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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I'm sick, I've been around loud kids all week, I just want a quiet evening/night

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I noticed something was different weeks ago but I was too caught up with my own life to actually put it together

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Seems like my old loud neighbours moved out and college students moved in? Fuck my life

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Another week is over. I'm slowly finding my way. I no longer want to quit everyday

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

The only good thing about this situation is that I don't even want to eat.

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I keep having reoccurring dreams that I forget that I have cats and so I don't feed them. Then I rush to find food for them. I don't have cats. I'm not responsible for any cats.

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Noah is tired|non-ed DNI @scaredangel.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I wish trying was good enough but it's not.

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

It's not even 6:30am and I already have a headache

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I prayed so hard for this job but right now I just want to quit😭

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I'm so cold 🥶 after those hot weeks this feels so cold

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Maybe a hot bath will make me forget all the stress

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I should have taken a part time job but I need the money so now I have to teach full time

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

I'm so exhausted. It's a whole other level. Idk how I'm supposed to handle all this workload

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Don't get me wrong I enjoyed today but I'm scared of actually having to teach...

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

It's only day 2 and I'm already thinking about quitting haha

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

From next week on I get to be the kind of teacher that I'd have needed

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I've struggled with my weight and body image for like 20 years now. Wow. My ED started when I was like 13. So I've spent more time living with my ED than without it....

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I wish I could hug my 10 year old self. She didn't deserve all the self hate

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I found an exercise book from when I was like 10 years old. I found an introduction of myself where I described myself as chubby. I wasn't chubby, I was a healthy weight just not super skinny. It broke my heart😭

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I wanna 💀 myself. The quality of my paper is so bad and I didn't write enough pages. He'll fail me. I tried and I gave it my all. It just wasn't enough. I'm not enough. I had so much other work and I had a fucking busy semester. I'm burnt out.

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Took the car because I didn't want to walk and I also don't want to depend on public transport today

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

If I don't fall asleep soon I'll have to take the train tomorrow as I won't risk driving too exhausted

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I have blisters on my feet, tendonitis in my right wrist and also I'm nervous and nauseous. I should probably sleep but sleep is not coming these nights...

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

The amount of caffeine I've consumed this past week is concerning 😂 But here comes another week of hell

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Attending a wedding alone is already lonely as it is but I don't know anyone except the bride

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I'll finish my fucking paper tomorrow. I have to

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Being alone in a hotel room is underrated. I had the best sleep in days

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Honestly I love the idea of people bringing different kinds of cake to the wedding.

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

The worst part: when I'm done with that I have to start my next 25 Page paper😭😭

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I keep having nightmares about not being able to finish all my uni assignments and also about teaching. I'm on edge

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I have until Friday to write 20 more pages. I have no idea what to do. I'm exhausted and I want to give up tbh

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Woke up early because I had such a bad cramp in my calf ouch

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Rearranged my books and put some onto the new shelf to make space for my school supplies

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I wasn't able to fall asleep and then I randomly wondered if I could still solve a Rubik's cube... And I just had to prove to myself that I still could😅 Love those random thoughts. I hope I can sleep now that I've put my mind at ease😂

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I also got a new printer. I'm so ready to finally start teaching in September

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I bought a new shelf (almost didn't fit into my car) and assembled it all alone 💪 (yes, I'm low-key proud of myself)

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Gotta pick up books from the library at Uni... Ugh

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

I can't take the heat anymore. I just want to sleep for fucks sake

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𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔥 🦇 @cursed-doll666.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

I disconnected the garden hose before turning the water off🤦🏻‍♀️

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