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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

trying this new thing called the "sheer terror diet" where im so scared im nauseous and my digestive system is wrecked so im literally shitting myself every 20 minutes

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

i fucking love diet dr pepper. i like zero sugar better hashtag gender dysphoria but diet is more available and they taste the same

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

literally sat down with a bunch of food ready to binge then went "wait. no. im better than this" and got rid of it???? what fucking patron saint of anorexics just possessed me

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

and if i said i was the konata izumi of shedsky. is that too cringe

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kyn @kynspo.bsky.social · 04/02/2025

i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june i can be at my gw before june

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

my ugw was like 55 when i was younger but i was also way sicker than i am now and weighed less so tbh ill probably want to lower it as i get worse (manifesting 🤞)

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

i love acting aesthetic knowing damn well im huge. and this close to killing myself

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

doing another intro since its been months? probably not gonna pin just looking for #edsky #caterpillarsky mutuals since my dash is lowkey dead. minor, tboy, ednos. i like bugs, emo music, reading, lucky star, fasting (usu. 1-4 days). ill block you if youre fatphobic or mdni

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

probably gonna be more active on here yippee!!!

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

one cannot sustain itself on being dumb and edgy alone. one must imagine being an anime girl who goes ^_^ and :3. unrelated konata izumi lucky star is just like me fr

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 08/02/2025

havent eaten in a day dont have to eat for three more 200mg of caffeine unbelievably hyper my cat is on my lap im super happy probably going to redo my profile so this is bug at symbol bugrotter bee tee double yew

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

wanna fucking kill myself ughhhhhhh why did i take ap seminar

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

ugh i keep being like "fuck this ed!!!! im eating normally!!!!" and then i see something hurtful online and change my mind

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

WHY DOES THNKS FR TH MMRS COME RIGHT AFTER GOLDEN IM TRYONG TO CUT MHSELF .this is why i dont listen to fall out boy

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

frolicking in an imaginary field thinking about blowing my brains oht

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

ill be having fun and then i remember im literally nobodys first choice. my fucking ex boyfriend keeps telling people we're still together and even he wouldn't consider me his first choice. i think if i just get into another weirdly homoerotic boybestie situation i can survive the winter. maybe

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

keep remembering literally all my friends are texting each other .probably in a separate group chat they made without me. daydreamed i killed myself and i think theyd be happy. i feel like more of an obligation. they have to care about me because we used to be close.

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bryor 🐜 @asbestosis.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

me and who

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

wonderful news. im getting an ensuite 🎉

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

i keep bringing food into my room and then remembering this ed is keeping me sane and like. thats good but at the same time i hate wasting food :( 43 hours into my fast tho

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

ugb going back to school today.... gonna be hanging out with my skinny friend whos alwaus calling himself a big back...

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

having mommy issues in eating disorder spaces is so scary. i dont want to starve myself to be daddys little girl actually i want a depressed older woman to call me a good puppy and put her cigarettes out on me

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

was gonna eat but then my cat followed me into my room and i said if he got on my lap i wouldnt eat. and guess what. shoutout my beautiful baby boy for singlehandedly keeping me from bingeing

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

im debating eating just to be able to fucking clean lol

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Orbit 🦴 edsky @orbitchews.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

Why isn't it socially acceptable to tell ppl to eat outside/in another room bc they chew too loudly

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

3-4 days is usually my go-to goal but if you havent done it in over a month starting with 24hrs is probably best

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 06/01/2025

i wonder if going on t will help my metabolism.... probably not but my dad was pretty skinny when he was my age..... he also had an eating disorder bjt thats neither here nor there

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

starving actually made me tired for the first time in years. its a new years miracle

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

i forgot how fucked my everything gets when im fasting lol. brain function 0 attention span 0 blood circulation 0 sweating 100 cold 100 .fml

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

having an ed without an ensuite/private bathroom is so embarassing. yes im considering ripping out my carpet just so i can weigh myself. yes i have puked into plastic bags in an old halloween bucket. i need to fucking move out

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

ok maybe i start being actually active on here. super scared to weigh myself bc ive been having thw worst binges and havent been able to purge most of the time.....ugh

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rei ❀˖° @hlwitbysthy.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

i will NOT be bringing this binge cycle into 2025 🙏🙏🙏 manifestation😜

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

being usamerican with an ed(/probably ocd) sucks so bad. so many calories in everything and every other country is always talking about how fat america is and theres food recalls every two seconds and food guides are made up so thd government can sell you more bread. im so fucking sick of this shit

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

ugh it always feels like me n my mutuals r never active at ths same time.... sighs and kicks a rock and it flies up and hits me square in the face

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

oughh i wish i had irl ed friends. like i technically do but one is ambigously in recovery and the other is my brothers best friend. and i generally tiptoe around the subject with both :( i just want someone to talk about starving and wear matching bracelets with. or something

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

bee tee double yew. mutuals can dm for my discord if u wanna talk bc im really hot and sexy and cool and um my tumblr if u want ig? i dont edpost on there but i am way more active. i might make another pancake account but im more used to microblogging than forums

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 28/12/2024

new diet where ill eat normally when i go on t this summer. until then. lol. lmao even

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 15/12/2024

at what point do i give up and decide 2025 will be my year. im thinking oh idk sunday dec 15

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bug ★ caterpillarsky @bugrotter.bsky.social · 14/12/2024

they decided im normal now and i dont have to have regular doctors appointments until summer!!!!!!!! i have 1 more appointment on xmas eve and then im home free. they wont take my blood pressure for months. i am going to fuck my arms upppppppp

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