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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 56m

he bought me a fuckton of rlly cute clothes in exchange for certain activities :3

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 1h

ok i probably burned allthe cals I ate today from all the stuff he js did to me omg,,...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 2h

Im so fucking horrendously ugly I cant be fat too... if I was pretty and female I could like myself if I was bigger but not now im disgusting I cant let myself be FAT too

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 4h

Js lost consciousness for like a second while he was choking me 😵‍💫 I also dont remember anything from the last like 10 mins lol that was rly weird

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

why tf am i letting myself go so much... ive already had 1050 cals and its not even 4pm yet... this months cal calendar is gonna be so humiliating...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

only lost 0.8 pounds since last week :/ tbh i should just be happy I didnt gain after the wedding and that binge on tuesday...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

September! My average for the month was 972.7 cals per day. My goal for next month is to lower that to around 800.

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I keep oversexualising myself i know im doing it and I hate that I do it and feel ugly when I dont feel "fuckable" enough :/ I dont let myself js be a person cuz I only feel valuable and worthy when im sexualised...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i know ill never be happy. I should be but i just cant idk what to do i hate being alive as a person

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

im so fucking beyond depressed. I can barely move i cant get out of bed i dont want to live anymore. Nobody this disgusting deserves life

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Im really tired and want to go back to sleep but im so scared of having another bad dream...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

- and i couldn't move or even breathe i couldn't cry or fight back and then I woke up screaming and sobbing, nobody is home and it was just a dream but oh my god it felt so real ive never experienced anything like that... never EVER napping ever again ig there was a reason I never do it... wtf

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

TW bad dream ): I took a nap (something I NEVER do) and woke up unable to move. I heard and felt someone coming into my room and I thought we was going to do stuff to me and I didn't know who it was so I tried screaming or getting up or moving but I couldnt move, he said stuff to me and touched me-

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I am so sorry for your loss and everything you are going through. You shouldn't have to feel guilty about going through the grieving process on top of everything. I hope you are able to get some good sleep tonight at least, and know u are not alone 💜

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

TW NSFW perversion i was totally black out last night n I remember him doing stuff 2 me once but apparently we did it "at least 3 times"😵‍💫ik he has somnophilia so im happy he had fun with me :3 I have a rlly hard time going 2 sleep usually too, hes only been able to do it when im crossfaded lol

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i keep using my tits as like a stress ball... like I'm stressed or angry or scared so i just grab em hard is this normal human behaviour

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i am so embarassed abt last night 😭ik my perverted friends are ok with pda and it was our wedding night but like I somehow feel like a whore for all the stuff I let him do to me infront of them lol

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i have no idea how many cals yesterday was and im freaking out abt it..... i cant even really estimate i wouldnt be shocked if it was between 1500-3000.... like did i just ruin everything in one day...

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Oh right lmao I forget time zones are a thing lol 😭 thank you so much! 💜

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

im so ashamed he has to marry an ugly bride... he deserves so much better

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

My fiance's boss just quit and he almost got hit by an SUV while on his way home from work... I'm really worried cuz hes getting so stressed and I dont have a work permit so I cant even help... I feel like im just a total burden to him I love him sm he doesnt deserve to have to deal with this shit

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

js to clarify I'm not currently planning on kmsing anytime soon (hopefully) I just have some su1c!d3 notes ready in case I do, and I'm thinking public notes are a bad idea, that was the point i was trying to make lol. I am safe and reasonably ok rn 💜

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Thinking abt i actually will not say anything online before I kill myself cuz I dont want transphobes to use me as ammo against other trans ppl. I'll probably just delete everything im able to on all my accounts and hope im obscure enough that nobody with gaf

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Happy birthday!!! I'm so happy you had such a good day, u deserve it!! 💜

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚𝓐𝓼𝓱𝓵𝓮𝓮˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @calendarkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Corsets kinda make them look nice, im probably gonna wear ts under my dress on saturday

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✿evil angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i wanna look nonhuman

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