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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 16h

Of course the time that I cover for people, I'm held over because there's no respect for MY time yet I'm respectful of theirs. Oh boy am I going to have words at this point...

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18h

Instead of letting the anxiety of being on an old main get me, I'm kicking the feelings into a container. I'll process that next week. For now... I RETURN AS A BUNNY. I refuse to let this be ruined.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18h

Decided that instead of starting anew, I would continue on my main and fantasia, moving to another data center. Aether isn't my place. Time to wander yet again. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 23h

I should come up with some more WoL lore for Veyra. Like actually dive into the creative aspect. Oh man. I'm absolutely cooked. But in the 100% best way.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 23h

So I would consider him finished outside of a level 3 module. He was worth the wait.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I think I might actually be hooked again. I missed leveling in the older areas. However, I still need to get to 50 since I skipped ARR story... (I was not doing that slog again). Once I get there, HEAVENSWARDDDDDDDDDDD.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The game is SO beautiful, I swear. ;-;

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

It does feel really good to be back in Gridania. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I might've set up the rebrand's page. BUT I've got some really fire stuff in store (yes, that is not a pun for once). I'm excited to return but I need a little more time in the oven so to speak... soonTM.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Good moooooorning peeps. Another 6am starter. FFXIV is reinstalled and I think I'm gonna give it a proper whack this time and actually come BACK. Now... Eorzea missed me right? XD

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Why when I try to use matterspark in Destiny 2 does my game just decide to yeet itself into oblivion... Well that kinda tells me no more D2. xD APPARENTLY THIS IS A COMMON ISSUE.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

IT'S LIKE COLLEGE ALL OVER AGAIN (I can't wait for next week)

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

It really does. It's been such a monumental help during my workweeks. This week will be my first full one with those tools at my disposal. NOW if only I could have peace from the agents, haha.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I've decided that I'm getting breakfast today and will spend my time relaxing. I might actually start the comeback graphics because my creative side is itchy and I NEED to create. I MUSTTTTTTTTT.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I'm so tempted to start customizing again. BUT I need to wait. But ideas are swarming around my brain. BUT I NEED TO WAIT. BUT I NEED TO WAIT- Ugh. I'll write the ideas down...

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Meetings all day. I really think it's a day to treat myself. I'm somehow not sinking?! It feels overwhelming but I know I can do it because at least I have *some* time to breathe. LET'S GET IT 3 AND A HALF HOURS LEFT. Then I order breakfast.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Happy Friday! We made it. Well, not yet because I'm working 'til 2:30 but two more 6am shifts, then I'm back to normalcy. 👀 Krita and I might be bonding this weekend again and I'm lowkey excited to do this. Let's see how creative I CAN get.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Here's hoping that GW2 reinstallation was the key. I miss exploring. Plus the legendary grind looks like a fun timesink. For now, sleep as another 6am shift awaits me. And then one on Monday and Tuesday. Good grief I want my 8am shifts back.

WELCOME HOME TRAGODIA AND PENANCE OH MY GOD I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAA

The coping mechanism I was taught yesterday has come in handy a lot sooner than I thought. ...I'm gonna have a lot to process in a couple of weeks. No one told me supervising people was going to be this rough. xD

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🍂October #promosky🍂 Hi friend. The name's Kai, I like coziness, coffee, and gacha men. 👀 MDNI - I'm in my late 30s! Minors, go AWAY. I yap about: 🍂Arknights ◦ Destiny 2 ◦ Reverse: 1999 🍂My therapy journey. 🍂Random stuff. I'm returning to Twitch at an undetermined date! I don't bite, say hi!

Good morning peeps. I'm tired. But I feel okay. But mostly exhausted and like everything's coming up xD. Lord help me I'm ready for the weekend...

I happen to think my warlock fashion is on point. I AM SHINY.

Of course session one of therapy would be homework. But, went off extremely well. She's easy to talk to and apparently I handled it great. Now... rest.

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Good morning, it is therapy day and my first appointment with mine. I know it's all cordial BS and all that. 2:30pm off time, then decompression, food, and games until sesh. Let's see how things go. :)

LOL I went back into the server because someone reached out and told me that people stuck up for me and called out the insensitivity. I looked, and saw that a good few people also thought it wasn't rude. Like... okay, I shouldn't have put myself through that. Oop.

And now I found out that because I don't use a special/primary combination of weapon, that I'm actively throwing. Well, that's done now, I guess. I'll stick to low-end PVE and content that doesn't have that requirement.

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I did my first Destiny 2 raid tonight WITHOUT being in a voice chat, while being refreshed on mechanics. I did it perfectly fine, and handled all the roles given to me without issue. I HANDLED THREE ORACLES WHILE BEING HARASSED BY HOBGOBLINS I'M PROUD OF ME. I think I can do this raiding thing.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Technology has behaved itself. I'm tired, but still here. 😅 I have plans for stuff coming up, so I might sit in Krita and goof around. Hmm. Ideas. Many ideas.

Finding a raiding community in D2 that does not require me to be in Discord VC, and even teaches in text chat... I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY. I CAN RAID AGAIN. Oh my god. I CAN DO ENDGAME CONTENT AGAIN I DON'T FEEL LEFT OUT ANYMORE

My 6am start was welcomed by being locked out of my login. BUT everything is fine, and I'm tired. Happy Monday? (I'm gonna do D2 story after work I swear. I need to actually finish the campaigns and do the dungeons...)

Finally begun to level my operators up to module level. It's gonna take awhile, and then it's actually GETTING the modules. Now you can't yell at me for having E2L1 operators. HA.

I love matches where things turn around. I came in mid-match and proceeded to fuck all of them up xD. GET FUCKED I'M *BACK* BABY.

You know I will, Tal. I'm taking it easy today.

It just hit me that I've been an Arknights player for nearly half a year already. I've managed to get over half of the obtainable operators, have several mostly built, and even have a good amount of skins. I'm happy to have put the time in that I did, and I hope to continue to play. :)

Arknights OST - Duel Channel | アークナイツ/明日方舟デュエルチャンネル BGM

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFHQ... The fact Arknights has a gambling event is hilarious and with a phonk OST to boot? It's safe to say this has been added to my favorites. WHOEVER DID THE MUSIC FOR THIS DESERVES A FAT RAISE. It's such a brainworm.

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YouTube video by RiverV

Okay this counts as a sleep in. However... 6am start all this week. Woo. Gods save me, and therapy this week too. OOF.

Off to sleep I go, hoping for a nice sleep-in. If I don't sleep in, I'm going to be a very unhappy person. BUT I'm working at 6am this entire week so maybe it's a good thing for my sleep schedule this week. 😅 My art senses are tingling again. Mmm.

May tomorrow be the day I sleep IN. I woke up early today and that's not in my weekend plans at ALL. So... going to sleep IN.

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Hahaha this is true. xD I was like NO I KNOW HOW TO SPELLLLLL.

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The moment I get excited about things is the moment typos come to say hello. :')

Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Recupe weekend from the crazy closing shift last night at work. Imagine software intended to help you do your job lying to you... Woo. I'm still tired, but some coffee and D2 time will help I think :)

And how I somehow enjoy a white-haired Grim Reaper a little too much... Casper my beloved.

I've survived my first closing shift in over a decade and oh my god I am *tired*. I like the later start and the peace toward the end of day, but I am in grave need of normalcy now. ...I have to open next week. Oh fuck me.

Trying to explain gacha games and otome games to my therapist is going to be one of the most interesting conversations of my life. She's either going to be intrigued, or look at me as if I've gone insane. How do I explain A Date With Death to her...

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