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@chrysofasma.bsky.social
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21+ NSFW space. 33. Unfiltered thoughts, delirious rambling, widowposting, story building, textual analysis & fandom discussion. You’ve been warned.

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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
“that’s my read on things. a tribute to a difficult life, which love briefly illuminated, made from beyond the grave by a grieving partner’s cursed soul”
A crude drawing of a person screaming and crying while kneeling on the ground.A crude drawing of a person hiding their face in their hands in distress.A crude drawing of a person hunched over and gnawing on a chew toy, which they then eviscerate by shaking their head rapidly.A crude drawing of a person scrunching up their face and crying while squeezing an exploding drink carton.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
I had a feeling it would be this, haha.
A poll result that reads:

“MY SOUL: KINDNESS (GREEN)
"No matter how many times I got hurt, I never let that make me cruel."

KINDNESS       71%
INTEGRITY      66%
PERSEVERANCE   65%
JUSTICE        44%
BRAVERY        37%
PATIENCE       33%
DETERMINATION  32%”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
I may not have accomplished unraveling the world at 32 like Althaea, but there’s still time for me yet. on to 33

A black cat lying down on an orange sofa, holding a wine glass and a cigarette. Next to it is a table with a bottle of wine and a box of chocolates on it.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
going down the MyHouse.wad rabbit hole
A crude drawing of a person in anguish and squeezing a drink box as it sprays.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
without saying your age, what's your favorite movie that came out when you were 18?
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
the answer: yes
A pop-up from Neopets.com that reads:

“Vocivus Rewards

You’ve earned the following rewards for your battle against Vocivus!

Corrupted Staff of the Void

For dealing 100,000 damage to Vocivus!

Items have been added to your inventory.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 23/04/2026
WE HAD OUR FIRST BABY AND THESE ARE HER FIRST FUCKING WORDS I’M CRYING
A scene from Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. Two Miis are standing in a room as one of them holds a baby Mii and says “Surprise! We have a baby, yikes!”A scene from Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. Two Miis are standing in a room as one of them holds a baby Mii and says “It’s a girl, yikes!”A scene from Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. Two Miis are standing in a room and looking down at their baby Mii. One Mii holds a camera while the other holds up Depeche Mode’s Violator album. The baby’s first words are “Violator - Depeche Mode.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
excuse me. excuse me. exc
A scene from Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream of a Jayce Mii being sweet to a Viktor Mii. Jayce says to Viktor, “All I want is my partner back.”A scene from Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream of a Jayce Mii being sweet to a Viktor Mii. Viktor says to Jayce, “My northern star, you’re the only one who would ever say something like that to me. Thank you.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
this was a labor of pure love.
A custom music item from the game Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream. The album cover is Depeche Mode’s Violator, a signature red rose cut in half.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
no comment :)
A pop-up in the game Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream that reads “Don’t be shy. Put your hand on Chris’ head and give it a little rub.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 22/03/2026
staring at the camera intensifies
An answer to a Tumblr ask that reads “thank you very much for reading and for the kind words. when i say fans of lady of the shard should read soulsov, i'm especially thinking of developments toward the end of the story. so, please look forward to it.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
happy Violator Release Date Day
The cover of Depeche Mode’s album Violator, a completely red rose floating over a solid black background. There are two portions under the album, one small and one gigantic. The caption for the smaller portion reads “hey this actually sounds like a cool album,” and the caption for the gigantic portion reads “I have never been this horny.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
don’t forget to get your Mario milk today
A milk jug with an expiration date that reads “MAR10.” The caption underneath reads “limited edition Mario milk $240.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
honorable mentions, because they also take up space in my frontal lobe
The “My 9 Games” meme, a three by three grid of video game covers. The top row includes Final Fantasy VII, Parasite Eve, and Shining Force.
The middle row includes NiGHTS into Dreams, Undertale, and Pyre. The bottom row includes OFF, Hyper Light Drifter, and Sonic 3 & Knuckles.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
for #my9games I stuck to the ones that have a significant artistic influence on me or are otherwise very important to me.
The “My 9 Games” meme, a three by three grid of video game covers. The top row includes Transistor, Soul of Sovereignty, and Deltarune.
The middle row includes Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VIII, and Klonoa 2: Lunatea’s Veil. The bottom row includes Klonoa: Door to Phantomile, Odin Sphere, and Axiom Verge.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 07/03/2026
how I woke up from a nap just now [literally drooling into my pillow]
A drawing of joke bear from nagano’s LINE sticker series. He’s asleep under a blanket and drooling, with his phone settled close by.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
actual picture of me right now
A cute bear snuggled up under a light blue blanket with its smartphone laying on top of the blanket.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
beloved and cherished Tutu :)
An alligator named Tutu standing upright and holding her snout in her hands in embarrassment. She’s from the visual novel Soul of Sovereignty by ggdg.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
that moment when you have a really really good but really really awful idea for your story and all you can do is
A drawing of a person holding their head in their hands.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
A screenshot of a Tumblr ask that reads:

“tutu - birthday cake. colorful and yummy for baby”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 19/01/2026
missing him immensely. I think about this exchange we had every single day.
Part of a chatlog that reads:

“Opheron 4:33 pm
If I can occasionally be someone’s spark I’m happy with that.

[redacted] 4:34 pm
Every day that I get to spend with you is a day that makes me happy :)

Opheron 4:37 pm
Same for me. You make my days far happier lately. All of my twitter friends do, but you’ve gone above and beyond”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 17/01/2026
No new pictures. Where are you at mentally?
A bathing sponge styled after Mrs. Puff, a character from the show Spongebob. She has no hair and there’s a blue band across the sponge with the caption “wet n wild” on it.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 01/01/2026
Ikea dropping all the good stuff on the first day of the year
A cutesy bear wearing a robe and holding out a glass full of wine.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 03/11/2025
literally embodying my profile pic
A black cat laying down on an orange sofa, holding a wine glass and a cigarette. Next to it is a table with a bottle of wine and a box of chocolates on it.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 31/10/2025
smiling smiling smiling!!!
An excerpt from the NYT article on Guillermo del Toro’s Frankenstein.

“Every work of art is, in some way, about its own creation. Del Toro has always been confused about why the creature’s body had to be made of scraps of corpses. If Victor was so brilliant and could animate flesh, why couldn’t he reanimate an intact body? But this was Shelley’s “work,” in every sense, the piecing and patching together of parts, of sewing the clothes that might bear a body through new life and death, of weaving a story capacious enough to contain her prodigious self-education, the pain of losing her children, her mother’s absence, her father’s abandonment, the exhilaration of thinking alongside her husband and friends. She draws together these strands into unity, stitching them a story of loneliness, vengeance and the possibilities for repair.”An excerpt from the NYT article on Guillermo del Toro’s Frankenstein.

“At the end of the novel, the creature is profoundly alone, mourning his creator, preparing to die himself. He evokes Mary Shelley on the stage of her own life, littered with the bodies of her children, her half sister, her husband. She wondered if, in conjuring such loss and loneliness, she had prophesied her own; it might be one explanation for her retreat from the intensity of the imaginative world of “Frankenstein,” why nothing she wrote could match it.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
so what you’re saying is I absolutely have to listen to Björk’s discography now.
An excerpt from the Vespertine Wikipedia page that reads:

“The eventual title change of the record reveals its changing nature. Writer and critic Mark Pytlik notes that, "where [Domestika] signified a focus of extracting magic from the platitudes of everyday life, [Vespertine] [...] suggested a creation of magic through much more powerful forces. In fine style, Björk had set out to write an album about making sandwiches. She'd ended up with an album about making love". A stylistic antecedent was her poem "Techno Prayer", published in Details magazine in July 1996, which would later be used as part of the lyrics of "All Neon Like". It featured thematic ideas such as cocooning and thread-weaving that she would later explore on Vespertine.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 06/10/2025
the face of a happy boy who definitely did not die in the walls of a cafe.
Artwork of Wanyamon. He’s a little blue cat face with tabby striping and an “M” on his forehead.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 26/08/2025
Wormy, from SpongeBob, squirming on a leaf. He’s a green worm with white spots.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
all the health issues I managed to escape are all now back thanks to antibiotics round two. on top of my regularly scheduled biology
Vivi from Final Fantasy IX lying face-down on the ground and being pelted by heavy rain.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 28/07/2025
this is what I’ve been sayingggg
A meme of Peter Parker putting on his glasses. On the right hand side, the top panel is a still from K-Pop Demon Hunters, and the bottom panel is a still from Final Fantasy X-2.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 13/07/2025
rest in peace Bunnie. you got me and my brother through some really difficult times. I’ll always love you and I’m glad we got to spend so much time together. I hope we gave you the love and life that you deserved.
An orange tabby cat curled up on a bed.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 10/07/2025
THERE I AM GARY THERE I AM
The final scoreboard for Tetris 99 at SGDQ 2025.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 03/07/2025
I visited Balto today :3c
The Balto statue in Central Park in New York City. The statue is a bronze dog and standing on top of an outcropping of rock. In the background are numerous trees and a bridge.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 30/06/2025
I got to NYC and not even an hour into my stay I had to go to the ER because I tripped and fell on the glass bottle of Yoo-hoo I was holding. happy fucking pride
A hand wrapped up in gauze.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 24/06/2025
every time there’s a heat wave I can’t not think of this tweet
A tweet from Twitter user @LeftatLondon that reads “Heat waves been suckin me off or whatever glass animals said.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 16/06/2025
hidden for Deltarune spoilers and potential body horror. remembering this part from Chapter 4 and immediately getting hot under the collar
A giant hand with long, sharp nails and several eyes morphed into its skin. It’s firing a giant energy beam from its palm.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 08/06/2025
incredible meta moment here, both speaking about the creative process and Deltarune’s story itself. definitely putting a pin on this
Ralsei, Kris, and a new character sitting at a big table and having a tea party. The new character is talking and says: “She ain’t got no fear, that one. Doubt, irony, that’s what poisons your story…”Ralsei, Kris, and a new character sitting at a big table and having a tea party. The new character is talking and says: “That, and too much predictability.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 02/06/2025
oh I am so so thoroughly fucked. but I already knew that.
A roleplaying chat log of the characters Althaea and Opheron. The condensed transcript reads:

Althaea gently pulls away after a moment, brushing her fingers against his scars and smiling.
Opheron shivers at her touch.
Althaea: Does it hurt when I do that?
Opheron: Not anymore, you've made it something pleasurable.
Opheron: Just feels nice to feel appreciated for everything that I am.
Althaea smiles and presses her lips to his scars.
Opheron shuts his eyes, enjoying the pressure of her lips on his skin.
Althaea: I love you for who you are, the entirety that you are.
Opheron: ..and I love you, your past, your future, and most of all you right here right now.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 25/05/2025
it took every fiber of my bee-ing not to buy more bees [also a few alien friends in the mix]
A cluster of bumblebee plushies and two alien plushies in a bin at an Ikea store.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 17/05/2025
found my old artist statement for my capstone project and. oh my god oh my god wait I was onto something. holy shit
A paper with an artist statement that reads:
“Artist Starement: Working in illustration, I confront and make sense of the loss of a partner, of childhood, and of identity. In doing so, I explore the dissonant relationships between experience, memory, lived sensation, and image.

“Vestige” is my eulogy to my late partner, Christopher Jones. In a triptych of three illustrations, I trace three different memories of us holding hands, one for each image. In recalling these memories, however, I realize I cannot perfectly picture the environment or the placement of our hands, only the lingering sensation of our touch. Each recollection deteriorates with repetition, time, and age; I am simultaneously terrified and fascinated that I could lose him all over again, if only my memory and experience of him. Because the act of recalling is an automatic and iterative process, a complementary process is vital to this work’s conception and reading. I translate the three memories into digital illustrations which are then printed onto large format paper and traced over multiple times in both marker and colored pencil. No two tracings are alike. The act of recalling memories is analogous to this illustrative process, where inconsistency and entropy emerge in the relationships between memories. The tangibility of these images serves as a substitute for these experiences, a quiet comment on my inevitable loss of him and the memories I have of him.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 11/05/2025
SCREAMING CHEERING CLAPPING
Two Magic the Gathering cards of Ultimecia, the main antagonist of Final Fantasy VIII.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 09/05/2025
YUNERRRRRRR
A Magic the Gathering card for Yuna from Final Fantasy X. The card title is “Yuna, Grand Summoner.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 05/05/2025
well guess who’s visiting for the month :)
A cat lying on a pillow wrapped in a dark blue blanket. There are several pill cases and a glass of water surrounding it. It looks high out of its mind.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 01/05/2025
why am I Kuchipatchi
An excerpt from the Tamagotchi Wiki from Kuchipatchi’s page, that reads:

“Kuchipatchi has a carefree and gentle nature. He is mild and lazy, but very romantic and a daydreamer. He sometimes cheats if playing games. He has a supersized passion for food, especially Tama-Donuts, and he also loves to take naps. He also loves relaxing in hot springs and will sometimes sleep in one.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 11/04/2025
reading up on this González-Torres piece and. god. he described the creation of this as “the scariest thing I have ever done”
Felix González-Torres’ art installation titled “Untitled (Perfect Lovers),” from 1991. It’s two clocks hung side-by-side, touching, and perfectly synchronized to the same time.A screenshot from Wikipedia that reads:

“The clocks must be set to the same time initially though they may fall out of sync over the course of an exhibition. If one or both of the clocks stops functioning, the clocks are deinstalled and repaired, then reinstalled and reset to the same time, allowing the piece to theoretically last forever.”Felix González-Torres’ sketch of the art, titled “Lovers, 1988.” It’s of two clocks placed side-by-side, touching, and perfectly synchronized to the same time. There’s an excerpt underneath that reads:

“Don’t be afraid of the clocks, they are our time, time has been so generous to us. We imprinted time with the sweet taste of victory. We conquered fate by meeting at a certain TIME in a certain space. We are a product of the time, therefore we give back credit where it is due: time.
We are synchronized, now and forever.
I love you.”
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
can’t stop thinking about these from the Deltarune Q&A.
Q: How many endings are there?
A: One.

Q: Then doesn’t that mean nothing I do matters?
A: There’s something more important than reaching the end.Q: Any closing remarks?
A: Thanks for taking an interest in this game.

I don’t believe my game is for every person.
But,
to a certain type of people, attuned a certain type of way,
this game can reach a meaning beyond its appearance,
and find a shape in your heart.Even if there’s just one person that feels that way,
I will keep making this game
to grow by your side.

See you again soon.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 22/03/2025
Do Not Fucking Separate Them
Two tiny bumblebee plushies from Ikea on top of a bunch of blankets.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 18/03/2025
also. omg Hexadecimal hiiiiiii
A screenshot from Reboot of Hexadecimal. She’s wearing a scary, sinister mask and has a jester-adjacent getup. She has her hands outstretched to gather energy for an attack.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 16/03/2025
WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE-
One of the concept arts for Ghadius from Klonoa: Door to Phantomile. He has no body save for a dark, celestial cloak and floating red gloves for hands. On his face is a mask, styled to look like a solar crown with a long, bird-like beak and red eyes. Two "earrings" dangle off the crown portion of the mask. Only the bottom portion of his face is visible.
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chrysofasma @chrysofasma.bsky.social · 15/03/2025
ah fuck. they figured me out
A Venn diagram of three overlapping circles. One is labelled “goth vampire,” another is labelled “mad jester,” and the last is labelled “old wizard.” The middle most piece is labelled “my ideal aesthetic.”
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