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DeeJay H. Dehan (DJHD Art) @djhowler.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

ko-fi.com/dj_howler/go... headset upgraded, so subtracted that amount spent on them for the goal

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

◇: a bit annoyed that we have to keep putting off getting something, and yeah people would see it as childish that it's annoying to us, but it's something we've loved for a long time and it's more annoying because our father was right

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

?: the urge to mutilate our body... to cut parts off, to cut parts out of us... feel so grotesque and disgusting... certain things cause us discomfort or outright vomiting... nothing to be done to make it better... just deal and burying the feelings because voicing them would bring issues...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Just been a rough few weeks... losing people close to us and people that ment a lot... mental warzone from everything... just try to make it through today -♧

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

?: in a VC with our Webcam off and mic muted... crying because we are so tired of how stressed we've been... we're tired of never being able to do thing for ourselves and having to ask every day nearly for something to help us by tossing us money... call it stupid... but tonight we just won't eat

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

?: we were right... its a "fend for yourself" night and we just want to cry and scream... no money, so tired of begging for help online... just... so tired and drained... we just want to be happy for longer than a few minutes... but that doesn't matter, nothing for us does

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

?: fee long like another "fend for yourself" nights... its whatever... been disgusted all day... angry in a way... but so damn tired anymore... we don't even want to join our girlfriend tonight for stream... feel in the wrong for what we've needed... no rest, no relax... just keep moving

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

?: fighting the urge to cry over how we feel... wish things were so different, but they aren't... broke and can't even get out of this house with friends... just wanting to cry over our emotions and hate that we can't be stable anymore... broken and damaged... feel like we aren't worth anything

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

?: mindlessly play WOW because we can't really do anything else that we wanted... just really wish things were different and weren't an issue... we're so stressed and on edge anymore... feeling like shit for last night and just wish we could get a brake like we need

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

?: wish things were different... wish things didn't keep throwing road blocks... wish we could just hang out with people, but there's always something to pop up and stop it from happening when we need it most...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Made a post asking for help for my own mental health and sanity, only to get out the door to try and salvage what I can, and be told that the person who had told me five minutes ago that they were willing to drive where I was wanting, suddenly doesn't want to drive that far and throws in my face

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

?: memories from someone's passing have flooded back, pulling us down... just need to keep going... we weren't permitted to cry or greave those times, we can't now... just have to act like nothing has happen and we aren't hurting... can't do what would fix us, so just have to keep moving...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

?: we should be happy with what today is... but just want to cry

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Matías Bergara @matiasbergara.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Col. Kusanagi (loving the new show - Ghost in the Shell)

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

?: just, not feel great and feeling like shit... hope I've got enough herb for a few days...

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Luca @lucagalletti.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Awesome use of highlighters 😮 画画的小Wz. ~ Little Wz who draws

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Proven to me time and time again that I don't deserve to feel love or feel the touch of someone who loves me... fine world, I get the point... I'll stay alone and only see my girls... Fuck my mental health, fuck my sanity, fuck how I maybe doing mentally. I'm done fighting... I've learned

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Jennifer "AlonWoof" Dehan @alonwoof.moe · 21/07/2026

Please help.... she's not taking accountability at all... don't know what I'll do...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

No, I know what I actually need... a rage room session... me braking things till everything is out... every ounce of anger and every last tear... Just... not been a good day mentally, and trying to focus or do other things once again isn't working... so tired and burnt out anymore from things...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Wish I had the extra this month... Feel I need a day out doing a few things, but what I want to do, I can't afford... miss when the Arcade wasn't such a luxurious thing...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Some day it was for me... to depressed to actually celebrate or get myself something for the day...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Nothing worked today with getting my mind off how I feel... Honestly, I just want to turn everything off and truly be alone like I am here... Can't do or anything to make this better and don't really have the option of leaving for a bit... Just... depressed and tired...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

just... both crave and desire to be held physically... I just have to ignore these feelings and press on... the emotions may affect me, but I need to ignore them. Otherwise, I'll just want to curl up and cry for a while...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Feeling tiny and... It's just going to be a strange day. I can already tell with how my emotions are already today

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Alice Averlong 🏳️‍⚧️ @alice.averlong.com · 14/07/2026

It's International Non-Binary People's Day! Celebrated here, on my Pentium with VGAPride.

A beige 90s computer displaying the non-binary flag (four horizontal stripes, of yellow, white, purple, and black)

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I know I can't stay with them permanently, but I just want to spend two months with them again... I just want to see them again... I know it won't be for a permanent stay because of medical stuff... but I just want to see them again... To hold their hands again...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Feeling really dumb for this getting to me like it is. Really just want to lay with them again... lay between the both of them like I would... wrap my arms around one GF, and have the other hold me... I desire that... I desire to be there again... Just... don't know when I'll be able to visit

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Feeling stupid because I miss my girls and have no clue when I'll see either of them again... so much to deal with here and it no longer being safe for me to even visit them... Wanting someone to just hold me and love one me... feel so alone

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I'm tired, I'm wore out... I want to lay down and never move again... I put so much effort and time into basically a dead project... I've lost sleep due to things, and no amount of sleep is going to fix anything... I'm so tired of trying so hard and it amounting to nothing... why did I ever try..

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

The joys of a parent not caring about someone mental well-being or how they are mentally and telling them to suck it up and deal with it. When it comes to them no longer being able to see people, before they can even hang out with the few locals they found. Fuck me for even trying

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Regulus @sirknightbot.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Motoko process

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Feeling small and not the best mentally... hate that rent was raised by $100 because it bled me dry for the month... No comfort food, no getting things when I need them, because I had to pay most of our share of rent this month

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Viney @vineyzinha.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Going to be a tough day. Running nearly out of nicotine vape and only have around $3 of the $25 it costs for another one. A heat wave that affected my girls has finally made its way to me on the east coast, and I'm feeling sick from that. My nerves are basically shot after a week of the 3 Fs

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IAHFY ✦ @iahfy.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

"She likes it like this" #Korrasami

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

The constant "Fight,Flight,Freeze" is taking its toll. The knowledge that something I was trying to do is on hold till we live someplace safe... The feeling of not being enough or doing enough taking it toll... And wanting this to all stop, or just have some time to decompress...

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Had my left knee give out yesterday, and I went down hard on that knee. Today, that area is throbing and hurting just sitting down. Doing my best to keep off that leg, but also trying to manage the pain in that area... ...Feels like I got smashed with a sledgehammer...

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Jayrnski @jayrnski.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

airing out them dogs 🐾

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Think it's just a normal bathroom trip... NOPE! Got too stressed and anxious and overheated during the day about things, and my gut revolts everything I've ate tonight. Feel like shit because it's something I can't control... I'm not going anywhere tomorrow, fucking hell

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Gheedu @gheedu.stonekokoro.com · 21/05/2026

OUT NOW! Create your own GBA Startup animation then share your creations as gifs! gameboy.stonekokoro.com

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IAHFY ✦ @iahfy.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

marking her belongings 💋 #korrasami

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Brigit Dehan ⚡🐲 @brigit-dehan.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

For the last five years it's been beaten into our skull, and it honestly guts us... That the family we were raised with, hate our guts and wishes we'd never been born... It guts us, because the one things we want... the one thing we desperately need... We can never have because of them -☆

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