Sign in

Chanka

@chankavt.bsky.social
78 followers 275 following 292 posts

Gay, ugly and hard to understand

PostsRepliesMedia
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
Oouugh I slept all day…. Oops
001
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
It’s 2026 and we still have queer people doing masculine=man feminine=woman, I implore you to think about these concepts a little deeper before shitting on others for how they want to present
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
I don’t think I’ve felt more alone than that in a long ass time because unlike when my mental health forces me to go offline for a while, this was completely out of my control. It sucked man, I missed you all so much 😭
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
Hello hello I’m back! I got a real nasty migraine with severe nausea and lightheadedness to the point I couldn’t even go on socials. Feeling better now though my OCD is kicking my ass about missing what everyone’s been talking about so I’d love to hear what you’ve been up to.
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 30/01/2026
I’m up now, good morning. Idk what I’m doing today, probably just be sad and not talk to anyone like usual ✌️
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
Goodnight friends love you 😘 hope we can talk tomorrow
120
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
All nationalists are whiny cunts but I swear Turkish nationalists are the most pathetic. I’ve seen dudes leaving tens if not thousands of comments crying about women braiding their hair, calling them terrorists and wishing death or slavery upon them. Bijî rojava bijî kurdistan ☀️
110
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
I want to play more games with friends so let me know if you’re interested so we can figure something out
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 29/01/2026
wtf is money grubbing, like actually. How does one grub money and why does it seem like money is the only thing getting grubbed? Where’s all the gold grubbing, drug grubbing or idk wood grubbing?
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
I’m like a tortured artist, just haven’t figured out the artist part
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
Awake but at what cost… good morning. Will try and be human today :3
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
Goodnight, I’m not happy in where I am in life but I’ll try to make it a little better tomorrow
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
I often feel unworthy of my depression or trauma, like I haven’t really suffered anything bad enough to justify how much it messes me up
020
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
I get embarrassed when serious political people follow me because most the time I’m just tweeting about being sad and gay anime characters
010
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
Gilgamesh supports decolonisation and land back, that’s my woke king 👑
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
Another day wasted, another day not talking to anyone, another day of endless pain. Good morning and goodnight
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
I’ve been thinking about Metamorphosis by Kafka recently. It really captures the horror of being disabled, the burden it puts on those around you and how it strips you of your humanity. I feel like Gregor Samsa whenever I need help with basic tasks or daily upkeep. Great book.
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Fucking awful day, the most alone I’ve felt in a long time. When will I stop fucking everything up? I need to become a better person, I can’t keep living like this.
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
What’s funny about the “Japanese name discourse” is that Japan, very famously, tried to make a lot of non-Japanese use Japanese names lol
010
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Ooouuu I’m doing really bad today but I think I can keep it together. It’s so lonely though….
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 26/01/2026
Everything sucks 🙃
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
The male loneliness epidemic doesn’t exist, theres just a loneliness epidemic. Everyone is suffering from it, not just men but women too. Why don’t these types of people care about their loneliness too? (It’s because their misogynists)
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Good morning
001
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I’m so bad at being social, fucking hell
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Fuck man, the fights were mostly shit, I’m tired, in pain and now pissed off at dumbass American empire apologists. I should’ve just tried to chill with oomfs instead lol
001
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
If you unironically are calling people theyfabs I lose a lot of respect for you. Gender is fake people can deconstruct or perform it however they’d like. We don’t need more hatred and vitriol inside our communities
040
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I feel so disconnected from everyone else
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
Bug friend came to say hello this morning 😊
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
Morning silly internet people, watching some sport today with my brother so yippeee
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
Michael Parenti Died? Ok, one less genocide apologist 😇
001
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
I’m not going to lie, the Netflix live-action one piece looks so fucking bad…
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
Four children died yesterday, frozen to death by the Syrian government’s siege on Kobane. All during a supposed ceasefire. Tell me how these monsters are any different to Israel
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
Hehehehe hoho hehehe hahahahaha hohoho hehe
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
I’m pretty fucking high rn… this CBD oil is hitting, pain feels dulled a bit which is nice. Too bad I don’t think anyone is really around at this time and besides I should probably do something about dinner
010
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
I want to be cute, I want to be sexy, I want to be happy, I want to be needed, I want to be loved, I want to be useful but above all else I want to be something, anything, at all
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
I’m so exhausted and tired all the time, not to mention in pain, that it makes hard to do the things that make me feel human. I’ve barely talked to anyone in weeks but thinking of the mental strain of reaching makes me want to die. I love you all so much, I wish we could talk more (or at all)
010
Reposted by Chanka
Disco Elysium Quotes @discoelysiumbot.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
YOU - …I don't want to masturbate on the street, okay? ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Whatever, coward.
122468
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
Ok goodnight, failed at socialising again but whatever there’s always tomorrow. Sleep well everyone 💤
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
People on here really treat Japanese people like some mythical race thats always right. “It’s bad because Japanese audience didn’t like it” shut up!!! They are just normal ass people too! They can and will be wrong or stupid or biased too!
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
That episode of JJK was stellar, one of if not the best in the show for me. Holy crap Maki is fucking cool, I like that it seems the show isn’t condemning her for the massacre either. Those fuckers got what they deserved.
110
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
Good meowing every~nyan!! 😽 hopefully today won’t be as painful and I can actually do something about this loneliness
010
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
I’ve only really met one person on here that it takes me no effort to talk to but she almost never uses social media so I haven’t been able to talk to her in months 😢
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
Pain… I hate how it makes it so much harder to socialise, I don’t have the mental fortitude to be able to decipher social interactions while in this much pain. Not to mention how irritable it can make me among other shit. Chronic pain; 0/10 would not recommend
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
Hey I'm alive lol, my pain has just been so high thst it hurts to look at a screen too long so I kinda disappeared. It’s a fair bit better now so I’ll be fine at least in that regard. I hope everyone has been alright I haven’t been able to keep up.
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 21/01/2026
Fuck my headache is really, really bad. Ice tried CBD oil, endone, showered, made sure to eat and drink but nothings helping so I’m going to lay in a dark quiet room and hopefully fall asleep. It hurts to look at my screen so I can’t really be active today I’m sorry 😭
000
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
I got pretty high and now I’m sleepy so I’m taking nap bye
010
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Dark nipples 👍👍
000
Reposted by Chanka
EmpressAnimus @empressanimus.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
0101
Chanka @chankavt.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
Good morning, let’s try to make today a good one! I will try and reach out today! Chainsaw man was peak today too btw
010