@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 25/09/2026They asked for answers and I told them I only had my feelings 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 25/09/2026I am not comfortable being there anymore And that it makes sense if they wouldn't want me there because of that Because they want respect and mutual love as expected of a family But I don't have that to give to them, I only have the kind of respect to give to another person 101
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 25/09/2026This is entirely of my own volition if it happens to turn out this way I talked about this with my first therapist, she reccomended I do not go down this route But I had to be honest about my feelings I'm not smart enough to remember or recall how I've been hurt in the past, all I know is that 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 10/09/2026im being really cynical in my discussion post for ethics class i really hope people debate with me 010
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 10/09/2026study criminals, prison, the prison system, the rehabilitation system, study cycles, mental illnesses, the point of no return, sentences, court, justice, brutality, moral economy, incontinence 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 19/08/2026It feels like A low level of despair And you're not getting any answers But you're living okay You can smile at the audience 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 15/07/2026But I just say I can't draw either I can draw whenever I want, I just lack a sense of settlement and are greedy for results than truly receiving for the self 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 15/07/2026Whenever I can't draw I am in agony because I crave Art is beauty and I crave beauty and therefore I suffer I attach a sense of self onto it and thus suffer Enjoy the process 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 27/06/2026i cant do this, i dont even know if i can blame this on the meds anymore but i cant do this #jiraiposting #jiraisky 040
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 25/06/2026You can't expect anyone to come back to talk to you if you won't understand why they won't talk to you I think you know but you don't want to know It makes me tired, so I should learn to tune you out #jiraiposting #jiraisky 030
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 29/05/2026the biggest jirai of destiny child #destinychild #jiraiposting #jiraikei #lifestylejirai #semele #デスチャ #데스티니차일드 061
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 20/05/2026And I'd still be wanting to impose myself by listening and imagining myself dying to this guy 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 20/05/2026Too drunk, a whore and the only fucking piece of shit in the world who he hopes is killed I'm thinking -- I hope I find a person like that, nobody in my life is like that And I say this because I'm not viewing him as a person, because he could be going through a literal life or death situation 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 20/05/2026There's a loud man in the streets yelling over his phone about another, so I'm standing by the window just beside the gap in the curtains and listening to him yell and call the reciever a bitch and piece of shit 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 16/05/2026I don't see anyone as people so I go into my stuffing and chew on the stomach until the tilting begins 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 16/05/2026Dual formalities that barely breach the surface of understanding and are unfazed I have a muzzle that's taped on, hardly capable of remaining still on the jaw and swings And it irritates the skin each time it hits the flesh like an unchecked box, but that's the mind at work too 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 09/05/2026I had this headbag ready for him, didn't need to be bothered by his actions when I'm the one asking to die 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 07/05/2026your own samsara, it's really just disgusting You're deep, but deep is never enough to them---they'll try to reverse you regardless And considering who you are, that's just disgusting So you'll keep harrowing in the boredom, the laceration, and the euphoria of the cycle alongside your conscious 110
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 07/05/2026All the while, you're gleefully indulging and suffering under the folds of the recycled consequence It's lonelier than ever before, more lonely than when you caved yourself in to avoid the repeating cries And you're flesh and bone too, so when you do make feeble attempts to poke at the makings of 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 07/05/2026So you're okay with finding them each time And they stop trying At some point they begin following you around once you've gotten bored So you're friends, and as friends you like to introduce eachother to many things You introduce them to that act of mutilation And watch their own susceptibility 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 07/05/2026not scarier than the sounds you hear at night Eventually they begin to hide from you It's not like they're not achieving their goal, kama occurs regardless if it is inflicting or being inflicted upon It's just now---they're not all that different from the usual hunt They never die, and neither you 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 07/05/2026Youre immortal, and another one sent to be a more physical manifestation of your kama attempts to haunt you (also immortal) They were born for the sake of being your conscience, yet you're very unperturbed Being the wretch you are, you reprimand them for their efforts--- 100
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 04/05/2026And with unxis new style so separated from their old style, it'd appear easier to take advantage of from the gap of perception 000
@cxcxelk.bsky.social · 04/05/2026It's like an investment Such a beloved artist won't share those amazing works for free publically, so I'll capitalize off of that sense of closure for my own spreading gains Unxis already been so idolized for their unique style for years, so it's no real surprise people would go to that extent 100
Reposted by Roby @lapithai.art · 04/05/2026Its quite insane to me that artists will sub to unxxi's patreon/fanbox and copy the illustrations they don't release publicly. You mean to tell me you're paying to be a copycat? 0242
