𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/09/2026It's weird, I'm not ready to date anyone offline but online I feel like I'd totally be cool with it. I don't know if that's weird or not. I just miss having someone to talk sweet to, flirt with, just talk to daily. #single #dating #ace 010
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 18/08/2026+My name is Kira. +I got lots of issues. +I play Pokémon TCG Pocket +I have BPD, ADHD, and Cyclothymia. +Looking for friends of all kind. +I love music and am currently working towards being in the music industry. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 05/12/2025#PokemonTCG #pokemon #pokemoncommunity #PokemonTCGPocket I'm currently being Santa and giving out what I can daily. ❤️ 020
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 26/11/2025Looking for friends to do Shares with to help build ours collections, especially the limited time set. #PokémonTCGPocket 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 26/11/2025Looking for friends to do Shares with to help build ours collections, especially the limited time set. #PokémonTCGP 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 01/10/2025Other cards I got today in a ten pack opening. Yes, two Pikachus in a ten pack opening. Also got Floragato. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 01/10/2025My first EVER God pack. 😱 I'm not sure there's ever been a better and/or luckier one in a set with nearly 400 cards. Already had Lusamine but I'll happily take a double of her. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 04/09/2025The vein from my wrist is so tempting. #tw:sh #trigger #triggerwarning #bpd #sh #selfharm #suicidal #relapse #tw;sh #shsky 020
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025Wow... just wow. "I am in love with you but I need time to think if I wanna continue this" 'Maybe you gave up on this relationship but I'm not' is what she said back in Febuary when my mental state was horrible like it is now. Doing this because I got really annoyed she didn't get anything done... 100
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025I'm tired of being around people who don't understand my mental illnesses. I'm tired of the lack of support and help to get better. Constantly showing you don't care to someone with trust issues from BPD is not the way to get that cycle to change and to be able to be trusted. I just don't get it. 020
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025Finally on my favorite Pokémon episode ever with my favorite, Haunter! 🖤👻 010
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025If anyone wants to be friends on Pokémon TCG Pocket feel free to add me! 5719398940539771 Premium player so I open a few packs a day. I'm always up for fun battles if you want to just chill & have fun, as well as testing decks, or simply playing stupid jokes decks. 🙂 #PokemonTCGPFID #PokemonTCGP 230
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025So now I'm just trying to relax, watching Pokémon (season 1) on her Netflix while playing Pokémon TCG Pocket. I just wish her furniture was comfy. Lol No couch, only cheap recliners that feel like they have little padding. 😵 No spare bed so it's either the uncomfortable recliner or no sleep. 020
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 30/08/2025For the first time ever, I left. At my aunts home. I needed to get out of our home before I did something stupid to myself because the itch was strong. I don't care to have more scars on my left arm, especially when it's hot out and I'll probably be in Florida in a week, which is hot as hell. 😵 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/08/2025I miss you, Kira. I love talking about you, but man, does it still hurt, and the tears don't stop. My baby boy. ❤️ 110
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/08/2025It's crazy how the internet went from being an escape of reality (least back in the early 2000s) to being the place that makes you want to escape life permanently. The amount of stupid and unnecessary rudeness for any reason imaginable makes me want to blow my brains out, when I'm not depressed. 🤦 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/08/2025Pulled these a few days ago. I had a nice run where I'd hit good a few packs in a row, get a bad pack, and then hit for a few more. Mainly illustrated, like two new ones I didn't have out of the bunch. A Lycanroc EX, Tapu Koko EX, and Donphan EX,which I had prior. It was crazy. #PokemonTCGPPulls 100
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/08/2025First God pack since the game dropped that I opened like a week ago. #PokemonTCGPPulls 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/08/2025What is your way to open packs when you got a lot of hourglasses saved up or gold? 10 packs at once or individually? I've had some luck on 10 packs but I've hit more with individual packs I feel like. Tbf though, I can hardly open 10 packs at once, so that could be why. 010
Reposted by 𖤐Kira𖤐AngelBonez @angelbonezz.bsky.social · 15/08/2025God I wanna cut again… It feels too good ;^; #shbsky #jiraiposting #shtwt #selfharm 1144
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 28/08/2025Oh hey, look who's back and wants to die again. It's yo boi, Kira. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 21/02/2025I don't know why I was born, why I've survived all that I have... I was never made to feel true happiness, let alone have the ability to bring it to someone else... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 21/02/2025I hate that my illness makes up how scenarios should go. They never go that way and it makes the pain so much worse. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 21/02/2025She says she hasn't made a choice but everything she says just screams to me she can't deal with me. Not that I blame her. My head has me prepared to have my heart ripped out. To finally give up on love, for the confirmation that I am unlovable and happiness was never meant for me, I'm worthless... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 20/02/2025I've been screenshoting anything I see that could help her understand how my mind works but I know it's all in vain. She'll either not look at them or flat out, not care. And I can't handle that. I just need one person to get it, for HER to get it. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 20/02/2025🎵 I guess that some of us Are just born with tragedy In our blood It's just basic chemistry🎵 The one thought that hasn't and never will go away is what did I ever do to deserve such a loveless life from the day I was born? Why was I placed on these hellish plains just to burn alive since birth... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 20/02/2025All I can keep hearing in my head is her saying 'I don't trust you anymore' and it hurts so bad. It took her years to break mine, yet all it took was one time to lose hers, because of a mental illness telling me I'm going to get hurt so run. Yet she 'loves me more'... sure. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 19/02/2025I've been in a prison of my mental illness for over 20 years. I've hurt so many people,ruin so many relationships of both friend and other. It has plague me for so long yet one time kills trust. I don't even know why I bother... can't imagine why I've been planning to kill myself after my pet dies. 010
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 19/02/2025Talk about hurting so badly. 17 years of never breaking trust, 17 years of not letting BPD push you to end the relationship, even if things got so bad for both. I've been being killed for 5 years straight yet I stayed, yet I tried to rebuild broken trust on the other end, yet one time is enough. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 19/02/2025Imagine in 17 years, in the worst part of your life your mental illness, BPD, which is out of your control overreacts and tells you to run away because you were badly triggered over something so important to you. So your brain says run, and that one time is enough to where you can't trust the other. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 19/02/2025I don't know why I'm dumb enough to trust the person who has broken my heart again and again for false hope of a better tomorrow.media.tenor.coma man is holding a piece of paper in his hand and making a funny face while a woman looks on .ALT: a man is holding a piece of paper in his hand and making a funny face while a woman looks on . 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 19/02/2025Killing myself when my pet dies is back on everyone! =D 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 17/02/2025Bonus therapy appointment in two days cause I cut my arm and was forced to tell I've been planning to kill myself sometime in the future once my pet passes away. Woohoo! 👁👅👁 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 14/02/2025I really want a cute thing to pin telling about myself like many people have but I'm way too lazy to even figure out how to do so. D,= 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025My Kira is old, and i almost lost him a few months ago... I'd never forgive myself if he died when I was away... he wouldn't understand why I'm gone anyway, a few days is so long for a rat... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025Welp... as expected my therapist wants me to get evaluated because I plan to kill myself when my pet rat, Kira, dies. Because I can't promise I won't hurt myself. My options were go willingly or forcefully... I agreed willingly but I'm not being taken. Let the paranoia begin of someone coming... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025I wish she'd be understanding about my BPD and try to learn about it properly... Anytime I ever sent her any kind of video or picture with information she ignores it... Why is trying to be understood so hard... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025Therapy time, yay. Time to get outed over my selfharm (which as far as they know, are just four scratches. Shhh don't tell them about my upper arm I showed a picture of). 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025I have therapy in 2 hours, but I don't want to go. I have no reason to get better anymore, which was the whole point. I only have a few years left in this world anyway. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025The pain of hearing from the person you love that they aren't sure they can change how you need them to is unimaginable. Especially when all you want and need is some gentleness, understanding, clear affection and care. I never thought wanting and needing those things was too much to ask for... 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 13/02/2025She said I changed since I discovered I have BPD and yeah, I have. Knowing the different things that come with it that I fought through made me proud. Knowing that self harm comes with it made me not feel so overdramatic when I wanted to open my flesh up. And knowing I'll never be okay broke me. 000
𖤐Kira𖤐 @cuddlycadaver.bsky.social · 29/01/2025I don't know what's going to happen but today I woke up feeling mad different, in a good way. Just not sure if that's true or the mental illness making me think so, which is my -favorite- game to play. ❤️ 000
