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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

So I have been laced with fent and I’ve been tripping my balls off the past 2 days and my boyfriend had sex with me a few hours ago and it felt absolutely insane

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

bf fucked me so hard today bruh we got a collar and leash too that shit was ficking awesome

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

face mask and smth else. mixed messages

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

i worked this job for 7 months and just quit last week. i started smoking weed. i left my abuser and i have an irl boyfriend. i am in the second semester of my junior year. i am the same person i’ve always been with new experience

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

my shit always bruises

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

im taking a forensics course at a college

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

96lbs here are my eats from past few days

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

98lbs … 10lbs from my lw ive got this

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I love my friend cici I don’t know what I would do withir her

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I’m not fucking cutecorre or kawaii I am psychotic and I wanrr t to rip my fingernails off and claw at the nail beds and pull my hair out for hours and hours with each strand coming off individually like taking apart sn embroidery you never finnished

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I’m becoming the exact thing I hated

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

my mom likes to take photos of me in the shower and while I sleep she’s done this since I was a kid

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

One of them was nice he reminded me of Dawson and what he could’ve ben. Ive left dawson. For good I think. I don’t ever want to go back to him . He makes me afraid . I talk to the new guy still and he is kind to me. I like him

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I sold photos of myself in june. I had dozens of dms and it was overwhelming sorting through them. Some men called me a slut. I know they meant it positively , but how could you ever call someone that positively? One of them accused me lf catfishing. He said i had never been raped

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I want to die I tried to kill myself in may but I ended up vomiting for 7 hours straight. No one knew I tried to kill myself. I went to school the next day as if I had been sick

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I don’t like the name ofile. j don’t know why I picked that. That’s not my name. I’ve never even seen swan lake. I don’t even like ballet

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

iCatn Wait for it to be 1000!!!!!

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

i just wnat to die I don’t even know who I am anymore none of these names mean anything to me none of my photos none of my accounts none of my digital footprints none of my past conversations none of my vague memories none of thbe people in my life

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Hello blue sky ! Here are my latest anorexic eats because i am fat and getting fatter and tem

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

The other day I smeared blood all over my face and for the first time in a long time i wondered if a god is really out there

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

I HATE BEING ALIVE I HYTE LIVING I FORGET EVERYTHING WITHIN A YEAR OF ITSELF I DONT REMEMBER ANYTHING EVER MY LIFE IS A REPEAT OF AMNESIA

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Does anyone actually use this site anymore or did it die after its peak

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Anyway in February i got #RAPED again #THERAPED So i relapsed and also all of my friends left me so now im #THERAPEDALONE

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

disgusting lying pos im the worst ive ever been my depression evolved into schizoaffective

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

logging out of this account forever i have finally decided that i deserve to be happy

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 17/01/2025

having a good day until i Remember

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Lamb🐑🩸 @nightlyblues.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

tw sh I hate everything right now lmfoa #sh #selfharm #slitsky #shsky #cutspo #shedsky #988sky #shtwt

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

Perhaps something is wrong with me

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

my dream in life is to be murdered but like romantically like. like out of love. like being saved

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

born to post. forced to discard draft.

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🪖 odile 🎀 @himejirai.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

i want him to ljterally kill me (its past 12am. i have turned freaky.)

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