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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 8h

Do you think I should show this to my therapist?

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 8h

Omg I need to get up in 8h I WANT TO SLEEP

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 8h

Omg guys I think I'm pretty

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

This change is really hard. On top of breaking up and the relationship changing in this way, we're also barely talking because of the circumstances. There's also the layer of war, and living in the war zone; and I know I can't do anything or help in any way.

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I want to play a cute game like animal crossing or something:(

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

How do you even let go of a person that you love the most in the whole world?

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Today is the first day in weeks that I had 3 meals 🥺

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I hate that I start emotionally distancing myself from my baby:( we're becoming distant and barely talk

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I'm so nauseous I almost threw up :(

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I had a dream that pilots had a song called "chaos"

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

My whole jar of seitan got spoiled and I had to throw it away:(

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Update: I did go to therapy. I still feel shit. It did not help with anything. I just wanna stay in bed. I wish someone would care and make me food

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

A week ago I hit half a year of staying clean

Screenshot from the sober tracking app. It shows 165 days in a green hexagon, marking 165 days of staying self harm clean.

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It's in 15mon and I really think I won't do it

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I don't want to waste money but I don't want to log in to my therapy meeting

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Omg I'm sad:(( we planned to have a call with my baby today, and they haven't texted me once. I'm not sure how I feel, my bpd is definitely not taking it well.

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Omg not my v******* running out of the battery right in the middle of me using it 😭

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I just stopped a date bc i didn't like it. I think it's a win for me lol

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Good morning 😭 I'm so tired, it's noon and I went to bed at 3am idk why

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Me fantasising about visiting a mental hospital and moving to Kyiv every night:

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Miss my Iva:( how long does the relationship's split up grieve last?

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Today was really nice. A bit tiring but in a good way. And also socialising! And getting my stuff! And visiting my love's city. Well... ex city

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I open bsky I see I don't understand what's happening I confused I close bsky

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Omg I met with my friend (my ex's best friend) in their city and it was so weird to go there and not meet with them:(

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Oki, goodnight ✨🩷 Tomorrow I'm meeting with my friend that I got to know through Iva:(( I fear I'm gonna cry when I see her

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I'm 25 and not even close to finishing my masters and mentally ill, not ready for living quite yet 😭

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twenty one pilots lyric bot @twentyonelyrics.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

but it takes someone to come around and show you how.

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

My hairstyle for the past month!! done by soph for my bday 😋

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I feel like I want to hurt physically, as I can't wrap my head around my mental/emotional pain

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

How? How am I supposed to live my life without you?

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I watched 7eps of the Game of Thrones and I'm invested

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I don't want to do this I don't want to try

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I miss iva so so much:( my baby

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

My hbo subscription is ending,, I'll give GOT a chance and then decide if I want to extend it

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I miss waking up and seeing Iva's face right next to me:(

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bee 🌟 @starsbian.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

you literally CAN’T be behind in your own life. it’s impossible. stop imposing arbitrary deadlines on yourself. let yourself LIVE.

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Depression is bad but I'm surviving. At least trying to wash my face and get up at some point and stretch a tiny bit and eat something

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Why am I getting so many ads of valorant on YouTube???

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

The sweetest baby 🥹🩷 meet Rora (Aurora)

A happy black and white border collie, sitting on the grass

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

My baby texted me:(( of course they don't hate me, they were just struggling as well and needed some time off their phone

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Such a shame I can't record voice memos here, you guys would get so sick of me lol

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junibug @clancystardust.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

tw self harm It crossed my mind again. And I don't even know why. I just feel like I have to punish myself for feeling so much. For falling in love so hard. Now I'm alone and lonely again and nobody cares and I stop caring about stuff. I really don't know, I love them.

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