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@briarhoes.bsky.social
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
for the record it’s (maybe) because some locusts crawl and others hop. if they hop they’re fine. if they crawl they are unclean because they don’t follow the understood locomotion of land animals and have “indeterminate movement” which means they can’t be categorized. kind of cool!
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
but what am I supposed to do say nothing?? be quiet?? that is just antithetical to who I am
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
going to fucking Epstein college is crazy because I’m in danger of having my entire scholarship revoked on a whim. I’m in a super precarious position which is so anxiety inducing because if I lose this it’ll be the fifth or sixth time my education has been ripped away from me at the last second
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Also there’s a professor on campus who assaulted someone and is just still living and teaching here???????
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I love it sincerely such a great read it’s just that my brain is turning into soup the longer I stare at the page
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
half awake reading the word cock over and over again numbing my brain
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
I would literally rather be doing neurobio than this right now
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
“I love anthropology,” I say with tears in my eyes, as I’m assigned yet another 50 pages to read about Balinese cockfights where I’m expected to grasp the terminology of betting odds and evens and apply that to broader society
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
really super anxious about what this means for the future of the college but also devastated for all of the people he took advantage of in his position of power
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
(former, as of like 2 hours ago) president of my college is in the Epstein files for assisting directly with sex trafficking and also appears to have been a serial freak himself at the college.
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
My plan is to be top of the class every other semester and pray it doesn’t tank my gpa too bad
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
leviticus is so funny because what do you mean i can eat some locusts but not others. which locusts
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
I got a 97 on an exam immediately after this ochem looms like a demon in my future but i have the weapons to destroy it
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
I’ve never felt ambition before like. The draw to be passionate about a career you’re working towards as opposed to just Having A Job. It’s thrilling
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
the longer I’m in school the more I’m like why am I going for small potatoes career when I can have big potatoes career
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
this class scares me because why do I want to go into neurorad now
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
They don’t want to give me oral bc because of migraines but I do not. Want an iud. Sighs. Yeah it really was so intense. I was sore and bloated for days after.
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
if that’s what happened I can’t tell how crazy it is on a scale of 1-10 that I just kept going to work and school while barely able to walk
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
have to go to the doctor btw because it looks like what happened to me a month ago was likely a ruptured cyst, which is less scary than endo but still makes me anxious
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I badly want my car detailed but who just has $300 lying around
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
went to bio club after work. played kahoot. i will have an authentic college experience no matter what
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
mukherjee is such a great surname
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
don’t even worry about it I found a normal person. even if they are an evil reseller
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
These were $50 originally LOL
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
you know what girl actually fuck you
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
this is what peak human performance looks like
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
taking a break from bio to do algebra hw. taking a break from algebra to shower and then read 48 pages of poems. taking a break from poems to go back to bio and make a reference sheet for exam. finishing that so I can finish algebra and then read 1 of 2 30 page articles for anthro
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
is part of the issue being that he’s never had to take care of himself or build those habits and that men in general just kind of unconsciously or consciously rely on the women around them to mother them their whole lives? sure. but many times it’s also severe depression and I’m worried about him
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I’ve expressed a lot of frustration about him leaving the rest of the apartment like that which is bc I was being driven slowly insane by being depressed +the mess making it worse. I don’t want the solution to jsut be to only have his space affected, I want him to have better habits for his own sake
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I want to clean it for him so he can come home to a brighter space that smells fresh and is actually somewhere he could relax because he works a ton but I feel like he would just feel judged or that I’m being overbearing. Which maybe I am! But I don’t want to lose another brother to depression.
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
worried about my bil’s mental health as always but idk it just hits closer to home the closer i get to my birthday. his room is basically inhabitable, it makes me really sad. he says he’s fine living like that but i know how much it can compound depression. if you’re in a clean space you feel better
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
I have a debilitating fear of windows at night so my friend kindly covered the window in their bathroom so I could pee 😭 bc i was truly too afraid
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
asked my irl friend group to submit songs anonymously to a shared playlist so we can all enjoy new music and received, I think, the full range of human emotion
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
like. this probably means they were reusing oil possibly for days. I feel so upset and uncomfortable
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
was fed fries cooked in rancid oil and I was so chill about it at the restaurant but I’m growing increasingly more upset and also more sick
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
immediately became the most popular person in my bio class by bringing donuts
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
writing your thoughts in the margin as you read is a good way to go back and consider them more in depth or write about them more later. like I’m making notes right now about just how much this author uses color in her imagery and what that could be doing thematically vs her mom only wearing black.
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
People who say “annotating is pretentious because you’re acting like you’re a collaborator or a co writer on the book” yeah! reading is a collaborative effort between you and the writer! dummy! you don’t have to annotate but it can help you have a greater discussion if you do!
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
annotating discourse irritates me because if you’re annotating just for the sake of aesthetically highlighting words it’s not helping you engage with the book. but annotating itself does help you engage with the reading and think about it more in depth
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
printing this out whenever I feel too stupid for neurobio to remind myself of the stupid ass doctors I’ve met
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I love anthropology but why am I reading this many 32 page academic articles per week
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
mark can you tell me why you think I might know Martin Shkreli
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
methionine is the only one I know bc it’s the start codon LOL
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LAFAYETTE @lastudiolafayette.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I’ve grown quite fond of you, beloved methionine
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
who’s up learning about the structure of amino acids
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
NEVER GIVE UP NEVER SURRENDER
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
never give up never surrender.
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
I can’t pull the flowers through because the slit is too small … will pivot
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not your belldandy @briarhoes.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
unfortunately this is not working out quite as expected,
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