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chryco4

@chryco4.bsky.social
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I was too lazy to make a private twitter so I used this instead but now everybody is here so I guess it’s not so private anymore :D

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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
Picked up my watch and it broke and that was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me after this week (and especially last night) and I had a full breakdown and crash out haha why do I have to be alive still!!!!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
Okay timeline you don’t have to keep reminding me, I know what I lost already
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Going out of my way to get more expensive gas for my work car because my boss annoys me 🥱
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Still reading more and more and it’s overwhelming and I’ve never even had to experience any of this myself, I can’t imagine living with that every day :/
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Reading all these awful stories and then again remembering that last look I saw on their face…some extremely uncomfortable thoughts as I look myself in the mirror. I know I’ve taken a lot of the right steps since then but it still sits with me after all this time and maybe it always will :/
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Every time this shit happens I start longing for what never was again which is how I got stuck here in this stupid cycle in the first place!! Stop!!!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I was just starting to feel generally okay about life again so work decides it’s time to fuck me up again of course!! :D
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Makes me feel a little better with some of the silly spending on cards I’ve done lately, it’s not even close to as much as this jfc 💀
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Like I’m just so confused because there’s nothing wrong with lofty goals and dreams but it doesn’t seem like he’s taking the exact right path to get there and is just jumping into as many events as possible while being pretty financially reckless in the process. Does not seem wise longterm at all!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
absolutely insane how this dude is taking out loans and dinging his credit score to go to pokemon events but also missed when registration for an IC was happening last night because he drove all the way to another state for a local? Priorities so all over the place with misaligned goals wtf 😭😭
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Man idk what I’m doing anymore
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
does anyone know if it ever gets better
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
Damn like the whole country? That’s crazy I’m only one guy okay let’s slow down a little
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Time is just marching on so fast huh
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
maybe that was a lowkey fumble again faaaahhh 🫩
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
no like why does that dumb little part of my brain that was willing to wait a whole year now want to wait like another 10 months again? just let me go already please I want to live my life
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
No encounter at all and I recognized the very tiny part of me that was still deluded even after all this time so that part has to let go too. That hole may never be filled the same way and that’s okay
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Worst outcome might be no encounter at all and never knowing where it stands after all this time and I didn’t even think about that
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
So all over the place right now 😵‍💫
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
oops! random online post clocked me again and now I feel really depressed before bed
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
I need this upcoming trip so bad but there’s also so many thoughts spinning through my head about a potential encounter so I’m also dreading it? My anxiety shooting up is not doing anything to stop it!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Also getting put down in the mud like this is once again making me yearn for all those other lives that never were like a mf 🫠
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
Feel so alone at my job now, nobody has my back now. Can’t believe it decides to go to shit right before my Worlds trip :/
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
lol I’ve been sent to the wrong building twice now, why did they try tacking this account onto me without letting me know any info in advance? This job has turned to shit after losing the person that was actually holding things together
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
One bad financial decision after another, I don’t really care anymore I just want to live my life
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I am so fucked for work next week jfc 🫩
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
So many past lives that could’ve been are flashing by but all I’ve done is just end up here again and again
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
so fucking behind at work when I need to catch up and I’m always so tired now and don’t have the energy to catch up 😫
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
also fucked up that I keep seeing her face everywhere because she always looked so much like her can you please make it stop
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
unbelievable intrusive thoughts at the theater today, I truly am so pathetic sometimes
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
Invited to a party and am about to walk in and I’m trying to remember how to be social when it’s not a dedicated activity like a vgc tourney 😭
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
Really funny that the one time it came to me in recent years I turned it down and now I wonder why I can’t find it again
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Wtf surprise lunch meeting for work on the other side of town when I already have extra shit to do this week, I’m gonna be so god damn behind I fucking hate this shit!!!!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
now I’m really sad I missed the drop this morning by my house, I wasted time at work for nothing instead 😔
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
the executive dysfunction is really killing me today, wish I could get medicated or something 🫠
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
As always I can see it right in front of me but it’s just out of reach again :(
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
Man it doesn’t even matter at this point but it still stings how I find new ways to make myself sad
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Pimple on my face right before NAIC I’m gonna end it all
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Shit I should’ve listened to this advice more, let’s try it again
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Ruined my day all on my own before it even started oops!!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
Getting an extra $250 on my paycheck because of this yay!
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Sticking up for myself at my job against the person that everybody hates, I don’t care anymore! :)
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
Work was finally settling down and now it’s flaring up again out of nowhere I’m gonna 🙃
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
2 years at this job last week and now my boss is trying to micromanage me again for the first time in months like leave me tf alone pls 😭
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
I’m so bad at vgc right now I feel bad that I’m taking up a competitor slot at NAIC when there are people who are trying to qualify for worlds who missed it 😭😭😭
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
absolutely insane delusions floating around today, it’s all so ridiculous at this point
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
feeling a lot worse than I thought I would today holy shit
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
don’t wanna be here rn 🫠
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chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
5% of my 30s done already is fucking me up, what a weird half birthday
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