iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

actually maybe bc im doing pixel art that it takes much longer since im literally drawing pixel by pixel.. 💀

going to art cons really helped with my art block..i couldnt draw anything without giving up every time i feel an ounce of motivation

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 2h

i am so rusty after having not drawn anything properly for 3-4 months..i keep taking long breaks for a sticker sheet im working on 😭

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

back then i shipped raven and robin so hard bc birds and bc one was emo and one was not lmao if i ever draw a rarepair i’d just send one of those vent arts as a reply bc gawd yall are chronic

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

ngl the vent art trend shows how sick and tired adults in fandoms have to deal with newgen shipping happens simply bc one was blue and one was red jack frost is ice and so is elsa they’d have a heart attack at cross-shipping i guess

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

seeing new evidence abt the cornell fuels me with rage. this isnt new since frats are fcking frats but men at this point should be a fcking slur atp like if u cant rmbr who tf is jane doe and “not another fatty” means you’re in the depths of hell

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cya 西田 🩵 working on comm/zine @cyanishida.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

💌SHOP IS OPEN! ko-fi.com/cyanishida/s... 🛍️New mini watercolors, prints and the MSBY/ADLERS stationery set!! 🐾 ✨I can ship worldwide ✨Shop will be open until 24th October ✨I'll start sending packages end of November!

screenshot of my online shop on ko-fi showing mini watercolors and msby/adlers set

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

its an urgent application but ughhhh

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

got jumpscared by two job invites but one i discarded bc its some adviser and one is design but i have to know mandarin too…i wouldve applied if its only english 🫩 im so tired of being a minority in this damn country my name is clearly malay and they still send the invite for what like i gets that

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

praying for brazil moots bc wtf is gg on why did i try googling and i see mr orange wants control of yall wtf focus on ur own damn countryy??

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

what is happening to the world..why are useless selfish leaders getting more votes to lead the world when the climate is in shambles 🙃 idek if the world will be in peace if that orange fck d*e asap im so deadass

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

isokay..i have another non-cpr song option which is streamer react safe ahahahaaa it just wont hit the same lol it be feeling like a director’s cut for the og song lol

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i rotoscoped over 800 frames only for the song for the animation to be muted on tiktok immmsmvnmsfjnsf this alwayysss happens to me like i be choosing the specific songs for them and then “contains copyright” wELL OK THEN WHY OTHER COPYRIGHT SONGS CAN STILL BE POSTED ANYWAY SOBSBDNFJSN

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

ok i just saw the osaaka tweet like whooooo asked?? and its always someone half a decade younger than me omg newgen fans really pmo “its my twitter i can say whatever o want” yea but not every unnecessary thought needs to be posted 😭😭😭

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i mean “do you have adhd” but yea LMAO

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

also ik my friends are goofy but when i said “it’s hard for me to watch smthg new for months now like i keep rewatching the same videos from streamers etc” and my friend who works in childhood edu said “do i have adhd” i mean do i?? im concerned tbh bc ive rewatched the same shit like…100 times 😭

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

a company invited me to apply as a swimming instructor HUH lmao im instantly picturing the goofiest shit in my head

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meyo 🌸 @meyoco.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

raven wing bolero sample just arrived today!!!!! Super happy with the result 🥹

Person wearing white tank top and mint miki skirt with a raven feather pattern bolero

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i would wear thissss sobss

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meyo 🌸 @meyoco.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Working on this one again!

Digital sketch of a bolero with dragonfly wing pattern

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

arguing abt ships is so ancient to me now like just make your collection of dolls kiss however you want are people that bored 😵‍💫

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

not to mention the issue with men who does NOTHING is still an enabler. we’re gone through this shit so many times yet sadly men’s prides are so fragile that they dont wanna say shit to fit the fck in lol. women are tired and angry for decades

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

those cornell losers must’ve thought shit wont happen after 2 years or possibly more but oooooo karma’s not only karma, but TIME is accumulative, and the victim bombed it at the peak of their careers i just know she feels vindicated now the news is worldwide. hopes and prayers she gets her justice

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

somehow rewatching haikyuu the past three days cured my artblock a little…hq truly an antidote regardless of anything 🫶

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

then again i studied design then now the world is hellbent on AI and that means finding jobs are harder (except if its retail but i hate customers and back pains lol) ahahahdnchajfn

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

so ive been putting out my resumes for funsies..surely i wont be corpon-napped (my luck with jobs has been bad after graduating 3 years ago and kinda gave up) LMAO

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

can instgram do something about the countless bots??? every time i check my ig story viewers its full of half naked women pfps bruhhh

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

ah yes of course ppl dont take it srsly that ai these days is getting worsenin ruining our brains and planet and dont take the researchers seriously

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KageHina Fest!! 🌄 @kagehinafest.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Day 2 of the KageHina Fest is here!! 🥳 Today's prompts are: ~ Stargazing ~ Penpals ~ Phonecalls ~ Parents AU Tag @kagehinafest.bsky.social and use either #KageHinaFest2026 or #NSFWKageHinaFest2026 to share your creation 💙🧡

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

might open comms soon 🙇‍♀️

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Navi | Commission open @pescadolimon.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

#BKDK my babyyyyyyyyy I LOVE THEMMMM

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

you go to artsobi and be “surprised” to see so many fanarts instead of originals. 1. artsobi is already a weeb ass word play for ASOBI in japanese, 2. the rise of art markets wouldn’t happen if werent for the same ach community people used to BULLY them for because “anime cringe”, “childish”. lol

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

my god even sg artist alley events cant catch a break wdym non-acg goers were complaining there’s “so much” fanart booths and most of them are popular? fandom works the same way: curate your damn experience by researching art markets that focus on handicrafts, jewellery, original art

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

hellooo ive been touching grass and resting a lot 😵‍💫 anyway here’s a perspective practice of childe’s home #genshin #childe #pixelart

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

THEM COMPRESSIONSS RRARRGHHHH HOLD ME BACK THEY’RE MY WEAKNESSSS

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

oh ye happy haikyuu day!!! im still kinda art blocked but inspired lately for genshin ueueue

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

not to mention a bunch of minors would freak out like giggly high school girls on anime fics that have nsfw scenes but i guess the derogatory terms dont apply to them bc the anime characters’ the same age as the minors make it make sense

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

im gonna be honest but like why are wattpad puritans acting like ao3 is “disgusting” and “worse” when wattpad is full of non-con mafia alpha fics and smuts like huhhhh like what about those old dark one direction fics and alsooo the one called After? isnt that non con too

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

what discourse did i come back to this time? wattpad users moving to ao3? ahaha… well as a former 2013-2019 wattpad user now addicted to ao3..

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

in other words this country is PAYING ppl to be STUPID or students who are paying thousands of dollars of school fees to be stupid and using AI against their will im so tired

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

yes lets keep force feeding Al down our throats bc the gov invested so much in Al already then the backlash made them make Al compulsory bc they know if no one takes it then its a waste of money Imaoooo bsfr this is so dirty for the design courses and its students

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

how the fuck did we go from all those hand drawn animated visuals in 2021 to full ai slop holy fk i hate this country

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sza 👾 @colesza.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

they’re…showing..a fully ai-generated short film…on..national…day?…

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