhil1996nsfw.bsky.social · 10/02/2024

I want to sincerely thank @domusvocis.bsky.social for signing my personal copy of "Two Souls of Fangcrest Manor". I also wrote a review of "Two Souls of Fangcrest Manor", which can be read here for anyone who's interested: bsky.app/profile/dakh...

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