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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

im realyl aleepy sorry to anyone i didmt respond to today ill do that inthe morning nightnight everybody ♡♡

𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

every time i feel bad about pulling away i look at that post where he called me his supply and it reminds me of why i did it

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

okay everythings fine, i threw up some more, cleaned my mouth out with mouthwash, took some laxes, took a shower, and my weight didn't fluctuate after checking it! false alarm!!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i feel like a failure. tomorrow i get to see one of my closest friends but her ed is so much worse than mine and shes so much skinnier than me and i just know that she uses me to make her look extra thin because im so fat. i wish i could be like her.

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i threw up until there wasnt anything left to purge but i still feel awful. i need to try again. there has to be more.

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

on my way home i saw this little puppydog in the street who was barking at cars :( i brought the poor thing back to his house (he hadnt gone very far) and im glad i found him when i did cause who knows what could have happened to him

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

When I'm trying to have a conversation with someone and they respond with only one word answers.. "How was your day?" "Good." Give me more!! Tell me all the details!! Yap until theres nothing to yap about!! I love you and I want to hear you!!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Yuck, the walk to school was awful :') My legs felt like jelly and I kept getting dizzy. That's okay though, it'll get easier as my body readjusts to this lifestyle

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I'm so glad I have last period off today. I go from health to spanish 3 to honors precalc and then I get to go home! And I always finish my work in health early so I get to do my homework in there!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

i think with school starting up again im gonna have to eat more than ive been eating. staying under 200kcals is gonna ruin me mentally, i just cant focus like that! i think im gonna make some bacon for breakfast (140) and then have a roll for dinner (130) whichll put me at 270 for the day

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

its 4:30am. i just woke up from a horrible horrible nightmare. i check my favorite persons blog. theyre referring to me as (narc) supply in the same way youd talk about cattle or objects. im genuinely so fucking pissed its not even funny. is that all i am to you? supply? fuel for your npd?

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

"you said goodnight two hours earlier than usual do you hate me??" nooo baby but i am starving myself so im just a lil bit tired 🥹🥹

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

cinnascars.straw.page i made it!! im very tired from how little I've eaten recently so it doesn't have the mosttt information buuut it's a good start!

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cinnascars's strawpage

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

almost forgot to officially do this for the day: + 6oz raspberries - 88kcals - Walking pad - 90kcals (2/3rds of 135) = -2kcals

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

I put away dinner leftovers without eating even a single piece, everyone cheered!!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

Every time I worry about whether or not this is worth it, I remember my little sister joking to her friends about how she can always hear me "stomping around on that treadmill" and it instantly makes me lock back in

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

So many of my mutuals have straw pages and it makes me want to make one for myself.. I might do that after my bath, but I'm a bit worried I'll get no gimmicks and it'll make me sad (；∀； ) Even if i don't, it'll still be a fun little project to do i think!!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

This looks like fun!! Without downloading any new pics what's it like dating you?

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

theres absolutely no way... im 30 minutes until my fast ends and i just weighed myself at 119.4lbs.. yesterday i was 122.8....

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

my favorite person is fasting right now for religious purposes and now im wondering whether to wait to break my fast when he does or not...

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Louie Zong @everydaylouie.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Bug Battle

a stylized 3d render of a pinsir and heracross fighting on a log.

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

my favorite person themed their entire profile based on a character that genuinely triggers my ptsd because my ex abuser loved him so much 🥹🥹 they dont know that though and im not gonna tell them because its such a silly thing to panic over

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

im so used to associating boredom with hunger that i want to eat right now without even being hungry. i think unlearning this is gonna be the hardest skill to master but im gonna do it!!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

fasting is gonna be a little bit harder today cause i get to stay home but ill just keep myself busy with allllll the schoolwork ill have to catch up on!!

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♡ 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚛 ♡ @deadispretty.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

I’m so bored when I’m not walking but I can’t just keep walking constantly

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

three miles on the treadmill, it says thats -340kcal but im gonna log it as -227! i ate one pack of microwave bacon today which waaaas 140kcals, putting me at -87kcals for the day

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

ive already gone over the amount of calories i needed burned by a bit but im lowkey having fun so im gonna keep walking for a while!!! hamtermaxxing...

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mr sleepy @homicipet.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

mr chopped you deserve the world ｡°(°¯᷄◠¯᷅°)°｡ #homicipher

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

i dont trust my walking pads estimate for calories burned so i always take 2/3rds of the number to be safe

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

i lost the charger to my smart watch which means i cant calculate calorie loss as easily right now BUT i ordered a new one! everyone cheered!

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

i NEED to weigh myself but the only scale in my entire house is in my parents bathroom... and i dont have the money to go buy myself one. and even if i DID my parents would get pissed if i owned one

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

im soooo bored idk what to do. im stuck up in my room but i already finished putting up all of the posters i own and i have no one to talk to. aaand todays the last day of spring break

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 22/03/2026

ive been too afraid to go downstairs and eat because moms in a bad mood. i feel lightheaded

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a sweet that's repulsive @repulsivesweet.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

im going to regret this in the future arent i

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

my stomach hurts so bad i think i have food poisoning:(

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𓏵⠀cinnamon ⠀ᛝ⠀she her⠀‿◞ ྀི @cinnascars.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

im pretty sure my fp hates me (theyre taking a nap) they wont respond to me and it has me worried (they had a long day at school and are taking a nap) i miss them so much i havent heard from them in forever (they said goodnight an hour ago and are taking a nap) #bpdsky

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