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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 21h

Hi duckiessss I'm staying in today, did laundry and breakfast and I continue working on my crochet cardigan. Idk how busy with work I'll be in the next week or two but should be done soon :]]]

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Fr, I don't know why the fuck they even gave me the option lol I guess my sister will get an early bday gift

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I miss them. I don't know how to go from romantic to platonic. They're literally the love of my life. And now I can't even comprehend their reality of living in a war zone.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Uh yeah but I mean on a small level. I ordered my sister's bday present and checked to arrive on Saturday (specifically). And now I see that it's arriving tomorrow and uhh I can't do anything about it now

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Orcspiration @orcspiration.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

YOU MUST TAKE YOUR MEDICATIONS TO HAVE STRENGTH TO GRIND YOUR ENEMIES' BONES TO DUST.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I'm so exhausted. I'm not even prepared for therapy tomorrow and I'm anxious about it, because I was supposed to track my mood but I haven't. And I don't remember shit from last week. I literally only remember 2 days.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Every call is like reopening a wound

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Nothing matters, I feel like nothing matters

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Omg why my luteal makes me hate my coffee 😭

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I don't want to go to therapy tomorrow. I know I just paid for it yesterday but I don't want to talk to her. I don't have anything to say. So she won't even have anything to work with. I feel like shit, I just want to throw myself to work starting tomorrow because I have to. I want to give up

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

It's 11am. I fell asleep around 2:30. I feel like shit emotionally.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

enough for it to affect my life or health. Sometimes I wish I didn't fail 8 months ago

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I probably feel bad because it's 2am and idk how that happened, considering I've been sleepy since 9pm. I'm so sick of everything and I just want to give up everything. I started to think that it doesn't matter if I don't brush my teeth everyday or do my skincare because I'm not gonna live long

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I kinda know but it still hurts. I feel like so many things have changed and it's hard even without bpd We said we would stay in contact and will slowly try to go platonic but I feel like that's just impossible bc of the circumstances (war)

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Uhh,, I stopped practicing Cyrillic a month ago and I forgot it already

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Lol I didn't know you can buy Swedish snacks in ikea

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Yeah:( but I love them:(( it's the 3rd weekend in a row that we were supposed to call and catch up, since they moved and we barely even text. And again I haven't even got one text today. It hurts to the point that I'm feeling numb, because I've been hurting so much for a long time.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Gsksgsj omg I think I've been to IKEA twice in my life 😭

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Alright sooo I feel like I've been stood up again :/

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Omg I hate men love bombing me, to ask for my nudes later 😭

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

A bit better, but still hurts a bit

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

This makes me feel so much better mentally

Selfie of a person with short green hair and glasses. Wearing a yellow shirt. Behind you can see a screen with a software workflow.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I had a nightmare and decided to stay in bed longer

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Do you think I should show this to my therapist?

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Omg I need to get up in 8h I WANT TO SLEEP

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I just can't accept that we're never going to have the relationship we had ever again.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

This change is really hard. On top of breaking up and the relationship changing in this way, we're also barely talking because of the circumstances. There's also the layer of war, and living in the war zone; and I know I can't do anything or help in any way.

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Thank you:( I really need this. I can't get it, and I need a lot of time with a friend, do things together and hug and I wish I had someone here, that I could hang out with them regularly and have support:((

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I want to play a cute game like animal crossing or something:(

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

How do you even let go of a person that you love the most in the whole world?

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Jane Doe @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Today is the first day in weeks that I had 3 meals 🥺

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