bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Been telling this man to register to vote since fucking 2024. It's been 2 years and he doesn't apply till last minute, and it doesn't go through. I need to be more angry about this. At some point I'm gonna tell him I'm upset. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026After nearly 2 and a half years I finally feel comfortable being loved :) 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 24/09/2026On top of that, since I didn't come into my bisexuality until so late in life, I missed out on so many of the experiences my other sapphic friends have had. Sometimes I feel guilty being a member of the bisexual community. Who am I to speak out about a life I've barely even lived? It's strange. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 24/09/2026Sometimes I feel like I've missed out since I've never really had a good chance to explore the sapphic side of myself. Aside from a small handful of dates that went nowhere, I've never had a successful relationship with a woman or anything sexual either for that matter. I wanna EAT BOX. 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026The cycle of feeling no empathy and getting mad about something -> suddenly trying to convince yourself you're morally wrong because you know your anger isn't helpful -> feeling immense guilt and an inability to act because you don't know what is right or wrong 010
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026Men be like. Damn I hate this this and this about myself! And then don't do anything to change it. And then complain to you about it. Bro DO SOMETHING. 012
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I'm never gonna be as good as other people in my line of work. Other people started earlier and just know so much more than me. Every time I talk to other music nerds they're just speaking in a different language. At the very least tho, I'm above average at live mixing. I have that. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Whenever someone can't see past their own backwards ass logic it'll always piss me off, but I still need to be empathetic towards people. It's so exhausting but it's worth it for the people I love. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Dude if I ever had the chance to eat pussy I think it would change my life. Those doors have closed to me unless #it happens, but it's nice to think about. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Wait I just realized I can be horny on here too. That's so amazing. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026How it feels when you just can't do anything to make it better 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Cis girls will have a perfect hourglass figure, most gorgeous face card you've ever seen, be Picasso with a makeup brush, their hair will look perfect every day, and they'll STILL be online calling themselves fat and chopped. And that's not their fault! I understand why. But I still get so annoyed 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Crazy how every single partner I had didn't see me as a woman. Some of them didn't even think I was beautiful. And now that I have someone that does, they can't even see that well. It's a horrible thought. I hate that I think it, but it's true. I have no clue why he sees me the way he does. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026In case anyone I know irl ever does find this account, I guess just know that I will be posting a lot of bad thoughts I have here. I don't believe in most of them, but this is just a way for me to feel them out and release them. I do not stand by anything I say on here. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Haven't had a dpdr episode in so long. In a really weird way it feels bittersweet? Like obviously I hate having them, but it feels like if I don't have them then I can't prove I ever did. It's the consequences of my mental issues not being taken seriously by professionals. Overall a good thing tho 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Chiitan how the fuck did you find my secret vent account in under 8 hours of it being created. Are you like a magical transgender fairy guardian or something? 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026And now I can't sleep while he suffers. As if IM the one suffering. I'm not. It's pitiful. I just want to help. But I worry it seems more like I'm trying to fix 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026And he's never done that. Never anything like that. I always project my exes into him. I fear he'll do all the things they have. Even after 2 years of that never happening. I'm still so afraid. And that's so selfish of me. I'm just making it about myself. I don't want to help him for selfish reasons 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Worst part is how selfish I am about it. Ofc I want to help him out of genuine care, but I'm also just scared. I'm scared that his problems will lead to walling me and shutting me out, which has happened before. I dont want him to leave me. So I feel this sense of urgency when he's depressed. 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026I just don't know what to say or do. I don't have any advice. I feel stuck. I feel like I need to fix this. I don't know what to do. And I can't tell him. I can't make this about me. 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026I don't know how to help people sometimes. And that's hard for me to process. I always like to have some thing to say. I try to make people feel better all the time. Always have. But the person I care about most in the world seems to be a brick wall to it. I can't tell what he's thinking 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Wish this app had private accounts cause I don't actually want people j know to see this lol. Hope they don't. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026I wish I didn't need one of these but I just need to get shit off my chest sometimes that I can't tell other people. Talking about my feelings usually helps me process them, and posting shit kinda feels like saying it in a weird way 000
