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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 29/09/2026

Trotzdem, a happy lady who got fucked real good and had a great time- in spite of everything hard in her life.

Cupcake, a gorgeous tall pink haired tattooed white transgender woman, stands naked in a bedroom, blushing/flushed, from having great sex 🙂

Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 29/09/2026

My libido is quite low from low thyroid function, naturally. So desire isn’t really the name of the game for my sex life lately. So lately I’m practicing some intentional, pursuit of sex for the sake of connection and pleasure- AKA scheduled sex with my partner. Some notes 🧵

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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 28/09/2026

they should make grad school that isn't an exploitative meat grinder

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 26/09/2026

Doctor called me yesterday: "how are you feeling? Are you feeling tired, bad, and like doing nothing?" Me: yes, exactly, so the labs show this is expected? Her: Correct, your thyroid meds are too still, I am increasing them to (about double). I guess I feel validated in my hunch. Small wins.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 26/09/2026

So the super power is just saying no. Great, so just be like a German? Wow, how underwhelming 🙄

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 26/09/2026

I'm at the part of "It Takes One to Tango: How I Rescued My Marriage with Almost No Help from My Spouse" where the big reveal happens: The skill for staying married? Choosing too. Choosing to stay, to cope, to accept that you will fight and you won't change them. You learn to just be happy anyway.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 26/09/2026

Studying differentiation in relationships is wild as an abused, neurodivergent person. Like oh, I can just do/say that? > I've given more than I wanted to give, and I'm angry about it. What do I want to choose going forward? > I want her to understand. She may not. I can still make the decision.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 19/09/2026

Cleaning this bong without alcohol is fucking impossible tier 💀😫😵

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 15/09/2026

Pussy eaten so good you ugly cry and trauma-tension-release-shake in her arms afterwards 🫪😵‍💫🫠😵💀

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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 08/09/2026

dude have you heard of the latest drug on the street? it's called Having A Good Time. all the kids are doing it. you gotta get in on this

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 05/09/2026

Clear communication is a super power. Managing ambiguity is safe, clear, and kind. We are helping to heal a whole community- exemplifying “hey there’s a good way to just negotiate what you want with dignity, clarity, and shamelessness.” We grow together- one hook-up negotiation at a time 💕

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 05/09/2026

I just asked a cute friend out. Lil avoidant bean I had to circle back and say “hey hun that was me asking you out, to be explicitly clear. Can we talk about that?”

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 04/09/2026

So this marks my joining of the surpreme Thursday injection gang. Fitting to sync to KTP’s cycle since I’m referencing her guide anyway 😉

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 04/09/2026

Last night I took my first dose of DIY EE. Patches were fine enough I guess, but I’m ready to get back to cyberpunk transness again thank you. I’d rather just source my own, better hormones than rely on the German system’s medicalization and gatekeeping checks. Also started thyroid meds. YOLO 📈

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Dr. Tessa Fisher @tessafisher.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

My therapist recommends giving me absolute and total dominion over the entire planet. Y'know, for my anxiety

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 01/09/2026

Reading “Mating in Captivity” by Esther Perel now, about halfway through it already. I like it, but I always wish for more genderqueer representation since we’re talking about identity, gender roles, and shame in these books a lot. Taps the “I guess someday I write my own book” sign…

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 26/08/2026

Cue the Sigur Rós and run the bath- Cupcake enters her hypothyroidism (under active) arc.

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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 17/08/2026

i don't think this is a hot take but if it is, it shouldn't be. opposition to GLP-1 meds is an attack on body autonomy the same as being anti-vax, anti-abortion, or anti-hrt. the existence of GLP-1 meds is a breakthrough for both T2 diabetes and obesity. wishing ill and rejecting it is anti science.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 13/08/2026

Baby goblin, I miss you so much- every single day I miss you. We were there for each other through everything. I’m so grateful for your love and companionship. You are in my heart, always 💕

Azrael a black cat snuggles on Cupcake a pink haired transgender woman.

Azrael a black cat snuggles on Cupcake a blonde transgender woman.

Azrael a black cat snuggles on Cupcake a dark haired transgender woman.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 13/08/2026

Yesterday I noticed the daylight got a little weird so I looked at the sun. "Ow fuck. Right, partial eclipse." Then I got the pulsing disco orb in my vision for the next half-hour. Annoying to read with it, but honestly it made the world look much cooler. Maybe we all should stare at the sun more.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 13/08/2026

I am now in my radioactive era. I can't go into the office or sit by pregnant people for a few more days. It's past time we change the handle to capture this.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 13/08/2026

Cupcake, where the fuck is all of this coming from? I thought you were just some hot computer nerd, not some armchair geopolitics commentator. You're bumming us all out babe. Can you eat some breakfast and post nudes or something?

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 13/08/2026

Ukraine's "Long-range sanctions" is a cute way to describe it. The decaying giant spanning 11 timezones is poised to financially collapse, all because they wanted to colonially expand and never pulled it off. But this could spill into the EU before it's over. Regimes get desperate before collapse.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 12/08/2026

A just got a pair of vampire survivor tattoos and holy shit they are so cool!!

Hollow heart and pamorillo tattoos on a woman’s upper arms above the elbow.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 12/08/2026

A dear love of mine once shared something like this to me about who they were becoming through lockdown. I remember thinking "I hear you- our bodies change, but I will always still love you... so why are we talking about this like something is over?" And like I think I get it now. Life changes.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 12/08/2026

A fear of mine is that when I do get to visit home again someday, that my community won't recognize me. That they hold onto the vibes / memory of who I was before the last few years. Life has been challenging. I'm different in ways I'm not always thrilled about. It's humbling. I'm a lot less fun.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 12/08/2026

Today, I was in an interesting conversation about the distinction between Buddhist detachment and emotional suppression. It's actually a hard, nuanced difference to communicate that I think I only did so-so at conveying. I could really use some better words/analogy/tools for this I guess.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 11/08/2026

But it’s hard. How do we achieve/approach the self when dialectics/thought/discourse is grounded in/supports/constructs the very ideological apparatuses we exist within (capitalism, patriarchy, normativity) that we seek to avoid/decolonize?

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 11/08/2026

Fuck, I think it was better when I was lonely in the isolation of the hospital than coming home and feeling alienated/distant from my nesting partner. At least the first one I can blame feelings on circumstances. Now it’s just “we are different people than before, this feels bad, do I want out?”

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 10/08/2026

I wait outside for cute girl to rescue me 🥰 Neben der komische Art 🖼️

Chairs and an ikea lack table, but really big… or the radiation shrunk me… oh gods which!?

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 10/08/2026

I stayed up too late playing no mans sky now I am too sleepy 😭😭😭 But I should find out if I get discharged today. Wow I hope I’m not too radioactive still to cuddle Pixel. I can tolerate (barely) no touch and being alone in this room all week, but I think I’ll lose it if I can’t go cuddle my cat.

Pixel, a perfect angle calico cat, snoozes on a corded green sofa.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 10/08/2026

I googled "how did we get from Deep, Convolutional Neural Networks like AlexNet for image classification to chat agents?" and this came up in the results. And it's actually a great video.

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What Did Ilya See?

YouTube video by Run The Numbers

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 05/08/2026

So I know I’m fucked for this upcoming hospital stay 👀 My German is like good enough for normal life here, but for medical consent and questions, absolutely fucking not good enough. And it’s inpatient without visitors so I can receive radiation treatment, so no help available, I’ll be in isolation

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 05/08/2026

The person who sat next to me on the bus smelled a lot like my ex 😭😭😭 Same hair products or perfume or something. I was just suddenly struck by N’s scent and I got sad thinking about her. Didn’t help either that it’s the bus route I always took to see her. So double whammy.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 04/08/2026

New game just dropped- Instead of using generative ai to make memes, We just describe the meme and our brains generatively give us the image.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 04/08/2026

Screenshot weather app displaying RED WARNING ‼️ Overlay a photo of McCarthy with laser red eyes 👀 Implying menacing overreaction to the weather alert 🚨

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 03/08/2026

This makes me feel like Nessa in school- “[kid], you think you want to date me but I promise you, you really don’t.” Wait, explain that to me… And she did. We had an amazing conversation I think about still 25 years later. I think I grew into a more self-aware person because of moments like this.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 03/08/2026

Me a few years ago- wow you’re lonely? We should date (and I disappoint them) Me today- you know I love you, I would be closer if it helped you, because I too want to be closer. But I also acknowledge that I’m not a person who is fun or appealing to date day to day (too free spirit).

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 03/08/2026

I danced all night. Haus left for the tent around 3am. I stepped outside for water at like 5 something to see the sun coming up. I went back for more basement hardcore, then I came out to check the other dance floors, hours later, to find the sun a good portion in the sky and crepes being prepared.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 02/08/2026

Cupcake, you are dangerously close to cringey motivation posting. Chill out! …or post more titties. But everything in balance, girlie.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 02/08/2026

The thing about having a medical condition requiring adderal to be prescribed, but going through multi year burnout and overactive thyroid, Is you stop taking the medicine that works amazingly at making your brain function well in the neurotypical normalized world/family where we mask so dang much.

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 01/08/2026

So it’s called throw fish bones? (I say into the void boarding a train to nowhere)

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Katie Tightpussy, Editor-In-Chief @katie.bzky.team · 01/08/2026

[explaining "leave no trace" to an american] Okay so imagine a clean burgerless plate

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Cupcake, think different (or something)-era 🏳️‍⚧️🧁💭 @cupcake.rip · 24/07/2026

Patiently waiting for this pretty girl to come back to Leipzig next week so I can bite and kiss her a lot 🥵

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