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I've decided that I'm getting breakfast today and will spend my time relaxing. I might actually start the comeback graphics because my creative side is itchy and I NEED to create. I MUSTTTTTTTTT.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18h

I'm so tempted to start customizing again. BUT I need to wait. But ideas are swarming around my brain. BUT I NEED TO WAIT. BUT I NEED TO WAIT- Ugh. I'll write the ideas down...

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Meetings all day. I really think it's a day to treat myself. I'm somehow not sinking?! It feels overwhelming but I know I can do it because at least I have *some* time to breathe. LET'S GET IT 3 AND A HALF HOURS LEFT. Then I order breakfast.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Happy Friday! We made it. Well, not yet because I'm working 'til 2:30 but two more 6am shifts, then I'm back to normalcy. 👀 Krita and I might be bonding this weekend again and I'm lowkey excited to do this. Let's see how creative I CAN get.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Here's hoping that GW2 reinstallation was the key. I miss exploring. Plus the legendary grind looks like a fun timesink. For now, sleep as another 6am shift awaits me. And then one on Monday and Tuesday. Good grief I want my 8am shifts back.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

WELCOME HOME TRAGODIA AND PENANCE OH MY GOD I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

The coping mechanism I was taught yesterday has come in handy a lot sooner than I thought. ...I'm gonna have a lot to process in a couple of weeks. No one told me supervising people was going to be this rough. xD

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

🍂October #promosky🍂 Hi friend. The name's Kai, I like coziness, coffee, and gacha men. 👀 MDNI - I'm in my late 30s! Minors, go AWAY. I yap about: 🍂Arknights ◦ Destiny 2 ◦ Reverse: 1999 🍂My therapy journey. 🍂Random stuff. I'm returning to Twitch at an undetermined date! I don't bite, say hi!

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Good morning peeps. I'm tired. But I feel okay. But mostly exhausted and like everything's coming up xD. Lord help me I'm ready for the weekend...

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I happen to think my warlock fashion is on point. I AM SHINY.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Of course session one of therapy would be homework. But, went off extremely well. She's easy to talk to and apparently I handled it great. Now... rest.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Good morning, it is therapy day and my first appointment with mine. I know it's all cordial BS and all that. 2:30pm off time, then decompression, food, and games until sesh. Let's see how things go. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

And now I found out that because I don't use a special/primary combination of weapon, that I'm actively throwing. Well, that's done now, I guess. I'll stick to low-end PVE and content that doesn't have that requirement.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I did my first Destiny 2 raid tonight WITHOUT being in a voice chat, while being refreshed on mechanics. I did it perfectly fine, and handled all the roles given to me without issue. I HANDLED THREE ORACLES WHILE BEING HARASSED BY HOBGOBLINS I'M PROUD OF ME. I think I can do this raiding thing.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Technology has behaved itself. I'm tired, but still here. 😅 I have plans for stuff coming up, so I might sit in Krita and goof around. Hmm. Ideas. Many ideas.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Finding a raiding community in D2 that does not require me to be in Discord VC, and even teaches in text chat... I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE THE DAY. I CAN RAID AGAIN. Oh my god. I CAN DO ENDGAME CONTENT AGAIN I DON'T FEEL LEFT OUT ANYMORE

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

My 6am start was welcomed by being locked out of my login. BUT everything is fine, and I'm tired. Happy Monday? (I'm gonna do D2 story after work I swear. I need to actually finish the campaigns and do the dungeons...)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Finally begun to level my operators up to module level. It's gonna take awhile, and then it's actually GETTING the modules. Now you can't yell at me for having E2L1 operators. HA.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I love matches where things turn around. I came in mid-match and proceeded to fuck all of them up xD. GET FUCKED I'M *BACK* BABY.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

It just hit me that I've been an Arknights player for nearly half a year already. I've managed to get over half of the obtainable operators, have several mostly built, and even have a good amount of skins. I'm happy to have put the time in that I did, and I hope to continue to play. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFHQ... The fact Arknights has a gambling event is hilarious and with a phonk OST to boot? It's safe to say this has been added to my favorites. WHOEVER DID THE MUSIC FOR THIS DESERVES A FAT RAISE. It's such a brainworm.

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Arknights OST - Duel Channel | アークナイツ/明日方舟デュエルチャンネル BGM

YouTube video by RiverV

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Okay this counts as a sleep in. However... 6am start all this week. Woo. Gods save me, and therapy this week too. OOF.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Off to sleep I go, hoping for a nice sleep-in. If I don't sleep in, I'm going to be a very unhappy person. BUT I'm working at 6am this entire week so maybe it's a good thing for my sleep schedule this week. 😅 My art senses are tingling again. Mmm.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

May tomorrow be the day I sleep IN. I woke up early today and that's not in my weekend plans at ALL. So... going to sleep IN.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

The moment I get excited about things is the moment typos come to say hello. :')

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Recupe weekend from the crazy closing shift last night at work. Imagine software intended to help you do your job lying to you... Woo. I'm still tired, but some coffee and D2 time will help I think :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I've survived my first closing shift in over a decade and oh my god I am *tired*. I like the later start and the peace toward the end of day, but I am in grave need of normalcy now. ...I have to open next week. Oh fuck me.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Trying to explain gacha games and otome games to my therapist is going to be one of the most interesting conversations of my life. She's either going to be intrigued, or look at me as if I've gone insane. How do I explain A Date With Death to her...

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

So my first closing shift started with the worst supervisor call I've had to take to date. Was threatened personally so now I'm even more ready for therapy because *what is this day*.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Good morning, I have therapy next week but I'm also opening that entire week. At least I don't have to worry about being late for the appointment. I am so ready for the weekend. However... I close tomorrow and Friday. MY SCHEDULE IS ALL OVER THE PLACE. AGH.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Reinstalling this overnight. Now, to sleep for me so I can bury myself in my bed and get some sleep after tonight took a lot out of me energy-wise. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I DID A RAID IN GUILD WARS 2! (I'm out of commission for the next couple of days... holy.) But it was FUN.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

DESTINY 2 IS COMING BACK OH MY GOD I'M GONNA RETURN. I CAN FINALLY PLAY AGAIN PROPERLY. THEY'RE UNVAULTING EVERYTHING. OH MY *GOD*.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

FUCK YOU, BODY. (The curse is here and I am suffering.)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

A friend in game showed me GW2 legendaries and now I'm even more invested than I thought I was before. 😅 THERE'S A STAFF THAT TURNS YOUR PROJECTILES INTO RAVENS. Oh I'm dead. This is so COOL.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I return to Arknights and the first thing I do is E2 Ebenholdt. He is SO freaking cool. SO cool.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

With 7 hours of sleep on hand, I'm probably going to rest lol. Nothing big today, probably exploring Tyria. :) Again. Or nesting with some podcasts. Definitely nesting early. I CLOSE THIS WEEK FOR WORK GOD HELP ME.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I did *not* realize it was 1AM. Shit. Okay, I'm going to sleep. Good night. <3

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I hope you'll join me upon my return. 🤎☕️🌌 I'm very excited to begin the therapeutic journey. (Scared too, but that's part of it.)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Early sleep it is. Tomorrow... I game. And rest. And game. And try to rest. ...actually I'm not even gonna put on an alarm. Good night peeps.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

After today's OT, having to put out far more dumpster fires than I can count, and having to deal with absolutely awful humans... I AM GETTING MYSELF TAKEOUT BECAUSE *FUCK EVERYTHING* I AM DONEEEEEEEEEE.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Look at how gorgeous this is...

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Doing the first thing in years that I have *actually* sat down and chosen to relax... SAYER podcast and Guild Wars 2 exploration. I haven't done something like this for myself in awhile. Feels good. :)

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Discovered the WoW guild I was part of supports the use of generative AI. I'm out. I'll go back to Guild Wars 2. Wheeeee.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

9/30 is my first therapy appointment!! I'M GETTING THERAPY. Oh my god I'm scared but I'm SO ready. IT'S HAPPENING I'M GONNA GET MENTAL HEALTH CARE. I'M GONNA HEAL. It's gonna suck but I'm gonna heal.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Tonight is my consultation and I think this is gonna be an interesting one since uh... I know she's gonna look at me and go "yeah we need to start this immediately" 😅

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Update: Consultation booked for tomorrow evening after work. Hoo boy. She's gonna see the tired. Let's see how this turns out.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

First time in years reaching out to a therapist. Here's hoping that she's a good fit. SELF-DEVELOPMENT LET'S GO.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I might have found a WoW guild! Doesn't require voice chat. Doesn't really even use it unless required. Older casual players. Oh my god this might actually be IT. THIS MIGHT BE IT. NOW IF MY FUCKING AGENTS WOULD QUIT FIGHTING ME SO I CAN HAVE A MOMENT'S PEACE.

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Kai ☕ @coffeewithkai.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Game is installed but resub will have to wait until Thursday. For now... hehehehe. Addon time.

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