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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

"And my girls. I need them safe. I need your help to keep them safe Satoru."

geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

mattered to him. "Except your word. It's the one thing I don't want to lose sight of again.. when I die." A shuddering breath in before he floundered, discomfort clear on his face. Fear, for the first time, replaced that deep almost soulless nonchalance of his. +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

had lost his respect in the process. Suguru met his gaze once more. His own plain brown eyes, his black hair and tanned skin was in stark contrast with his white. But it had never meant anything to him. The Gojo clan's most important asset, their heir, the strongest man alive. None of that +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

that is urgent or pressing enough to drive me to work." Suguru took a swift hissing breath through his teeth as the images flashed through his mind's eye, of the atrocities he had committed in the name of his own law. And really, after all that had passed, his only real regret was that he +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

Looking into those eyes made his heart stammer. Both his hands cup Satoru's face as he stares into them. He nodded at him finally, looking down to his chin. He'd grown just a little taller than him over the years. "I.. don't have any truth any more Satoru. Nothing I believe in, nothing +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

he whispered into his mouth, chestnut eyes glazed over looked to the blindfold and the eyes that could see him even if he could not see them.

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

him. All of his fantasies could not come close to how he claimed him now, with his lips, with his tongue, his fingers clasped to the back of his neck. When his mouth parted from his it was only to release the heat in his breath, his body just short of squirming in his grasp. "Satoru. . ." +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

when they'd parted, even when he looked so disappointed and confused and hurt.. Suguru's hands press up over his shoulders, his arms finally locking around his neck. He tugs softly with his lips, every new kiss languid and indulgent-- for once, he wanted to believe it, that he deserved +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

free violence was his path to absolution. He'd lost his mind somewhere along the way, and forgotten his heart. Tears streamed down his face, his hands losing their frantic grasp on him while they kiss. The most handsome, when he laughed, when he raged. He'd looked so handsome that day +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

It was true, he was a monster, created by his own hatred and nihilism. His inability to see past his own personal disgust, immature and unjustified as it was. How was he to explain it to him-- that he'd just snapped? Decided that the laws he abided by were meaningless anyway, that carnage and +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

The way he held him and spoke those words now, it made Suguru's heart ache. How had he ever doubted him, how had he fooled himself into thinking he could never have his love or his support ever again. The voices telling him he was a monster had led him astray, stolen him from Satoru. +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

They also completely assimilate into the female's body till they're but a parasitic lump, I do believe it's a form of sexual parasitism

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

mmm how nice for you then, that your rage has left you it was nice chatting Miss Nico Robin

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

do you think rage cannot exist aside one's will to live, I imagine you need both to make any headway

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

where has all your rage gone.. it doesn't really leave me

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

if he did visit his parents and native village, it was to see them shrink in fear instead of how it used to be when he was younger and weak. though there was little love for his biological parents by the end of it, he does regret having murdered them.

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

they were not the sentimental kind, preferring it if he did not visit. suguru's self esteem was extremely low when he came to the school grounds. when he trained and learnt to use his abilities, his confidence grew. +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

parents to a hysterical degree leading to verbal or physical abuse when he was 10 or 11, they sought out jujutsu high and sent him away there, in one part to keep him safe and protected amongst people who understood him, but also to be rid of their responsibility towards him as their child +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

yes? then.. you seem rather relaxed in comparison to my 'dramatics'

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

truly, our primate cousins were morally superior

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

perhaps I'm a little numb from seeing my friends drop like flies.. haha! you're right, the earth is not going to cave in, it's more likely we'll get hanged by the monkeys for being different

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

where I come from, we live from hour to hour, day to day.. the worry of contracting an std is really on the bottom of the list

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

also what is the point of safe sex when he might die any minute today

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

true, with the right person and the right place, I would be very proud about it

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

I find sex to be one of the least intimate acts between two people hmmm what are they so shy about I wonder

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Suguru's hands pressed against his chest and shoulders with a possessive claim he shouldn't by all reason have after all this time, after all his mistakes. But he 𝙬𝙖𝙨. He was his, he wasn't anybody else's the way he was his.

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

willing his tears also to hold for a while. Heat like a flaming serpent entered his gut, pleasure he couldn't find anywhere else but in his embrace, compelled the man +to suckle and tug and push at his lips more insistently. +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

underneath that all powerful gaze, when they'd first met as students. Until he'd stopped trying-- it was the day he'd decided he would protect his precious memories of him and be grateful to have had him once. Suguru's knuckles turned white in their hold, willing his hands not to shake, +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

His fingers scrambled with desperation to the front of his shirt, bunching in to give him something to cling on to. No one had had come close-- he'd tried so hard to forget what he smelled like, what his smile looked like, what he'd seen in his eyes +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Feeling his lips pressed into his own, and his touch on his own wretched skin, Suguru's head began flooding over-- feelings that have only been stacked shoddily over each other since the past decade, now choosing to drown his senses completely. +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

after all this time, he'd allowed him this closeness. If he thought about it too much it might burst his heart open. Instead of thinking, he pressed a kiss to his mouth.

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

He hadn't expected that, he really really hadn't. After going over it twice in his head he figured Satoru would say something stupid to change the subject-- Not another second wasted, Suguru leaned in to his frame, letting his lips brush over his-- his best friend. He'd allowed him this-- +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Does Gojo have the time anymore to watch tiktoks. He doubted it. But he taught school kids, he probably knew the meme. Right?

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Closing his eyes a bit, he can't help it when the smile on his face grows a little wider. Heavy lids open again over dark eyes that seemed to bore through the mask on his face to find those whites. "If there's two best friends in a room... do you think they might kiss?" +

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

It's off, he thinks. A small smile on his face as he moves in closer and whispers to the space between them-- "Oh nothing- I was just wondering if you want to give me your opinion on an important debate"

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

Walks up to @gojoslimits.bsky.social Step after step. He's going to check first hand if his infinity is off.

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＊ᅠgojō. @gojoslimits.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

too bad i don't do that kind of thing anymore, i've lost practice

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

you're an asshole .ᐟ‍‍‍ . . . you know what .ᐣ maybe we're both assholes . . .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

a true master of his emotions . hopelessly alone behind the unbreakable walls he spent a lifetime erecting . no one will ever know him .

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geto suguru (redemption arc) @cursednihilism.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

(Neatly pulling a strand of his hair out of his eyes, he glances over to him to gauge that smile) A big one like yours? (Looking into his bag to find a little dragon coin purse-- then back up at him with an easy smile) Let's go

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