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Crownblossom

@crownblossom.bsky.social
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Nonbinary (They/She) Creature(s). Mid-30's. I like art, nature, cats, food, horror, psychology, music, movies & video games. Enjoys things made by the hands and minds of people Banner art by @graveycat.bsky.social, avatar by me

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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
My ass is not fat enough.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
The worst part about depression is how it can cause you to withdraw away from people. Sometimes with the hope that they will notice and reach out and help you feel better. And then when they don't, you only feel worse. Don't do that. Reach out to people. Even if you feel like shit.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Genuinely recommend watching Evil Dead Burn if you haven't yet. Even if you aren't a big fan of the series, if you love horror, you will probably enjoy it. If you are a big fan of the series, plenty of things to love too. It feels heavily inspired by the first movie, with amazing theming.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Would be nice to actually get a "hey, congratulations, you're hired", just once. Happy I'm in a situation where I can more or less get by, but I feel like absolute garbage with all of these rejections.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
New profile pic. Made in Blender. I feel like I still have a lot to learn.
A femme anthro tiger with light silver-blue, white and darker purple fur coloration with shoulder-length hair that is red and grey. Her left eye is pink and her right is green. Her name is Dawn. :)
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Me every time I look at one of those DLSS5 clips. lmao
Screencap from Alan Resnick's "Live Forever as you Are Now" of him pointing to the part of a flow chart labeled "moving corpse" as he states "Ooh, Uncanny Valley" in a disappointed and/or derogatory manner.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Sega missed out on the only mascot they ever needed. Bring them back.
The one-eyed cake from hell from the hit Dreamcast game, Illbleed.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Sega missed out on the only mascot they ever needed. Bring them back.
The one-eyed cake from hell from the hit Dreamcast game, Illbleed.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
Time to do my extremely rare social media log-in so that I can post a piece of art I made. It feels good to draw again. Thank you, @laurellavandulla.bsky.social, for being a part of my life. I love you 💜
My fursona (Dawn, tiger) and my partner's fursona (Laurel, dragon) being cute with Laurel nibbling on Dawn's upper lip.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Also, I guess I will do the one like = one mundane fact about me thing, since I'm bored and it's too hot to make my PC run graphically intensive things lmao Heart away!
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Anyway, here's some chill out hip hop youtu.be/f6jBSMP7uc8
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The Nujabes Mix (Instrumental Lo-fi HipHop) | Live OMA Covers | chillhop and jazzy beats
YouTube video by OMA
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Still limiting myself when it comes to social media, mostly for my own mental health. Stuff online can move so fast, sometimes it's easy to feel left behind or forgotten. Taking breaks is important though! I hope all of you are well!
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
It's true, we are 💜
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Do you think we'll ever actually try to perform some kind of psychological study to determine how being Extremely Online affects your mental state? Like, genuinely. I've been avoiding social media for the most part and my mind is all the calmer for it.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
Logging onto Bluesky dot app to say, if you're more likely to abandon a struggling and ignorant individual than stop participating in a game or app or whatever built by a corporation that is actively participating in harm... You really need to reconsider your priorities.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 24/11/2025
You ever just... not feel much? Sometimes I feel like I barely exist. The things that used to motivate me don't really anymore. Nothing much does.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 06/11/2025
The world is so busy and noisy and I feel like garbage so often, I wish I had a nice little corner to disappear to. lmao
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Graveycat - Nova mode @graveycat.bsky.social · 25/10/2025
Heya! 💪🐱 I needed to draw just a nice bust of Gravey again! I had a good time drawing this on stream today. :D
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 25/10/2025
Where does the cool modern queer mid-30's furry go to find a date? Asking for a friend who is me.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 24/10/2025
Still alive. I guess I should post this since this is my new fursona - Dawn. Art by Mya aka @.tinytigon.bsky.social
Fursona - Dawn - sometimes a tiger, sometimes a fox
Red hair with a grey stripe in the front. Fur is purple white and blue. Right eye green, left eye pink. Different expressions of both forms.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
Me when there's an opportunity to talk to new people
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a cat is walking through a kitchen cabinet with the doors open .
Alt: GIF of a cat, barely visible between the crack between two kitchen cabinet doors, closing the remaining space of the door on their right. They are hiding.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 14/10/2025
I need an outrageously thick woman to sit on me and kill me dead
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✨ 🌕 Lu(na) Awoo(na) 🐺 ✨ 🔞 @rusheloc.bsky.social · 16/07/2025
Once again, there is an ACLU petition specifically made to stop Mastercard from unlawfully policing adult content. It’s getting pretty grim for us out there. Please sign and/or spread the word. action.aclu.org/petition/mas...
action.aclu.org
Mastercard: Sex Work is Work. End Your Unjust Policy.
Mastercard's new policy unfairly targets the adult content industry, making sex workers more vulnerable, especially Black trans women. It must be stopped.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 08/05/2025
Also, finally got around to playing Bloodborne. It good.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
I need to get back to 3D modeling. I'm still proud of this. I've just been so worn out. lmao
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
I need to try to exist more instead of dissociating into the void forever.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 07/05/2025
Oh hey, what up, I'm still alive.
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Dan | Commissions Open @danximenes.bsky.social · 06/05/2025
This and
A series of tumblrs post by user 'skaldish':
"Still bothered by the US cultural idea that men can only be non-romantically intimate with one another in war-like or competitive circumstances.
skaldish Follow
I'm pretty quiet about the fact I'm a transman usually, but holy shitl need to tell you about the culture shock I'm going through because it's blindsiding me.
There's a huge sense of social isolation that comes with being perceived as male, because now people are subconsciously treating me as a potential predator. All strangers, no matter their gender, keep their guard up around me.
It made me realize that there is no inherent camaraderie in male socialization as there is in female socialization-unless, of course, it's in very specific environments. And the fact I don't amnbiently experience this mutual kinship in basic exchanges anymore is an insanely lonely feeling.
You know how badly this would have fucked my mind up if I had grown up with this?

It is 4:30am and I'm mourning the loss of a privilege I didn't even know I had.
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Anyway, I'm going to figure out how to navigate this. Don't know how yet, but I'm gonna."Quote Repost of user 'azaloset' by 'Skaldish':
"If you figure it out, can you share your insights? This is a fundamental as to why im in the closet"
Answer:
"Absolutely, because it's an extremely sticky issue.

Frankly, this is something I would've never understood without living the experience.
It's now blatantly clear to me that most cis men probably experience chronic emotional malnutrition. They're deprived of social connection just enough for it to seriously fuck with their psyches, but not enough for them to realize that it's happening and what's causing it.
It's like they're starving, but don't know this because they've always been served 3 meals...except those meals have never been big enough.
This deprivation comes from all sides of aisle, by the way.
In the case of women: When I'm out in public and interact with women, all of them come off as incredibly aloof, cold, and mirthless. I have never experienced this before even though I know exactly what this composure is—the armor that keeps away creepy-ass men.
As someone who used to wear it myself, I know this armor is 100% impersonal. Nobody likes wearing it, and I can say with absolute certainty that women would dump the armor in favor of unconditional companionship with men if doing this didn't run the risk of actual assault. (Trust me when I say women aren't just being needlessly guarded.)

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"But I only have a complete understanding of this context because I've experienced female socialization. If I hadn't, I would've thought this coldness was a conspiracy against me devised by roughly half of the human population. Even now, with all that I know about navigating the world as a woman, I'm failing to convince my monkey-brain that this armor isn't social rejection.

And as for male socialization? Again, it seems taboo for a man to be platonically intimate with men for reasons I have yet to fully understand, but I think it boils down to a) the fact society teaches boys that it's not okay to be soft with each other, and b) garden-variety homophobia. Our media only shows men being intimate with one another when they're teamed up against a dire situation, and I'd bet real money it's a huge reason why men gravitate toward activities that simulate being teamed up against an opposing force.
But men are not machines of war. Yes, testosterone absolutely
gives you Dumb Bastard Brain, but that just makes you want to skateboard a wagon down a hill or duct-tape your friend to the wall, not kill someone.
The human species looks so much colder standing from this side.
I can see how men might convince themselves that their feelings of emotional desperation is personal weakness as opposed to a symptom they're all experiencing from White Imperialism. Because this human connection, this frith, is as essential for our wellbeing as water is.
So sick. How sick. I want to destroy this garbage.
#this is a certain perspective you gain from having crossed the gender barrier"
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
My anxiety has been terrible lately and I just want to feel good and like I can be productive again, please.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 20/02/2025
My head feels empty. It's hard to talk to people. I just want to feel like I can trust again.
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Cordy @cordula.breloom.club · 16/01/2025
Hi. I lost my job in December because I had COVID in May. My unemployment claim was just denied over a month later. I am looking for work. Until then, I need help. Thank you. ko-fi.com/cordy_fox/go...
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Support Cordy Fox on Ko-fi! ❤️. ko-fi.com/cordy_fox
Support Cordy Fox On Ko-fi. Ko-fi lets you support the people and causes you love with small donations
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Internet Archive @archive.org · 29/01/2025
📢👇 from @mpesce.arvr.social.ap.brid.gy www.theregister.com/2025/01/29/o...
theregister.com
Memories fade. Archives burn. All signal becomes noise
But where are the comprehensive archives to protect digital works, or allow us to memorialize friends?
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Tori Williams Douglass @toriglass.bsky.social · 23/01/2025
DurangoAnarchists on IG giving an example of what information is actually helpful instead of sharing vague ~*Resistance Vibes*~ nothing burgers 🖤✊🏽
SPREAD INFORMATION, NOT PANIC
When reporting or boosting potential threats: provide as much information as possible!

REMEMBER! → S.A.L.U.T.E
Size/Strength
"5 to 6 law enforcement officers"
Actions/ Activity
"harassing random people on the street"
Location/Direction
"Chicago, West of Millennium Park, on Michigan Ave"
Uniform/clothes
"Dark Blue uniforms that say 'Police ICE' on the back"
Time and date of observation
"12:45 PM January 20"
Equipment and weapons
"They have helmets, vests and batons"
Not a useful message: "URGENT!!! Potential ICE Raids on the west side!!!"
"Where? When? What are they doing? How Many? What are they carrying?"
USE YOUR JUDGEMENT! WE KEEP US SAFE
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Jax @jax.snep.gay · 22/01/2025
i am a very brave girl and just overcame a LOT of dental anxiety and booked my first dentist appointment in like ten plus years. give me your money about it ko-fi.com/blackrosettes. it's probably gonna be expensive. or tell me i'm a good girl, that's good too.
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Justin🦩Boldaji @justinboldaji.bsky.social · 17/01/2025
This is beautiful
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Medusa’s Wink @medusaswink.bsky.social · 17/01/2025
No this actually made me mad Everyone, this is “Christina’s World” by Andrew Wyeth. Christina did not want a wheelchair; instead she preferred pulling herself around with her arms. It made other people uncomfortable and she did not care. This painting matters to me so i want to share it with you.
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 17/01/2025
David Lynch is one of the few celebrities that I knew I would miss. I'd like him to be known for his art, but also for his beautiful mind. www.youtube.com/watch?v=Em3X...
youtube.com
David Lynch explains Transcendental Meditation
YouTube video by Rodrigo Notari
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Roberto Abramowitz @robertoabramowitz.bsky.social · 21/12/2024
If your Health Insurance Company denies you coverage. Do this! ⬇️
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Furry Found Footage ➡️ FURPOC @furryfootage.bsky.social · 16/01/2025
Rabbits (2003) directed by David Lynch
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GorlStreamTeam @gorlstream.team · 17/01/2025
It's going to be a small ceremony to handle the paperwork. No wedding gifts are necessary, but if you do want to do something for us, please donate to a campaign on gazafunds.com
gazafunds.com
Gaza Funds Spotlight Campaign
Find vetted fundraisers for Gaza here
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Pattye Ludwig 🇺🇸 @pattyeludwig.bsky.social · 31/12/2024
Happy New Year from Frog and Toad. Animation by India Rose Crawford ❤️
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Crystal Frasier @amazonchique.bsky.social · 18/12/2024
I know stories like this are heartbreaking, but never forget that these stories are stories that people WANT to tell and stories that people WANT to hear. It takes the force of a billion-dollar company to silence us, and it costs us nothing but a pen and paper to break that silence. Make art.
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David Kaib @davidkaib.bsky.social · 15/12/2024
A lot of good stuff from Butler here. The questions are embarrassing. english.elpais.com/culture/2024...
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Judith Butler, philosopher: ‘If you sacrifice a minority like trans people, you are operating within a fascist logic’
A leading figure in feminism and gender studies, the thinker welcomes EL PAÍS in California after being voted one of the most influential minds in the world
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Furry Found Footage ➡️ FURPOC @furryfootage.bsky.social · 15/12/2024
Furry Found Footage stickers are now in stock! They feature holographic details and are water and UV resistant. gentlemonsterart.storenvy.com
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Graveycat - Nova mode @graveycat.bsky.social · 14/12/2024
I still wear tanktops in winter lmao! I just throw cardigans over 'em now haha! 2019 dooble #winter #lynx #bobcat #furry
Gravey the bobcat sweating in a hot summer - POOF - now it's cold and they have a sweater n socks on!
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 14/12/2024
I lost 60 lbs in a year and half-miss the old weight. AMA
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But Thou Mustelid @rewhan.bsky.social · 12/12/2024
"Do something they cannot control or understand"
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Crownblossom @crownblossom.bsky.social · 10/12/2024
Executive function hard. Socializing hard. Uuuggghhh
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Spoony the Spooky Cat @spoonycatt.com · 08/12/2024
I made buttons.
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