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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary

@canray.bsky.social
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I'm me. Level 46. AuDHD, depressed, anxious, nearly homebound, almost entirely alone IRL. This can make me seem an asshole, and I can't tell when it's happening. Trying to learn to be smaller, and to silence myself. Blanks, AI, and OF blocked.

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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
She's going to have photos like this and shades of Parker's backstreet from Leverage. "I once saw a horse beat a clown to death."
The photograph, widely known as Disaster Girl, depicts a young girl staring into the camera while a house burns in front of her.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Piranha Games knew the task ordered for sure. And, yes, I know they were canon for decades already.
I wanna see a giant woman and...

"Mommy, sorry, Mommy, sorry, Mommy, sorry..."

Cutscene From Mechwarrior 5: Mercenaries - Ashes Of Ascension where an Elemental Clan Nova Cat towers over the Freebirth that just defeated the planetary defense force in ritual combat.  Honestly, she's a head-and-a-half taller than the biggest guy in the room!A Mad Cat/Timber Wolf Mech.  In black with red "vein" like accents.

Slightly damaged.  Just needs some TLC.  Transmission.  Lights.  Chassis. A Highlander Mech from BattleTech/MechWarrior.

With a sword.

I can hear the bagpipes from here.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Penguin from Helluva Boss, surrounded by wreckage and his dead companions screaming out, "*SLURS*!"
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Concentrated Evil.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Graphical representation of survivor's bias.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
The guy driving this truck had specialist training and a license. He was in trouble afterwards, indeed.
The results of a box trailer of mining explosives going off, making a really big hole in a Northern Ontario highway.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
A penguin screaming out, *SLURS*!!!
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Hellpriest at Chaz's funeral from Helluva Boss short: "Can the screaming child please shut up!"
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
For the bastards that want us to stop complaining about Clankers and what some AI. GIVE US THIS! THIS IS AI!!!! Not some LLM on steroids and ten concussions!
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Anyone know WTF this person is on about? I hate all the things we even have to ask about all the time now... And my brain has hit the same level as my social skills...
Artbychaimsimcha says: "The real gatekeeping isn't about tools; it is about access and who decides what matters. As I argued, the art world broke itself by chasing status, not vision: [Link].

Supporting true creation means valuing the work, not the name."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Shadowrun Brony Edition for Shadowrun 5th Edition.

No, this was not for public sale.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 26/08/2026
Shadowrun: Our Orks Are Cuter meme
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
"I've been sitting alone in my basement and inadvertently distancing myself from everyone I care about."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Mom food.
Pasta, vegetables, and cubed pork in a casserole dish.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
The spiral of "I just need to push myself harder" that too many "gifted kids" and otherwise disabled people live with 24/7 because of how society sees us.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Survivor's Bias in a meme photo of a WWII bomber.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
A cute bunny saying, "All I do is endure."

Same, bunny, same.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
For the confused people...
Roadie Rash, the Sinnersona of CanRay.

Died in a (non-firey) crash during a street race, he is part car, part deadite, all suffering in Hell!

Or, maybe he's something more.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
Spider Jerusalem in a park seeing a young couple doing PDA, and thinking, "Sometimes I want to be someone else so much it hurts."

That sentence is my existence.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
The "I just need to push myself harder" spiral that schools have impressed into the heads of so many, and caused them to burn out far too quickly.

This and my depression spiral are hitting me today.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
Disability Pride Flag
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
Glory from Shadowrun Dragonfall.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
#BattleTech Share your dream mech that you want to pilot. Apart from having to have separate spare parts for them, these are good, reliable fighters, especially at short range. Just flip that one rear-mounted medium laser forwards, and paint "Front Towards Enemy" on the chest.
BattleTech/MechWarrior CN9-AL Centurion, medium brawler mech with long range missiles and all-energy otherwise weapons.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Keep it up and you might need this poster. Which is to say, please keep up the work, it is much needed!
DECLARATION OF LIFE

If I disappear, I did not go willingly.

If I die, it was not by my hand.

Existence is resistance.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Wayback machine reminded me of this. Thinking like this is what made it so that I did all the things I was supposed to do, and still got sick, and took a virus to the brainstem.
From 2021:  "For all of those who wear a mask while alone in their car, the new outdoor seatbelts are available.

To order your 'Special' seatbelt email to iamanidiot.com"

Because in the middle of a BIBLICAL FUCKING PLAGUE, COVID, we're going to SHAME PEOPLE FOR TRYING TO BE SAFE!
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
Dunkelzahn the Media and Presidential Dragon from Shadowrun.

Yes, he was honestly elected president of the United Canadian-American States (UCAS).
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
#BattleTech #MechWarrior With the new DLC coming up, I figured... What the hell. Glad my "Canon" Merc Crew is Deep Periphery towards Galactic "South".
Clanner Mech with Inner Sphere Jury-Rigs.Clanner Mech with Inner Sphere Jury-Rigs.Clanner Mech with Inner Sphere Jury-Rigs.Clanner Mech with Inner Sphere Jury-Rigs.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
The NCC-1701 Enterprise with "Wow, This Episode Aged Badly!" written on the saucer section.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
Conservative putting the fear of autism into a mother by showing an autistic child. Who drew a train and Pokémon hybrid.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
How every morning feels these days.
CJ from Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas, walking down an alleyway going, "Ah shit, here we go again."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
The completely orthodox Hunchback! Class-20 Autocannon, two medium lasers on the arms, a small laser on the head (which is tied into the targeting system), and, well, not much else. Walk towards target, slam them hard with car-sized warhead, powerwalk away as the explosion behind happens.
BattleTech Hunchback with an AC/20, and two wrist-mounted medium lasers.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
Pansexual flag.Demiromantic flag.Older Polyamory flag.  I connect to Pi for very weird, mathematically autistic reasons.Disability Pride Flag.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 15/05/2026
We're already getting hints of things.
Fizzarolli from the Hellaverse forced to wear an "Emotional Support Frog" T-Shirt as his partner is at a funeral for an ex-partner.

He is far from happy.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
Tardigrade mount from Arrhenius The TTRPG.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
Frank Castle in a dark alley thinking, "There are times I'd like to get my hands on God."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 08/05/2026
With Alt Text, because Alt Text is love. And if you're a fellow BDP sufferer, I'm proud of you, you've made it this far, keep going.
May is BPD Awareness Month, and let me remind you that Borderline Personality Disorder develops for a reason.  Don't ever let anyone try and make you forget that.

You were hurt, and had no one when you needed it most.  You've been through so much pain and trauma.  Regardless of what the world sees you as, this was the way your brain decided to cope.  This was the only way your brain knew how to survive and keep you alive to this point.  You're amazing and I'm proud of you.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
I mean, they even hung the crown on his egg!
Stolas: The Early Years
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
Rice with Ukrainian garlic coil sausage and frozen mixed veggies, carbonated water, decaffeinated tea.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
My heroes are dead and my enemies are in charge... That's how I am mentally.
Lemmy And Ozzy wallpaper reward from Steam's version of Brütal Legend by Double Fine.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 11/04/2026
Knew I had this saved somewhere.
"Cheery was aware that Commander Vimes didn't like the phrase 'The innocent have nothing to fear', believing the innocent had everything to fear, mostly from the guilty but in the longer term even more from those who say things like 'The innocent have nothing to fear'." - Sir Terry Pratchett

GNU Terry Pratchett
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 10/04/2026
Beef Chow Mein.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
Gigi's a poodle, full stop.
Liberty, the punk-rock poodle, napping with her teddy.

Date is wrong, even I couldn't figure out how to do anything with it.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 04/04/2026
Describe your BlueSky account with a single image.
"I've been sitting alone in my basement and inadvertently distancing myself from everyone I care about."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
Just found my this while unpacking. It. Still. Works. Well, sorta. The radio dial doesn't move so easily, but I can't listen to radio any longer anyhow. The clock and alarm works great. Even my deepest sleep can be woken up with it. I think I've had this all my life.
A General Electric Clock Radio from the 1980s.  Red LEDs for the clock, analog radio adjustment.  AM/FM.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 26/03/2026
Angel Dust from Hazbin Hotel, saying, "I am too sober for this."

I agree with him 100%, and wish I could agree more.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 18/03/2026
Icon vs. User.
Grimmy The Grimnoir from ShadowrunCanRay, as he's seen to the outside world in noise canceling headphones, black cloth facemask, and fogged up prescription glasses.
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
Cyanide and Happiness comic about bullying.

Sums up best as "Bullies get to live their life to the fullest, their victims are lucky to live at all. There is no justice."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 03/03/2026
All the other issues with it, however, are still a very real problem.
Batman breaking a Shotgun marked "AI"

He says, "This is the weapon of the enemy. We do not need it. We will not use it."
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̶C̶a̶n̶R̶a̶y̶ Undead Canary @canray.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
We are the age of Old. Survivors bias says we're awesome.
Survivor's Bias shown in the damaged area if a twin-engine bomber.

The military wanted to armour those areas until someone pointed out those were the ones that got back.
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