bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Been telling this man to register to vote since fucking 2024. It's been 2 years and he doesn't apply till last minute, and it doesn't go through. I need to be more angry about this. At some point I'm gonna tell him I'm upset. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 01/10/2026After nearly 2 and a half years I finally feel comfortable being loved :) 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 24/09/2026Sometimes I feel like I've missed out since I've never really had a good chance to explore the sapphic side of myself. Aside from a small handful of dates that went nowhere, I've never had a successful relationship with a woman or anything sexual either for that matter. I wanna EAT BOX. 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026The cycle of feeling no empathy and getting mad about something -> suddenly trying to convince yourself you're morally wrong because you know your anger isn't helpful -> feeling immense guilt and an inability to act because you don't know what is right or wrong 010
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 19/09/2026Men be like. Damn I hate this this and this about myself! And then don't do anything to change it. And then complain to you about it. Bro DO SOMETHING. 012
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026I'm never gonna be as good as other people in my line of work. Other people started earlier and just know so much more than me. Every time I talk to other music nerds they're just speaking in a different language. At the very least tho, I'm above average at live mixing. I have that. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 29/08/2026Whenever someone can't see past their own backwards ass logic it'll always piss me off, but I still need to be empathetic towards people. It's so exhausting but it's worth it for the people I love. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Dude if I ever had the chance to eat pussy I think it would change my life. Those doors have closed to me unless #it happens, but it's nice to think about. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Wait I just realized I can be horny on here too. That's so amazing. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026How it feels when you just can't do anything to make it better 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 10/08/2026Cis girls will have a perfect hourglass figure, most gorgeous face card you've ever seen, be Picasso with a makeup brush, their hair will look perfect every day, and they'll STILL be online calling themselves fat and chopped. And that's not their fault! I understand why. But I still get so annoyed 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Crazy how every single partner I had didn't see me as a woman. Some of them didn't even think I was beautiful. And now that I have someone that does, they can't even see that well. It's a horrible thought. I hate that I think it, but it's true. I have no clue why he sees me the way he does. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026In case anyone I know irl ever does find this account, I guess just know that I will be posting a lot of bad thoughts I have here. I don't believe in most of them, but this is just a way for me to feel them out and release them. I do not stand by anything I say on here. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Haven't had a dpdr episode in so long. In a really weird way it feels bittersweet? Like obviously I hate having them, but it feels like if I don't have them then I can't prove I ever did. It's the consequences of my mental issues not being taken seriously by professionals. Overall a good thing tho 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Chiitan how the fuck did you find my secret vent account in under 8 hours of it being created. Are you like a magical transgender fairy guardian or something? 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026I don't know how to help people sometimes. And that's hard for me to process. I always like to have some thing to say. I try to make people feel better all the time. Always have. But the person I care about most in the world seems to be a brick wall to it. I can't tell what he's thinking 100
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026Wish this app had private accounts cause I don't actually want people j know to see this lol. Hope they don't. 000
bvenr.bsky.social @bvenr.bsky.social · 06/08/2026I wish I didn't need one of these but I just need to get shit off my chest sometimes that I can't tell other people. Talking about my feelings usually helps me process them, and posting shit kinda feels like saying it in a weird way 000
