chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18hPicked up my watch and it broke and that was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me after this week (and especially last night) and I had a full breakdown and crash out haha why do I have to be alive still!!!! 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/10/2026Okay timeline you don’t have to keep reminding me, I know what I lost already 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Going out of my way to get more expensive gas for my work car because my boss annoys me 🥱 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Still reading more and more and it’s overwhelming and I’ve never even had to experience any of this myself, I can’t imagine living with that every day :/ 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Reading all these awful stories and then again remembering that last look I saw on their face…some extremely uncomfortable thoughts as I look myself in the mirror. I know I’ve taken a lot of the right steps since then but it still sits with me after all this time and maybe it always will :/ 001 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I was just starting to feel generally okay about life again so work decides it’s time to fuck me up again of course!! :D 100 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/09/2026Makes me feel a little better with some of the silly spending on cards I’ve done lately, it’s not even close to as much as this jfc 💀 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/09/2026absolutely insane how this dude is taking out loans and dinging his credit score to go to pokemon events but also missed when registration for an IC was happening last night because he drove all the way to another state for a local? Priorities so all over the place with misaligned goals wtf 😭😭 110 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18/09/2026Damn like the whole country? That’s crazy I’m only one guy okay let’s slow down a little 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 02/09/2026no like why does that dumb little part of my brain that was willing to wait a whole year now want to wait like another 10 months again? just let me go already please I want to live my life 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 31/08/2026No encounter at all and I recognized the very tiny part of me that was still deluded even after all this time so that part has to let go too. That hole may never be filled the same way and that’s okay 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Worst outcome might be no encounter at all and never knowing where it stands after all this time and I didn’t even think about that 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/08/2026oops! random online post clocked me again and now I feel really depressed before bed 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 23/08/2026I need this upcoming trip so bad but there’s also so many thoughts spinning through my head about a potential encounter so I’m also dreading it? My anxiety shooting up is not doing anything to stop it! 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 17/08/2026Also getting put down in the mud like this is once again making me yearn for all those other lives that never were like a mf 🫠 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 17/08/2026Feel so alone at my job now, nobody has my back now. Can’t believe it decides to go to shit right before my Worlds trip :/ 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/08/2026lol I’ve been sent to the wrong building twice now, why did they try tacking this account onto me without letting me know any info in advance? This job has turned to shit after losing the person that was actually holding things together 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 11/08/2026One bad financial decision after another, I don’t really care anymore I just want to live my life 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/08/2026So many past lives that could’ve been are flashing by but all I’ve done is just end up here again and again 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 01/08/2026so fucking behind at work when I need to catch up and I’m always so tired now and don’t have the energy to catch up 😫 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 27/07/2026also fucked up that I keep seeing her face everywhere because she always looked so much like her can you please make it stop 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 27/07/2026unbelievable intrusive thoughts at the theater today, I truly am so pathetic sometimes 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 26/07/2026Invited to a party and am about to walk in and I’m trying to remember how to be social when it’s not a dedicated activity like a vgc tourney 😭 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/07/2026Really funny that the one time it came to me in recent years I turned it down and now I wonder why I can’t find it again 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 21/07/2026Wtf surprise lunch meeting for work on the other side of town when I already have extra shit to do this week, I’m gonna be so god damn behind I fucking hate this shit!!!! 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 16/07/2026now I’m really sad I missed the drop this morning by my house, I wasted time at work for nothing instead 😔 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 14/07/2026the executive dysfunction is really killing me today, wish I could get medicated or something 🫠 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 03/07/2026As always I can see it right in front of me but it’s just out of reach again :( 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 18/06/2026Man it doesn’t even matter at this point but it still stings how I find new ways to make myself sad 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 10/06/2026Pimple on my face right before NAIC I’m gonna end it all 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 08/06/2026Shit I should’ve listened to this advice more, let’s try it again 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 05/06/2026Ruined my day all on my own before it even started oops!! 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 28/05/2026Getting an extra $250 on my paycheck because of this yay! 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 26/05/2026Sticking up for myself at my job against the person that everybody hates, I don’t care anymore! :) 010 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 20/05/2026Work was finally settling down and now it’s flaring up again out of nowhere I’m gonna 🙃 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 13/05/20262 years at this job last week and now my boss is trying to micromanage me again for the first time in months like leave me tf alone pls 😭 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 12/05/2026I’m so bad at vgc right now I feel bad that I’m taking up a competitor slot at NAIC when there are people who are trying to qualify for worlds who missed it 😭😭😭 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 05/05/2026absolutely insane delusions floating around today, it’s all so ridiculous at this point 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 04/05/2026feeling a lot worse than I thought I would today holy shit 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 04/05/20265% of my 30s done already is fucking me up, what a weird half birthday 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 28/04/2026thoughts swelling up again as the day approaches of course 😔 000 0
chryco4 @chryco4.bsky.social · 24/04/2026why do I know so much about pointless internet drama that doesn’t involve me at allmedia.tenor.coma man in a suit and tie is sitting at a table with his eyes closed and his hand out .ALT: a man in a suit and tie is sitting at a table with his eyes closed and his hand out . 000 0