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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

mom , am I still young .ᐣ can I dream for a few months more .ᐣ

ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 07/05/2025

don't eat , don't sleep , and 𝗗𝗢𝗡'𝗧 ask why .ᐟ‍‍‍ sell your soul for the hollywood dream 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

and you never knew how much I really liked you . 'cause I never even told you . oh , but I meant to .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

you can keep me on this earth be vigilant 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

grieving , grieving , constantly grieving . I mourn what could have been , what will not be , what I can't have .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

you were comforting and quiet . how did love become so 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵 .ᐣ

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

you build walls , and in the end , you’re the only one inside .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

you're an asshole .ᐟ‍‍‍ . . . you know what .ᐣ maybe we're both assholes . . .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead ; I lift my lids and all is born again . — I think I made you up inside my head .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

mother , help me , there’s a head attached to my neck and I’m 𝗶𝗻 it .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

suffering will only make me stronger .ᐟ‍‍‍ ／ It's probably this way of thinking that got you where you are .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

kingsmen are not born , they are made . and the only thing that can unmake us is that which drove us to rise above in the first place . we keep that thing locked in the deepest cellars of our mind — so deep we 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 what it is .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

I dont want to just survive this winter . I don't want to just wait for spring .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

no , I need to go back to a time where 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 was still possible .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

love is a gentle thing , yours is thicker than a velvet ring .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

mom , am I still young .ᐣ can I dream for a few months more .ᐣ

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

I still don't know how to love someone without swallowing them — I wanted to be loved so desperately that my fingers shook with it .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

people . people . endless noise . and I am so tired . and I would like to sleep under the trees .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

what's it like to miss someone .ᐣ ／ what's it like .ᐣ good . and bad . an ache that brings you joy .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

a true master of his emotions . hopelessly alone behind the unbreakable walls he spent a lifetime erecting . no one will ever know him .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

behold my brain the golden throne of my consciousness . in here I am seated . shackled .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

brother , you should put me in front of a firing squad . I have no words for how I 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 you .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

mother , help me , there’s a head attached to my neck and I’m 𝗶𝗻 it .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful .ᐣ

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

her love will not save him from suffering . because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby , it is a sacrifice — born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

he begged and coughed and sputtered and I beat him half to death . such is life . such is the world .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

you're my favorite parasite — no... ringworms my favorite parasite , you're my second favorite parasite . I lied . . . ringworm , then rats with the plague , then you .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

a mind is a terrible thing to lose . especially all over such a nice floor as this .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

I am a forest fire , and I am the fire and I am the forest , and I am a witness watching it . I stand in a valley watching it , and you are not there at all .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

and you never knew how much I really liked you . 'cause I never even told you . oh , but I meant to .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

what are you going to do .ᐣ 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘣 me .ᐣ ( gets stabbed )

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 13/12/2024

you do it to yourself — you do . and that's what 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 hurts .

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ᅠ 𝐅𝙰𝙻𝚂𝙴 𝐏𝚁꩜𝙿𝙷𝙴𝚃 @yearningforthevoid.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead ; I lift my lids and all is born again . — I think I made you up inside my head .

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