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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 17/10/2026

now reading what i understand to be the Original bad-end rape erotica novel

a worn paperback copy of Justine by Marquis de Sade, "The first American edition of his long suppressed masterpiece"

the cover depicts an illustration of a semi-nude woman, cast in blue light with an indistinct shadow behind her.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 15/10/2026

this is easily the best pair of knickknacks i've found thrifting btw . many of u on here

a faux-marble statuette of a kneeling woman, wearing an early-20th-century dress. next to her is a granite tile with text that reads: "When life gets too hard to stand... KNEEL"

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 08/10/2026

finally acquired one of these (minus the white collar, it's black all the way up, but the sleeves are exactly puffy enough!!!!)

autumn mirror selfie! she is wearing a long black button-down dress with elbow-length sleeves that are just the right amount of puffy!

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 08/10/2026

aughhh her hope is so infectious here even as it's crushed under all her doubt and conditioning .

A long time ago, on this very hill in fact, Sable read to me a story about a wondrous utopia that could only exist by perpetually torturing a single child. It seemed to me that no matter how many imperials we killed, no matter how much progress we made, even if we annihilated the empire entirely, there would still be some proverbial child somewhere suffering so the rest of us could go on.

The world's continuation in any recognizable form depended on someone's labor being ripped from them like vultures tearing apart carrion. Sure, certain technologies could ease that burden for one person, but not those that maintained such technology, not those that mined the raw materials for it. We were all bound up in this unending chain of human misery.

No matter where I turned, these debts stacked up. I could not justify my existence in a world that depended on such violence.

This was the guilt at the heart of the world that needed to be cleansed before we as a species could truly call ourselves enlightened in any meaningful sense. We were no better than roadkill until then. Worse, in fact.

If we liberated all of the fusion reactors from the Empire, every last one instead of the scant few the rebels had, maybe we would have the energy to one day construct this world. With it, we could mine hydrogen atoms themselves for their nuclear binding energy. The smallest atoms may be a sacrifice even I can accept. If a single atom were that proverbial child, maybe I could live with myself.

Even then, uncertainties still haunted me. Who could build such a world? Who would maintain it? Would I come to regret those costs? Would we all end up in the same place after the dust settled where someone, somewhere, had to be tortured into holding up the rest of the world? I really didn't know how we'd get here.

That was one more reason to hold Sable as close as possible. She knew how to make the impossible happen.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 08/10/2026

i am addicted to purchasing used books i fear . picked these up from the thrift store for 5 bucks total

a paperback copy of Dracula by Bram Stoker and a paperback copy of Capital by Karl Marx (with a large USED sticker plastered over its cover)

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 07/10/2026

just finished Loyalty... it just keeps getting better . this bit in particular is so so punchy . this is what you wanted Abby! hope youre happy!

Handler wiped away some of the tears silently cascading down my face. I didn't even notice her cross the room and approach me. I just found myself in her hands all of a sudden. That's how she operated. One moment you're drowning in pain, and the next she is there, ready to take it all away. It's a devil's bargain. She takes more than the pain.

She had a way of planting those seeds of guilt and cultivating them until they bore these awful, cancerous fruits. And when She harvests them, She takes everything else too. Your identity, your soul, everything. She hollows you out. Leaves you empty, ready to be filled with Her vile Truth instead. The fruits of my endless sins have finally ripened. May Her harvest be painless.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 03/10/2026

hhhaah gosshh, really hot . Abigail Tresst i love your mind

"I can make this easier for you. Do you want that?"
She paused, going completely still. Eventually, she nodded.
I smiled a thin, cruel dagger across my face. I leaned in close enough to taste her fear and sweat and need.
"Off leash," I commanded.
The world in her eyes fell away. Her brain was an appliance being unplugged. Static dripped from her mouth in the form of a hiss and drool.
"Swap with me," I said, letting go of the wand, and moving my hands further up the rope. "Go. Pleasure yourself."
Belle-hound kept one hand on the rope and moved her other down to the wand which it shoved against its crotch. Its tongue unfurled beneath its muzzle, and a sigh drifted up from its throat.
Belle was surprisingly strong given her wirey physique. Moreso when the hound took over. It wrenched the wand downwards keeping it firmly underneath the head of its dick beneath her cotton shorts.
With my help pulling on the rope, Sable was fully off the ground. The cuffs on her wrists kept her arms stuck behind her, unable to do anything about the asphyxiation, no matter how much she thrashed.
Belle-hound continued to ride the wand as it massaged itself. It howled in pleasure, blissfully indifferent to Sable's struggling. Its hips bucked against the wand, careful not to release tension on the rope as instructed.
Its shorts were damp with precum. Spots of drool stained its shirt. It sang a whining drone of lust. Its empty eyes looked out into space, seeing nothing. Its body shuddered. She curled inwards into herself, as if she were becoming a sphere. I could tell she was right up against the edge of orgasm.
I let go of the rope.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 03/10/2026

oh, girl . you're so screwed fhgdskj

"It was only after seeing a chemical synthesis guide for that liquid starlight shit that I started scrambling to hide the document. I shoved it in the dresser. My heart was pounding. The document radiated threat in the same way the handler did. I had to destroy it. Burn it. It was forbidden knowledge, not meant for mortal eyes.
But it called for me. After my quarters had been transferred to the kennels, I was no longer subjected to room inspections. I don't know if it was a privilege of the new position, or if personnel were just too damn scared to enter such a cursed place. Either way, it gave me the courage to keep the document around a little longer before I destroyed it. I'd give it one, full, thorough readthrough, commit the contents to memory, and then torch the document."

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 02/10/2026

new Kennel Club chapter! come hang out with Anita Sabates, the most jaded MCS pilot in the solar system archiveofourown.org/works/852828... #ownsplo

Kennel Club, Chapter Four

A large crater on the surface of Ceres glows faintly blue.

Anita Sabates has languished for more than a decade in the minor leagues. On the cusp of her final season, she faces another indignity.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 23/09/2026

oh you could bludgeon someone with this thing for sure

a paperback copy of Hekate's Call. it is quite large

Hekate's Call shelved among other scifi novels. it is quite thick.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 12/09/2026

fridge magnets have been paying dividends lately

fridge magnets arranged to say
"come play smooth jazz lanky kong
he can improvise too"

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 04/09/2026

assigned west coaster.. ive never lived in california in my life....

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 21/08/2026

new short story! "Free Medicine" clinical trials are a racket. but Watch Out. archiveofourown.org/works/91051931

a photograph of a cluttered beside table: various pill bottles and blister packs cover the surface, surrounding an index card with the words "FREE MEDICINE" scrawled on it.

tags: rape, medical fetishism, chemical lobotomy, stepfordization, financial abuse

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 15/08/2026

im just imagining ur pfps standing next to each other saying these

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 03/08/2026

i love the scrivener name generator bc sometimes it just gives u such on the nose suggestions

three names generated by scrivener's name feature: Mira Corpus, Maria Wałęga, and Beverly Cumming

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 29/07/2026

my first time blacking boots ^^ went pretty well i think ! (i forgot to take a before picture until i had already started cleaning the first boot..)

a single black leather boot. it is quite dirty

the boot with its pair! they are both cleaned and lightly polished

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 23/07/2026

i forgot how much i like these shorts ehe... hearing word it's hashtag fuzzy femme summer #fuzzyfemmesummer

autumn mirror selfie! she is wearing a purple t-shirt with artwork of kumatora from mother 3, tucked into a pair of short jean shorts. she is doing a peace sign and (important!!!) is very fuzzy :3

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 23/07/2026

i think this might be my favorite plushy ever ?? shes literally me . i look like this

a small plush puppy, with brown fur and big floppy ears and a yellow kerchief and shes sitting soooooo cutely and sweetly

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 18/07/2026

started reading le guin's book on writing (one of them anyway) and it's already one of the most actionable books on craft that i've seen. i love the way she talks about the mindset you should approach these exercises with

I want you to write for pleasure—to play. Just listen to the sounds and rhythms of the sentences you write and play with them, like a kid with a kazoo. This isn't "free writing," but it's similar in that you're relaxing control: you're encouraging the words themselves the sounds of them, the beats and echoes—to lead you on. For the moment, forget all the good advice that says good style is invisible, good art conceals art. Show off! Use the whole orchestra our wonderful language offers us!

Write it for children, if that's the way you can give yourself permission to do it. Write it for your ancestors. Use any narrating voice you like. If you're familiar with a dialect or accent, use it instead of vanilla English. Be very noisy, or be hushed. Try to reproduce the action in the jerky or flowing movement of the words. Make what happens happen in the sounds of the words, the rhythms of the sentences. Have fun, cut loose, play around, repeat, invent, feel free.

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 16/07/2026

curry night curry night!!! it was so tasty

a large spoonful of golden curry held over a full pot of the stuff. it is brownish-orange in color, with diced chunks of yellow potatoes, carrots, and chicken thigh

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 15/07/2026

Kennel Club chapter three! featuring mecha dodgeball, ice baths, humiliation, and masochist lesbians :3 archiveofourown.org/works/852828...

Poster for Kennel Club chapter three.

The surface of mars is seen through the window of a shuttle in its orbit.

Text reads:
Portia's first scrimmage goes about as well as expected.

Mechsploitation
Sexual assault
Urination
Transphobia

3,400 words

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 09/07/2026

called myself a "sensitive little faggot" at work today and had one of these moments

an exchange on twitter:

milkton
you ever get so tired you start seeing spiders

P.P. Wiener
Me after I take 17 Benadryl and start seeing the hat man

milkton
THE WHO

P.P. Wiener
Oh this not a safe space suddenly

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 29/06/2026

i love the freak ing movies bay beeeee

autumn's favorites on letterboxd:
Stop Making Sense, I Saw the TV Glow, Portrait of a Lady on Fire, and Speed Racer

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 25/06/2026

sorry but i am not putting any of these words in my smut

Noun
Sense: the penis of a trans woman
Synonyms • clit • clitoris • femcock • femdick (uncommon) • girlcock • girldick

• princess wand • shecock • shenis • strapless • strap-off • trannycock

• giriglock • gock • hen • ladybits • ladyparts • ladystick

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 09/06/2026

Kennel Club, chapter two—featuring four new contenders for Portia's least favorite person archiveofourown.org/works/852828...

the surface of mars is seen through the window of a shuttle in its orbit. text to the right of this reads:

Kennel Club, chapter two

Portia meets her new colleagues, and quickly finds herself out of her depth.

Tags: Mechsploitation, Lesbian ogling, Vomiting
3,700 words

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 06/06/2026

before i knew what instant loss comics were i kind of assumed that the panel 1 everyone was talking about was the first half of this comic

four-paneled comic

panel 1: mario jumpman mario doing his signature jump
panel 2: a stick figure eating cereal, claiming "he will never ballin'"
panel 3: mario jumpman mario is ballin'
panel 4: the stick figure does a cereal spit-take in surprise

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 03/06/2026

okay yeah it's out :3 Christina ties up one final loose end. CW for descriptions of hallucinations and derealization archiveofourown.org/works/740963...

poster for Love Me Again by yuriographer, art by zisa li

a small girl reaches a hand upward as she falls into an unseen abyss. the title stretches down behind her, with "AGAIN" repeated ad nauseam

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 22/05/2026

new story, my first ongoing mechsploitation series! been working on this one for a while and i have some fun plans for it :3 mecha-combat sports with some sadistic women ^^ archiveofourown.org/works/852828...

the surface of mars is seen through the window of a shuttle in its orbit. text to the right of this reads:

Kennel Club, chapter one

Portia Zayas has only one tournament left to escape free agency and sign with an MCS franchise.

Tags: Mechsploitation, Combat Sports, Financial Abuse
3,600 words

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 27/04/2026

this post brought to u by this button up i found yesterday

autumn mirror selfie! she is wearing a button up with pink blue white and green vertical stripes of varying sizes

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 17/04/2026

new Love Me Again chapter!! Lia's conditioning is progressing smoothly, but Penny is having second thoughts... archiveofourown.org/works/740963...

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autumn, Her work-in-progress @dailygrowl.life · 08/04/2026

by far the best part about switching to android is access to the combined emoji . these are so fun

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